Dissolution

because of what had happened there, looking at the richly decorated altar in the dim candlelight I had a sudden sense of evil, so strong that I shuddered. Not a sense of some ordinary crime, nor some furtive little sins, but of evil itself in this business. Beside me, the sacrist's face was bleak with sorrow. 'I have been a monk for twenty years,' he said. 'In the darkest, coldest days of winter I have stood watching the altar at Matins, and whatever weight there has been on my soul it has lifted with the first ray of light coming through the east window. It fills one with the promise of light, the promise of God. But now I will never be able to contemplate the altar without that scene coming into my mind. It was the Devil's work.'

'Well, Brother,' I said quietly, 'there was a human perpetrator, and I must find him.' I led the way back to the choir, where I took a seat in one of the pews, indicating Brother Gabriel should sit beside me.

'When you saw this outrage, Brother Sacrist, what did you do?'

'I said we must fetch the prior. But just then the door from the night stairs was thrown open and one of the monks ran in to tell us the commissioner had been found murdered. We all left the church together.'

'And saw the relic was gone?'

'No. That was later. Around eleven I passed the shrine and saw it was empty. But it must have been done at the same time, surely.'

'Perhaps. Now you too would have come in from the night stairs linking the monks' dormitory to the church. Is that door kept locked?'

'Of course. I unlocked it.'

'So whoever desecrated the church would have had to come in by the main door, which is unlocked?'

Yes. It is our principle that servants and visitors as well as monks should be able to enter the church when they please.'

'And you arrived just after five. You are sure?'

'I have been performing the routine for the last eight years.'

'So the intruder was working in semi-darkness, spreading the fowl's blood and – probably – stealing the relic. Both the desecration and Singleton's murder were carried out between a quarter past four, when Bugge met the commissioner, and five, when you entered the church. Whoever it was worked quickly. That implies they knew the layout of the church.'

He gave me a keen look. 'Yes. It does.'

'And townsfolk do not attend Mass at monastery churches. When outsiders attend special festivals or come to pray to the relics, they are not allowed beyond the rood screen?'

'No. Only monks may come into the choir and before the altar.'

'So, only a monk would know these routines and the layout of the church. Or a servant who worked here – like that man peregrinating the church lighting the candles.'

He looked at me seriously. 'Geoffrey Walters is seventy years old and deaf. The church servants have all been here for years. I know them well and none of them could conceivably have done this.'

'That leaves us with one of the monks, then. Abbot Fabian, and your friend the bursar, would have it that an outsider was responsible. I have to disagree.'

'I think an outsider may be possible,' he said hesitantly.

'Go on.'

'On rising some mornings this autumn I have seen lights out on the marsh; my chamber in the dormitory overlooks it. I think the smugglers are active again.'

'The abbot talked of smugglers. But I thought that marsh was dangerous.'

'It is. But there are paths known to the smugglers running by the little island of higher ground, where the ruins of the founders' church stands, out to the river. Boats can be loaded with contraband wool for France. The abbot complains to the town authorities now and again, but they're not interested. Some of the officials no doubt profit from the trade.'

'So someone who knew those paths could have got in and out of the monastery that night?'

'Possibly. The wall down there is in poor shape.'

'Did you mention seeing lights to the abbot?'

'No. As I said, he has given up complaining. I have been too sore in my mind to think clearly, but now-' An eager look came into his face. 'Perhaps that is the answer. Those men are criminals and one sin can lead to another, even to blasphemy-'

'Of course it would suit the community to lay the blame elsewhere.'

He turned to me, his face set. 'Master Shardlake, it may be you see our prayers, our devotion to the relics of the saints, as foolish ceremonies performed by men who live easily while the world outside groans and suffers.'

I inclined my head non-committally.

He spoke with a sudden intentness. 'Our life of prayer and worship is an effort to approach Christ, to come nearer to his light and further from this sinful world. Every prayer, every Mass is an attempt to come closer to him, every statue and ritual and piece of stained glass is a reminder of his glory, a distraction from the world's wickedness.'

'I see you believe so, Brother.'

'I know we live easier than we should, our comfortable clothes and food are not what St Benedict intended. But our purpose is the same.'

'To seek communion with God?'

He turned, looking at me intently. 'It is not easy. People who say it is are wrong. Sinful mankind is full of wicked impulses, planted by the Devil. Do not think monks are immune, sir. Sometimes I believe the more we aspire to approach God, the more the Devil stirs himself to tempt our minds to wickedness. And the more we have to strive against him.'

'And can you think of anyone who might have had his mind tempted to murder?' I asked quietly. 'Remember I speak with the authority of the vicar general, and through him the Supreme Head of the Church, the king.'

He looked me directly in the eye. 'I can think of no one in our community who might do such a thing. If I could, I would have informed the abbot. I told you, I believe an outsider was responsible.'

I nodded. 'But there has been talk of other grave sins here, has there not? The scandal under the last prior. And small sins may lead to larger ones.'

His face reddened. 'It is a large step from – those things – to what was done last week. And those acts were in the past.' He stood abruptly and moved to stand a few paces off.

I got up and stood beside him. His face was set and his brow had a sheen of sweat despite the cold.

'Not all in the past, Brother. The abbot tells me Simon Whelplay's penance was in part because of certain feelings he nurtured towards another monk. Yourself.'

He turned, suddenly animated. 'He is a child! I was not responsible for the sins he contemplated in his poor mind. I did not even know till he confessed to Prior Mortimus, or I would have put a stop to it. And yes, I have lain with other men, but I have confessed and repented and sinned no more in that way. There, Commissioner, you have plumbed my history. I know the vicar general's office loves such tales.'

'I seek only the truth. I would not trouble your soul merely for a pastime.'

He seemed about to say something more, then paused and took a deep breath. 'Do you wish to see the library now?'

'Yes, please.'

We returned down the nave. 'By the way,' I said after we had walked some distance in silence, 'I saw the great crack in the side of the church. That is indeed a large job. The prior will not approve the expenditure?'

'No. Brother Edwig says any programme of repairs must be limited to the revenues available each year. That will barely suffice to prevent the damage from spreading.'

'I see.' In that case, I thought, why were Brother Edwig and the abbot talking of needing capital from land sales?

'These men of accounts always believe that what is cheapest is best,' I continued philosophically, 'and prink and save till all falls about them.'

'Brother Edwig thinks saving money is a holy duty,' he said bitterly.

'Neither he nor the prior appear much given to charity.'

He gave me a sharp look, but said nothing more as he led me from the church.