Now the emotion came out in her, her head dropping, her hands coming up, her fingers entwining. “I was brought here to see Master John Matthew through his transition. I did so, but he… denied me.”
“How?”
“After he’d been through the change, I washed him, but he denied me. I have been trained to serve sexually and was prepared to do so, and he denied me.”
“The Directrix insisted that I come to you, but it was a measure of respect for you, to give you leave over all Chosen. Neither she nor I expect you to elevate me to First Mate.”
“Did John Matthew say why he didn’t…?” Because most males were horny as hell right after their changes.
“I left when I was asked to. That is all.” Her eyes flipped up to Phury’s. “Verily, the Master John Matthew is a male of worth. It is not in his nature to detail the faults of another.”
“I’m sure it wasn’t because of-”
“Please. May we depart from this subject, your grace?”
Phury exhaled a stream of coffee-scented smoke. “Fritz said you were up in Cormia’s room. What were you doing there?”
There was a long pause. “That would be between sisters. Of course, I would tell you… should you order me to do so.”
He couldn’t help but approve of the quiet reserve in her voice.
“No, that’s okay.” He was tempted to ask if Cormia was all right, but he knew the answer to that one. She wasn’t. Any more than he was.
“Would you like me to go?” Layla asked. “I know the Directrix has two of my sisters prepared for you. They are eager to come over and greet you.”
Just like the other two who’d been to see him the night before. Excited. Ready to please. Honored to meet him.
Phury brought the blunt to his lips again and inhaled long and slow. “You don’t seem too thrilled with this.”
“With my sisters coming to see you? Of course I-”
“No, with meeting me.”
“On the contrary, I am eager to be with a male. I have been trained for mating and I want to serve as more than a blood source. Rhage and Vishous do not require all my services, and it is a burden to be unused…” Her eyes went to the books. “Indeed, I feel as though I am shelved. That I have been given the words to the story of my life, but that I remain largely unread, as it were.”
God, he so knew what that was like. He felt as though he had been waiting forever for things to settle down, for the drama to end, for him to be able to take a deep breath and start living. How ironic. It sounded as if Layla was feeling the way she was because nothing was happening in her life. He felt unread because too much had been going on for too long.
Either way, the end result was the same.
Neither of them was doing more than just getting through the day.
Phury went over to an ashtray and stabbed out the blunt. “Tell the Directrix she doesn’t need to send anyone else to me.”
Layla’s eyes shot to his. “I beg your pardon?”
“I choose you.”
Qhuinn pulled the black Mercedes up in front of Blay’s house and put the thing in park. They’d waited for hours at ZeroSum, with John texting Blay every now and again. When they kept hearing nothing back, John had pulled up stakes and here they were.
“You want me to open your door,” Qhuinn said dryly as he cut the engine.
John looked over.
“No.”
“Damn you.” Qhuinn got out of the driver’s seat. “Ruining my fun.”
John shut his door and shook his head.
“That’s not a word.”
Qhuinn glanced to the house. He could just hear Blay’s voice filling in,
The two of them went around to the back of the house, going up to the door that went into the kitchen. The place was a big brick colonial, real formal-looking in front, but it had a cozy rear side, with kitchen windows than ran from floor to ceiling, and a stoop with a friendly wrought-iron lantern that hung down.
For the first time in his life, Qhuinn knocked and waited for an answer.
“Oh, I don’t know. Sid Vicious behaved worse than I did, for example.”
Blay’s mom answered the door, looking exactly as she always did, all Marion Cunningham from
Yeah… it was fine and dandy to ball chicks and guys in bars, but he would mate someone like Blay’s mother. A female of worth. And he would stay true to her until the end of his days.
Assuming he could find someone who would have him.
Blay’s mother stepped back to let them in. “You know you don’t have to knock-” She looked at the platinum chain around Qhuinn’s throat, then at the new tat on his cheek.
Glancing at John, she murmured, “So that’s how the king fixed it.”
She turned to Qhuinn, threw her arms around him, and hugged him so hard his spine shifted. Which was so what he needed. As he held on to her, he took his first deep breath in days.
In a whisper, she said, “We would have kept you here. You didn’t have to go.”
“Couldn’t do that to you.”
“We’re a stronger lot than you think.” She loosened her hold on him and nodded to the rear staircase. “Blay’s upstairs.”
Qhuinn frowned as he saw a stack of luggage next to the kitchen table. “Going somewhere?”
“We have to get out of the city. Most of the
“Wise idea.” Qhuinn shut the kitchen door. “You going upstate?”
“Blay’s father is looking for some vacation time, so the three of us are going to make the rounds of family down south-”
Blay appeared at the bottom of the stairs. Crossing his arms, he nodded at John. “Wassup.”
As John signed a greeting back, Qhuinn couldn’t believe his buddy hadn’t mentioned anything about leaving the city.
Blay’s mom squeezed Qhuinn’s arm and whispered, “I’m glad you came before we left.” In a louder voice, she said, “Okay, I’ve cleaned out the fridge, and there’s nothing perishable in the pantry. I think I’ll go get my jewelry out of the safe.”
“Don’t know,” Blay said. “A while.”
In the long pause that followed, John looked back and forth between the two of them. Eventually he made a
