the weekend, she thought, but not now. Three minutes later she was pulling into the driveway of the Glen-Ridge House, and the doorman, a professionally warm smile creasing his face, was opening the door of the car and saying, 'Welcome home.' Jean pushed the button for the trunk and watched as her garment bag and suitcase were scooped up.
'Go right to the check-in desk,' the doorman urged. 'We'll take care of the luggage.'
The hotel lobby was clubby and warm, with deep carpeting and comfortable groupings of chairs. The front desk was to the left, and diagonally across from it Jean could see that the bar was already filling with pre-cocktail party celebrants.
A banner over the front desk welcomed the Stonecroft reunion class.
'Welcome home, Ms. Sheridan,' said the clerk, a man in his sixties. His smile revealed glistening white teeth. His badly dyed hair exactly matched the finish on the cherry wood desk. As Jean gave him her credit card, she had the incongruous thought that he might have cut a chip from the desk to show his barber.
She wasn't ready to deal with any of her old classmates yet and hoped she could get to the elevator without being stopped. She wanted to have at least a quiet half hour while she showered and changed, before she had to put on her badge with the picture of the frightened and heartbroken eighteen-year-old girl she had been, and join her former classmates at the cocktail party.
As she took the room key and turned, the clerk said, 'Oh, Ms. Sheridan, I almost forgot. I have a fax for you.' He squinted at the name on the envelope. 'Oh, sorry. I should be calling you Dr. Sheridan.'
Without replying, Jean ripped open the envelope. The fax was from her secretary at Georgetown: 'Dr. Sheridan, sorry to bother you. This is probably a joke or mistake, but I thought you'd want to see it.' The 'it' was a single sheet of paper that had been faxed to her office. It read, 'Jean, I guess by now you've verified that I know Lily. Here's my problem. Do I kiss her or kill her? Just a joke. I'll be in touch.'
For a moment Jean felt unable either to move or think. Kill her? Kill her? But why? Why?
He had been standing in the bar, watching, waiting for her to come in. Over the years he'd seen her picture on her book jackets, and every time he did, it was a shock to see that Jeannie Sheridan had acquired such a classy look.
At Stonecroft she'd been one of the smart but quiet ones. She'd even been nice to him in an offhand sort of way. He'd started to really like her until Alison told him how they'd all made fun of him. He knew who 'they' were: Laura and Catherine and Debra and Cindy and Gloria and Alison and Jean. They used to sit at the same table at lunchtime.
Weren't they cute? he thought as the bile rose in his throat. Now Catherine and Debra and Cindy and Gloria and Alison were gone. He'd saved Laura for last. The funny part was that he still wasn't sure about Jean. For some reason he wavered about killing her. He still remembered the time when he was a freshman and had tried out for the baseball team. He'd been cut right away and had started to cry, those baby tears that he never could hold back.
He'd run off the field, and a little later Jeannie had caught up with him. 'I didn't make the cheerleader squad,' she said. 'So what?'
He knew she had followed him because she felt sorry for him. That's why something told him that she hadn't been one of the ones who made fun of him for wanting to take Laura to the prom. But then she had hurt him in a different way
Laura had always been the prettiest girl in the class-golden blond, china blue eyes, great body, noticeable even in the Stonecroft skirt and blouse. She was always sure of her power over the guys. The words 'come hither' had been meant for her to utter.
Alison had always been mean. As a writer for the school paper, her 'Behind the Scenes' column was supposed to be about school activities, but she always managed to find a way to take a dig at someone, like in a review for the school play when she'd written, 'To everyone's surprise, Romeo, a.k.a. Joel Nieman, managed to remember most of his lines.' Back then the popular kids thought Alison was a riot. The nerds stayed away from her.
Nerds like me, he thought, savoring the memory of the look of terror on Alison's face when she saw him coming toward her from the pool house.
Jean had been popular, but she hadn't seemed like the other girls. She'd been elected to the student council, where she'd been so quiet you'd think she couldn't talk, but anytime she opened her mouth, whether there or in class, she always had the right answer. Even then she'd been a history buff. What surprised him was how much prettier she was now. Her stringy light brown hair was darker and fuller, and cut like a cap around her face. She was slim, but not painfully thin anymore. Somewhere along the way she'd also learned how to dress. Her jacket and slacks were well cut. Wishing he could see the expression on her face, he watched as she shoved a fax into her shoulder bag.
'I
In his head he could hear Laura imitating him. 'She has you down pat,' Alison had screeched that night twenty years ago. 'And she told us you wet your pants, too.'
He could imagine them all making fun of him; he could hear their shrill gales of mocking laughter.
It had happened way back in the second grade when he was seven years old. He'd been in the school play. That was his line, the only thing he had to say. But he couldn't get it out. He'd stuttered so much that all the kids on stage and even some of the parents began to snicker.
He never did get the word 'tree' out. That was when he burst out crying and ran off the stage holding the tree branch in his hand. His father had slapped him for being a sissy. His mother had said, 'Leave him alone. He's a dopey kid. What can you expect? Look at him. He's wet his pants again.'
The memory of that shame mingled with the imagined laughter of the girls and swirled in his head as he watched Jean Sheridan get into the elevator. Why should I spare you? he thought. Maybe Laura first, then you. Then you can all have a good laugh at me, all of you together, in hell.
He heard his name being called and turned his head. Dick Gormley, the big baseball hero of their class, was standing beside him in the bar, staring at his ID. 'Great to see you,' Dick said heartily.
You're lying, he thought, and it's
4
Laura had barely put her key in the door of the room when the bellman appeared with her luggage: a garment bag, two large suitcases, and an overnight satchel. She could sense what the man was thinking:
What he said was 'Ms. Wilcox, my wife and I used to watch
Not the chance of a snowball in hell, Laura thought, but the man's obvious sincerity gave her a much-needed lift. ' Not
Not the truth, but close to the truth. Maximum had okayed the pilot and announced it was optioning the series. Then two days before she died, Alison had phoned. 'Laura, honey, I don't know how to tell you this, but there's a problem. Maximum wants someone younger to play Emmie.'
'Younger?' she had shouted. 'For God's sake, Alison, I'm thirty-eight. The mother in the series has a twelve- year-old daughter. And I look good. You know I do.'
'Don't yell at me,' Alison had shouted back. 'I'm doing my best to convince them to keep you. As for looking good, between laser-surgery and botox and face-lifts, everybody in this business looks good. That's why it's so hard to cast anyone as a grandmother. Nobody looks like one anymore.'
We agreed to come to the reunion together, Laura thought. Alison told me that, according to the list of classmates who'd responded yes, Gordon Amory would be here, and apparently he just bought into Maximum. She said that he had enough influence to help me keep the job, assuming he could be convinced to use his power.
She had pushed and pushed Alison to call Gordie right away and make him force Maximum to accept her for the
