in the center of the front facade with wide marble steps leading up beneath it to the front doors.
Below the steps were two wide terraces, one below the other, and below
She said not a word because
But this was
And yet she felt a tugging at her heart while seeing her new home for the first time-something she could not remember feeling on her arrival at Warren Hall more than three years ago. A sense that her life, all her future hopes lay here. And the house was beautiful. The sunken garden was so lovely that it brought the ache of tears to her throat.
Of course, she was seeing it all at its best. The sun was shining. There was not a cloud in the sky. And it was summertime.
“Ah,” he said, breaking a lengthy silence, and he sounded more himself again. “You see how one’s every actions have repercussions, Katherine? I thought it wise to send word to the housekeeper that I would be bringing a new baroness home with me today as well as a houseful of birthday guests within the next two weeks. And the servants have contrived a way of catching an early glimpse of you without having to peep from forbidden windows or about forbidden screens or doorways.”
The upper terrace had come into full view. The carriage was about to turn onto it. In neat rows, looking more like clothed statues than real people, Cedarhurst’s large staff was lined up on the steps, the menservants on one side all in crisp black, the maidservants on the other side, also in black, with white mobcaps and white aprons that fluttered in the breeze.
“A welcoming reception,” Jasper said, sounding half exasperated, half amused. “I hope you are up to it.”
Katherine remembered that the same thing had happened at Warren Hall when she and her sisters arrived there with Stephen. They had all enjoyed it enormously. Stephen had stopped to have a word with everyone.
“Of course I am up to it,” she said, nevertheless feeling her stomach flutter rather uncomfortably. “I am your wife, am I not? The new mistress of Cedarhurst?”
Unbidden, there was a stirring of excitement at the realization that that was precisely who she was.
“My love.” He was still holding her hand in one of his, she realized as the carriage drew level with the house steps and one of the men, presumably the butler, stepped forward to open the door and set down the steps. “I never did reply to your
She turned a look of reproach on him, but his head was bent over her hand as he raised it to his lips, the picture of the devoted and besotted bridegroom while every servant from the butler on down to the boot-boy gawked through the open door at them.
She laughed instead.
Trust him to make a joke of it all.
And to look impossibly handsome and-ah, yes-
He would give her a tour of the house later, Jasper decided, perhaps tomorrow. She had shown no eagerness to see everything at once. She had shown no eagerness at all, in fact. Not about the house or park, anyway. She had said nothing as they approached and he had sat tensely beside her.
What had he expected? Enthusiasm for the home that had been forced upon her?
And did it matter to him what she thought?
Did
He had brought her up to the drawing room after they had inspected the servants. They had walked up the house steps on one side and then back down them on the other-greeting first the maids and then the menservants.
She had smiled warmly at each of them in turn, repeated their names when his housekeeper or his butler presented them to her, and had a word with each.
So had he, actually. It had rather surprised him to see so many old faces-not necessarily old in years, but old in service at Cedarhurst. Did they
He had remembered with some surprise as he greeted them all that he had liked most of these people when he lived here-even loved a few of them. They had fed him in the kitchens and washed and bandaged his scrapes and sometimes washed
It was strange how one could forget huge chunks of one’s life. Those haunts…
The tea tray and a plate of cakes had followed them into the drawing room. Katherine poured their tea but did not take any of the cakes.
“I do hope,” she said, “I will remember at least some of their names and that I will learn them all soon. There are so many of them.”
“There is no need,” he said. “They will not expect it of you.”
And yet, he thought, he knew almost all the servants by name without ever having made a determined effort to do so. And he believed he might remember the names of those who were new-but only because there were not many of them and most of them bore a family resemblance to former or current servants.
“But I expect it of
He was always amused rather than irritated by her occasional lapses into primness-a product of her upbringing in a country vicarage, he suspected.
After going back down the steps outside the house while talking with the menservants, she had stood on the terrace, looking up at them all and laughing. The breeze had been wafting the brim of her hat, and the sunlight had caught the gold highlights in her hair. And she had addressed them all with similar words to the ones she had just spoken to him.
“Please forgive me,” she had said, “if I do not remember all your names the next time I see you. But if I
There had been a ripple of laughter, and Jasper’s guess was that his whole large staff had fallen instantly in love with the new baroness.
He had been rather charmed himself.
She did not sit down in the drawing room. She walked over to one of the long windows and stood looking out, sipping her tea as she did so.
He went to stand a little way behind her.
“I think,” she said, “that is the loveliest garden I have ever seen.”
She was looking down at the parterres.
He closed his eyes briefly, and some of the tension that had been tightening his shoulders and neck since they had turned onto Cedarhurst property eased out of him.