She and Margaret had spoken simultaneously.
“You are allowing him to come here-into your own home, to
His face and his voice were clouded with youthful misery.
“The thing is, Kate,” he said, “that it is the only thing that would set everything right. The gossips would be satisfied if Monty were seen to do the right and honorable thing. And they would have nothing else to say about you if you were married to him.”
Katherine inhaled sharply.
“And I am to give up my freedom,” she said, “and marry a r-rake just to satisfy the
“Oh, Stephen,” Margaret said, “you cannot have permitted Lord Montford to call here on such an errand. Not after what he did to Kate-or tried to do-three years ago when none of us were here to defend her. You
“The thing is that he has been dangling after Kate again this year,” Stephen said. “I cannot see that there has been anything improper about it. I would have said something if I had thought so. So would you, Meg. Nessie would have said something, and Elliott
“You
“Allingham has an impeccable reputation, Meg,” he said with a sigh. “Besides, he has never made a wager that he could seduce and ruin you.”
“I do not
He ran the fingers of one hand through his hair, leaving his curls more rumpled than ever.
“I knew you would refuse,” he said, “and I don’t blame you. I would in your place. I told Elliott you would refuse, and he said of course you would. But the thing is that perhaps you ought at least to see Monty and listen to what he has to say. If it is known that he made the offer but that you refused, then perhaps things will look a little better for you. I am not sure they will, but-”
“I am not interested in things looking better,” she said. “I am not interested in
“But it did happen,” he said. “And I don’t think you will forget. I doubt anyone else will either.”
“Kate.” Margaret had sat back down. She was paler than ever. “Stephen and Elliott are right, you know. You have done no wrong in any of this.
Katherine gazed reproachfully at her.
“Besides,” Margaret added, “if you refuse to receive Lord Montford, Kate, it might be perceived that Elliott and Stephen could not bring him up to scratch, that they were unable to defend your honor as they ought.”
“And they defend my honor by marrying me to a heartless scoundrel?” Katherine said.
She was being unfair. He was
But her brother and sister had said their piece, it seemed, and had nothing to add. They looked at her, both faces still pale with misery.
And all this was not just about her, Katherine realized suddenly. This was about
And she was not entirely blameless.
Her family was, though.
She still could not see quite how she could help her family by seeing Lord Montford this afternoon. She really, really did not want to do it. She never wanted to see him again.
But Stephen thought she ought. So did Elliott.
And so did Meg.
“Very well, then.” She looked defiantly from Meg to Stephen. “I will receive Lord Montford this afternoon and I will listen to what he has to say. I will say one word in reply-
“I do think you ought,” Stephen said. “Though my knuckles still itch to go at his face.”
“Kate,” Meg said, twisting her hands in her lap. “Oh, Kate, I let you down. I ought to have stayed with you in London three years ago, and what happened then would not have happened. Neither would everything that has happened this year.”
Katherine closed the distance between them, grabbed her sister about the shoulders, and hugged her tightly.
“Meg,” she said, “you have been the best of sisters. The
Not that it was going to come to that.
But the very idea of Meg trying to shoulder the blame, as she always did when something threatened any one of them!
13
IT had occurred to Jasper that since Merton had not yet reached his majority, it might be more to the point to speak to his guardian first. But when he had arrived at Moreland House late in the morning, he had found the two men together.
It was just as well. It had been a dashed uncomfortable interview, but at least it did not have to be repeated once it was over.