to see society from a perspective you've never had-if, after that, you still wish to refuse St. Ives's offer, he and I will accept your decision and
His emphasis made it clear he did not expect to find one. Honoria frowned. 'What explanation will be given for my presence with the Dowager?'
'None-Cynsters don't need to tender explanations any more than Anstruther-Wetherbys.'
Honoria looked skeptical. 'Surely people will wonder?'
'People will
Honoria raised a questioning brow.
Michael waved at the house. 'You saw her just now. She's a consummate manipulator.'
Honoria's lips twitched. 'I had wondered whether you'd noticed.'
'I noticed, but there's precious little point trying to resist. You called St. Ives a tyrant-I don't doubt he is, but that's probably just as well. Within the
Honoria could see it; slowly, she nodded, then looked frowningly at Michael. 'I still think it would be much simpler for me to retire to Hampshire until all this blows over, Even if I don't get another post, as you pointed out, I
Michael sighed, and looked away. 'You can't stay in Hampshire alone-we'll have to get Aunt Hattie down.'
'
Michael pursed his lips. 'Can't think of anyone else, and you can't live alone, especially once your sojourn in the woods with Devil Cynster becomes public. You'll find your self dealing with all manner of unwanted visitors.'
Honoria shot him a darkling glance, then frowned, very hard, at the lake. Michael preserved a stoic silence.
Minutes ticked past; eyes narrowed, Honoria reviewed her options. She had, indeed, regretted sending for Michael so precipitously; it was clearly going to take time to track Tolly's murderer down. Devil, initially a large hurdle to her plans, had been overcome; he now behaved as a reluctant but resigned coconspirator. The idea of them, together, unmasking Tolly's killer was attractive-quite aside from the compulsion she felt to see justice done, the situation looked set to provide the excitement she'd craved all her life. Leaving now would see all that lost.
There was also the small matter of her burgeoning desire to experience-just once-the pleasure Devil had alluded to. His words, his caresses, like Tolly's face, now haunted her. He'd made it clear physical possession and pleasure were independent events-although the thought was guaranteed to bring a blush to her cheek, she was aware of an increasing compulsion to learn what he could teach her. Of pleasure. Possession, in this case, was out of the question, beyond all possibility. Cynsters never let go anything that became theirs-she was far too wise to become his on any level.
Given she'd determined never to wed, her virtue would never be in question. It seemed wise to gain some experience of the pleasure possible between a man and a woman
With all that on offer, currently on her plate, but for Devil's matrimonial fixation, her present situation suited her admirably. She didn't
Now, however, with his devilish proposition, the devil himself had cleared her path. She could remain in his household, in his mother's care, safe from him and any other gentleman, for three full months-surely, by that time, they would have laid Tolly's murderer by the heels? And she would have learned all she'd need to know of pleasure.
Which left only one quibble-was she strong enough, clever enough, to avoid any traps Devil might set for her?
Honoria straightened, and summoned a resigned grimace. 'Very well.' She turned and met Michael's eye. 'I'll agree to remain under the Dowager's wing for three months.' Michael grinned-Honoria narrowed her eyes. 'After that, I'll go to Hampshire.'
With a long-suffering groan, Michael rose and drew her to her feet. Arm in arm, they strolled back to the house.
Later that evening, Honoria was seated in an armchair in the drawing room, her lap full of embroidery silks, when a shadow fell across her. The Dowager was on the
Stymied in her attempt to discriminate between azure and turquoise, Honoria looked up-all the way up to Devil's face. He stood directly before her, his expression inscrutable. For a long moment, he simply held her gaze, his own shadowed, impossible to read. Then he held out his hand. 'Come for a walk, Honoria Prudence.'
From the corner of her eye, Honoria noted that the Dowager had been struck deaf.
Devil's lips softened fleetingly; his gaze remained intense, focused on her face. 'I promise not to bite.'
Honoria considered the pros and cons-she needed to talk to him, to make sure, while Michael was still here, that their bargain-his proposition-was precisely as she thought. She searched his face. 'Not to the summerhouse.' She might wish to learn more of pleasure, but she wanted the lessons under her control.
This time, his pirate's smile materialized fully if briefly. 'Only on the terrace-I wouldn't want to distract you.'
Honoria quelled an incipient shiver, elicited by the deep purring tones of his voice, and shot him a disbelieving glance.
He raised his brows resignedly. 'Word of a Cynster.'
And in that she could trust. Gathering her silks, Honoria set them aside, then placed her hand in his. He drew her to her feet, then settled her hand on his arm. The Dowager ignored them, apparently absorbed in lilac silks to the exclusion of all else. They strolled to where long windows stood open to the terrace, the night a curtain of black velvet beyond.
'I wished to speak to you,' Honoria began the instant they gained the flags.
'And I to you.' Looking down at her, Devil paused.
Regally, Honoria inclined her head, inviting his comment.
'Michael has informed me you've agreed to remain with my mother for the next three months.'
Reaching the balustrade, Honoria lifted her hand from his sleeve and swung to face him. 'Until the period of mourning is over.'
'After which time, you'll become my duchess.'
She tilted her chin. 'After which time, I'll return to Hampshire.'
He'd halted directly before her, no more than a foot away. With the light behind him, it was all she could do to discern his expression-arrogantly impassive; his eyes, hooded and shadowed, fixed on hers, she couldn't read at all. Honoria kept her head high, her gaze unwavering, determined to impress on him how inflexible she was.
The moment stretched-and stretched; she started to feel light-headed. Then one of his brows rose.
'We appear to have a problem, Honoria Prudence.'
'Only in your mind, Your Grace.'
The planes of his face shifted; his expression held a warning. 'Perhaps,' he said, exasperation clear beneath the polite form, '
Haughtily, Honoria raised her brows. 'I've agreed to remain with your mother.'