aloud, “
“I don’t know.” Rohder sips tobacco smoke. “I did it entirely for my own benefit. I want an ally sitting between me and the administration.”
Aiah looks at Rohder and thinks, He really
After Rohder leaves, Aiah sends her guards home—she embarrasses them by giving them baskets of flowers, all they can carry—and then turns to Dr. Romus.
“I want to thank you,” she says. “Things could have gone badly there.”
There is a fierce glint in Romus’s yellow eyes. “Where I come from,” he says, “we fight for our friends.”
If only Constantine knew it.
She kisses Romus’s wrinkled cheek—it is dry, like ancient bone—and lets him out.
And is alone with her apartment, her flowers, and her weariness.
YOUR LAST CHANCE TO SEE
She wakes with the Adrenaline Monster pounding in her chest and the knowledge that she will die, that Constantine or Sorya lurk outside the door, waiting to finish her off, or that Taikoen—not dead after all—dwells next to her in the plasm main, ready to tear the life from her… The walls loom in, threaten her with their silent solidity, with the knowledge that her very sight is contaminated by Taikoen’s perceptions.
The terror fades. The heavy scent of Constantine’s flowers fills her chest, makes it hard to breathe. She looks at the clock: 04:11.
She calls up a pair of her guards, apologizes for the hour, and asks them to meet her in the boat pool. Then she dresses, goes to the PED offices, and leaves a note on Khorsa’s desk telling her where she plans to go. People stare at her as she goes about her errand. They are a different lot than were on duty last shift, but they’ve obviously heard what happened, and doubtless the story has not got any smaller in the interval.
At the water gate, Aiah meets her guards, signs out a motorboat, and leaves the Palace. Bright cloudless Shieldlight beats down on her aching head. The surrounding buildings threaten her like a hedge of spears. She wishes she had thought to bring shieldglasses.
She is still, officially, on vacation. No reason not to take advantage of it.
The gray stone home of the Dreaming Sisters squats beneath its gleaming copper dome like an intricately carved puzzle, its outward complexity—the carved, entangled faces and vines-only an intimation of the subtle convolutions within. On the doorstep she sends her guards back to the Palace.
“You’ll be safe here?” one of them asks. “Are you sure, miss?”
“If I’m not safe here,” Aiah tells him, “I won’t be safe anywhere.”
The cool twilight of the sanctuary is a glorious relief after the unrelieved brightness of the Shield. The sister on duty—Aiah does not recognize her—takes her without a word to Order of Eternity, who greets her with her usual dreamy composure.
“I’m sorry,” Aiah says, “for the deaths.”
“We know the risks,” calmly, “when imagoes war with one another. We put ourselves in the center of the battle willingly.” Sadness crosses her features. “Though now that it is over, and two of our order lie dead, I cannot help but feel in my heart that our action was wrong.”
“It was the right thing,” Aiah says. “It was perhaps the only right thing done in all this affair.”
The dreaming sister looks up at Aiah, weariness in her eyes. “I hope you are right,” she says. “Time will tell.” She reaches out a gentle hand, touches Aiah’s throat. “You are bruised.”
“There was violence afterward. I am all right.”
“You don’t
“I haven’t slept. Not in months.”
Order of Eternity tilts her head, speaks in her girlish voice. “Do you wish to sleep here?”
“Yes.” Weariness falls on Aiah like a shower of cooling rain. “Yes, I’d like to sleep here.”
A smile ghosts across the sister’s face. “I think we can promise you good dreams.”
Order of Eternity takes her arm, draws her down the corridor.
“It’s supposed to be organic,” Aiah says. “Something about the adrenal gland.”
“We will repair it,” says the dreaming sister, “and anything else we may find.”
If anyone else had said this, Aiah would have fled at the very idea of this kind of plasm intrusion into her body. But if anyone had earned the right to float through Aiah’s mind, the Dreaming Sisters had.
Besides, Aiah is too weary to resist. A hammer batters her skull with every beat of her heart.
They pass a carving of
“It’s still there,” she says. “Shouldn’t it have changed by now?”
“These things come in time.” “I was afraid that it was still alive.” “No.” On this point the sister is firm. “That configuration of being no longer exists.”
“I feel him in my head, in the way I see things. I keep thinking he’s alive.”
“We will correct that as well.”
She finds Aiah an empty alcove, helps Aiah lie down. The plasm contact is already there, and Order of Eternity uncoils it and hands the curved copper tip to Aiah.
“What do I do?” Aiah asks.
“Take the contact into your mouth,” the sister says. “Close your eyes. Breathe deep. You need do nothing else—our meditations will find their way to
Aiah takes the cool metal into her mouth and feels at once the touch of plasm—not plasm fire, not the raging primal essence, but a soft tingling warmth, a glow. She had expected the copper to taste bitter, but it seems to have no taste at all. She closes her eyes.
“Thank you,” she mumbles around the contact.
Order of Eternity does not answer, and instead Aiah hears the slap of the sister’s feet on the flags as she withdraws.
The tingling warmth of plasm seems to steal into Aiah’s frame. Like sleep, she thinks, but more than that, a kind of strange awareness of something
Images seem to pulse on the backs of Aiah’s eyelids, mere phosphor glow at first, then things more concrete, images of airships and dolphins, children and trees, sky-topping buildings and birds in flight, all processing through her thoughts, dissolving one into the other… like the sisters’ aerial displays, but far more stately, each image lingering, impressing itself on Aiah’s mind, like figures in an eternal dance. And with them there is a sound, like a primal wind keening across the sharp corners of the world.
And then she topples into dream.