Kallo bowed, and Rienne returned it, feeling foolish and awkward. Despite her noble birth, she'd never been comfortable with the formal manners of the nobility, the elaborate etiquette of their social affairs, and particularly the subservience of others. She'd always been happiest delving into the caverns of Khyber with Gaven, far removed from family intrigue, social obligations, and manners. She smiled as Kallo walked away, thinking of Gaven and their utter disregard for polite manners while exploring the deeps.
The eagle wheeled in the sky, and Rienne imagined that it was beckoning the other group of survivors, urging them onward to something like safety. Somehow, she reflected, she had become a rallying point for the remnants of the Eldeen forces. As a girl, she'd been socially awkward, impatient with conversation because she always knew what people were going to say, and she had immersed herself in her training with the sword to insulate herself from interactions with other children. She had ended up with Gaven because both families wanted an alliance, and both families had problem children they couldn't otherwise marry off. Together, they had utterly disregarded their families' expectations and flitted off together on their adventures, prospecting dragonshards for House Lyrandar, circumventing the normal trade with House Tharashk. They had been young, impetuous, rebellious, and very much in love. Through years spent with Gaven, she managed to dodge the responsibilities of life in a noble family of Aundair. Then when Gaven went to Dreadhold, she'd been swallowed up in those responsibilities again-twenty-six miserable years filled with formal occasions and business negotiations. At least after a few years her parents had stopped trying to arrange engagements with other men.
Gaven had escaped, and it was like old times again-traveling across the countryside at Gaven's side, from the edge of the Mournland to Sharavacion and Stormhome and the Starcrag Plain, then all the way to the interior of Argonnessen, the grandest adventure of her life. And then Gaven disappeared, and suddenly her life was different than it had ever been before. She was alone in the Land of Dragons, neither doing family business on her own nor adventuring at Gaven's side. She had discovered new reserves of strength and independence in herself, and for the first time in her life she'd felt like she was pursuing a destiny that was uniquely hers, something the world needed her to do, which only she could do.
Now she began to wonder whether that destiny really had anything to do with slaying the Blasphemer at all. Perhaps it was more about providing leadership and hope to these people in the aftermath of the utter desolation of their homeland. She could see it on the faces of the people she saw in the camp-the sacredness of the land was part of who they were, their identity as a people. These weren't Aundairians, she realized, though their political independence from Aundair was only forty years old. They were part of the Eldeen Reaches, part of its land, and it was clear from the way they carried themselves and the expressions in their eyes that the devastation of the Blasphemer was a wound from which they might never recover.
To them, she was Lady Dragonslayer-a symbol, she suspected, of resistance to the Blasphemer. His dragons scoured the earth, but she was the slayer of dragons. Perhaps she could be more than that.
Darkness settled over the camp, and Rienne moved among the cookfires and makeshift shelters, offering what expressions of comfort she could muster. The mere fact of her presence seemed to be a help to many of the people she saw, whose faces brightened when she drew near, who stood and pressed food into her hands, or who leaped to their feet and embraced her, shaking with sobs as they clutched her to their hearts. It was humbling, strangely-it seemed that there was something greater than her at work in her, using her body and her voice as a tool to reach and comfort these people. It made her think of the shaman who had tended her in the grove, with the spirit bear beside her, a conduit between the world and the realm of the spirits of the land. Had those primal spirits chosen her as a vessel?
A cry of alarm arose at the western edge of the camp, and Rienne tore herself from a cookfire to investigate. She expected to find the other group of survivors she had spotted, and at first that's all she saw. Then her eyes distinguished a cloud like roiling smoke behind them-a swarm of flying insects pursuing the Reachers as they ran in a panic toward the fires on the hill. Even at such a distance, she could hear the angry droning of the swarm beneath the screams of its victims.
CHAPTER 36
Cart stood in the bakery's doorway and watched Harkin slink off. Harkin shot one bitter glare over his shoulder, then defiantly kept his back to Cart until he rounded a corner and disappeared. Cart stepped aside to let a mother and small child enter the bakery around him, glancing fearfully at him as they passed, but he kept his eyes fixed on the last place he'd seen Harkin until he was satisfied the human wasn't coming back.
He turned to go back into the bakery and found Ashara standing behind him, her cloak wrapped tightly around her.
'Are you finished?' he asked.
'Isn't it obvious? Cart, that really wasn't wise.'
Cart turned back in the direction Harkin had gone. 'I don't care,' he said. 'He deserved it.'
Ashara started walking, quickly, in the opposite direction. 'What does that have to do with it?'
Cart caught up quickly. 'Everything. He was being awful. He interrupted me every time I spoke. He was trying to provoke me.'
'He does that. But it doesn't mean you have to rise to it.'
'And you just let him do it. You were ignoring me, too.'
'I wasn't ignoring you.'
'You were. Every time I tried to speak, he cut me off and you listened to him. You could have stopped him. You could have asked me what I was going to say. But you let him cut me off, pretend I wasn't there.'
'So you threw a tantrum and threw him out the door.'
'Yes I did. Why are you defending him?'
'Don't you see? He's going to find that Sentinel Marshal and tell her everything.'
'How much does he know?' Cart said. 'He sounded like he had no idea what the Dragon Forge was about.'
'He probably knows more than he let on, and we told him enough to get us all in trouble.'
'So why didn't you tell the Sentinel Marshal the truth in the first place?'
Ashara stopped in her tracks. 'Are you crazy?'
Cart stopped as well and faced her. They were drawing stares, though, so he grabbed her arm and walked her farther down the street, whispering as they walked. 'She was looking for something she could arrest Jorlanna for. Why not give it to her?'
'I'm not about to tell a Sentinel Marshal and a marked heir of House Kundarak that I helped build an eldritch machine that stripped the dragon-mark off Gaven. They wanted an excuse to arrest Jorlanna, not an excuse to launch a crusade against all of Cannith West.'
'A crusade?'
'Punishing Jorlanna wouldn't have been nearly enough. They'd want to lock up everyone involved in that disaster. Including you and me.' She shook her head. 'Especially me. I'd end up taking the fall and being executed or thrown in Dreadhold, while Jorlanna got a slap on the wrist.'
'Executed?' The possibility hadn't occurred to Cart. He slowed his pace.
'Yes!' Ashara stopped and spun to face him again. 'Cart, Gaven might say he forgives me, but if he really does, I don't know how he managed it. And all the Houses aren't going to be so quick to forgive a crime like the Dragon Forge. What we did there… can't you grasp the magnitude of it?'
Cart looked into her eyes and saw her fear-the same wild panic that sometimes gripped soldiers on the battlefield when they knew they were trapped. He saw echoes of the nightmares he'd glimpsed, the terror that swept over the sleeping city as the troubled age drew to a close. His eyes fell to trace the lines of the dragonmark on her shoulder. Was her terror at the thought of losing her mark?
'No,' he said. 'I suppose I can't.' He put his hand to her chin and cradled her cheek. 'What is it that frightens you so?'
She closed her eyes and nuzzled against his hand, clasping it in both of hers. 'Do you love me, Cart?'
The change of topic surprised him, and he wasn't sure how to answer. Her eyes opened, and they were wet with tears.
