'Can you imagine the shit we'll have to sit through if it's Abdel-razak?'
'Okay. Jung-Xiao … tricks Gupta-?
'Not Gupta. How about Yukio?'
'Tricks
'Okay. Piotr . . .'
'Yeah. Piotr.'
'Jung-Xiao tricks
'A bioengineer.'
'Or a Fed.'
'Way-wait. Gupta hates Solomon, right?'
'Right. And so does Abdelrazak. And Yukio hates Jung-Xiao. And Eagle Woman hates Conchita. And Padma hates Masha.'
'And Baruwaluwu hates Arnaujumajuk.'
'. . . Why in Christ's name would Baruwaluwu hate Arnaujumajuk?'
'Because they're always going after the
'Way-wait . . . Conchita is spreading a mutant
'… Which she got from the bioengineer: Piotr.'
'.. . Who's also having a thing with Jung-Xiao.'
'… Who's putting out for Yukio.'
'. . . Who's feeding it to Abdelrazak.'
'.. . Who's deep in the jeep with Eagle Woman . . .'
Asked to comment, after an unusually long silence, Gwyn said,
'There's no love and no hate in Amelior.'
'That's true, Gwyn. We wondered about that. And everyone has these diseases anyway.'
'The hardback is in its eleventh printing,' said Gwyn, who went on to list the hemispherical achievements
'There has to be love and hate, Gwyn. Even if it means hazing the ethnic distinctions-and making them all Americans.'
'And losing the diseases. There has to be love and hate. So we care.'
'So we care.'
'So we care.'
'While we're on the subject of caring,' said Richard, who was about to take his leave (Gwyn would be lunching with the team), 'can I ask a question? There's a big dump bin in reception, where we came in. It's got a little stenciled sign on it which says 'Caring Barrel.' What's a Caring
Barrel? It looks like a big trash can.'
'Ah yes. That's the Caring Barrel. The Caring Barrel was placed there after the earthquake for-' 'After the riots.?
'After the riots. The Caring Barrel is for concerned employees to … deposit food or warm clothes for …'
'Those who might be in need.'
'Thanks,' said Richard. On his way to the door he passed the third executive, who was frowning and massaging his eyebrows and saying,
'Is
While the lady in reception called him a cab Richard had a good look at the Caring Barrel. It did indeed contain an old scarf and a pair of socks and a couple of packets of cookies and cereal, half hidden by all the regular trash tossed in there by employees who didn't know it was a Caring Barrel. Richard cared. Caring was what Richard was all about. If caring was wrong, then-yes-Richard was wrong. But he didn't know he cared so much. In later years, he supposed, he might have to spend a lot of time peering into Caring Barrels and caring about what they contained.
Back at the hotel he threw in a call to the Lazy Susan. Sure enough, sales were holding firm at one copy.
During the tour Richard had been solicitous of his own health, careful, for instance, to stop drinking every night when he was still a good milliliter clear of liver collapse; he quite often remembered to take his Vitamin C, until it ran out; and of course his smoking had been much reduced, or much rearranged. The confinement and immobility and canned air of modern travel, and the effects of at least three huge and ill-chosen meals a day, he offset with his frequent sprints to the bathroom and with his roilingly aerobic insomnias. But in Los Angeles he definitely started to let himself go. The thing seemed to be that he was making a superhuman effort to avoid thinking about the future, and it was taking a lot out of him.
Everyone said that Gwyn was meant to be taking it easy-secluding himself from the pressures ranged against the successful novelist. But he looked and behaved like a walking power surge, and continued to indulge and even embolden the publicity boy. When he wasn't being interviewed elsewhere, Gwyn Barry, wearing white tennis shorts and black espadrilles, was being interviewed out by the pool. Sometimes Gwyn would be accompanied by the publicity boy; sometimes (there were at least two occasions Richard knew about), the publicity boy's place was taken by Audra Christenberry, the young screen actress, and
But this was Hollywood, and Audra was heady effluvia from the dream factory. And Richard stood alone, he felt, in the real world. Stood before the mirror, in fact, where he auditioned or screen-tested himself in his swimming trunks, and decided
The mirror said it was reality. He felt convinced that he had lost at least three inches in height since leaving London. He stood there, in the wizened trunks; his polyplike pallor was relieved only by the loud rash or broad abrasion that swathed his right shoulder. There was also a kind of bedsore in the corner of his clavicle. The right arm itself felt okay if it wasn't being asked to do anything but when he sobbed himself awake at night it felt numb and blood-logged and inflexibly swollen. When he could distinguish his hand, in the dawn, he expected it to look like a boxing glove. His one pair of shoes bore testimony to what gravity was doing to him: there they wallowed on the carpet, like cowpats indented by unfortunate footprints.
So he never went out. Except when the maid came, he never went out. He developed a liking for