Dissolution

though.'

'Well, let us get to the knoll at least.'

A few moments later we stepped up onto firm ground. The knoll was only a few feet above the level of the bog, but from there I had a clear view both back to the monastery and down to the river, still and grey. The sea was visible in the distance and a cutting breeze gave the air a salty tang.

'So smugglers would take their contraband this way?'

'Yes, sir. A few years ago the revenue men from Rye chased some smugglers out there, but they lost their way. Two men went down in seconds, vanished without trace.' I followed her gaze out over the white expanse and shivered, then looked around the knoll. It was smaller than I had expected, the ruined buildings little more than heaps of stone. One, though roofless, was more complete than the rest and I saw the remains of a fire, a bare patch in the snow covered with ashes.

'People have been here very recently,' I said, turning over the ashes. I poked around the site with my staff, half hoping to find the relic or a chest of gold hidden away, but there was nothing. Alice stood watching me silently.

I went back to her and stood looking around. 'The first monks must have had a harsh life. I wonder why they came here; for security perhaps.'

'They say the marsh has risen gradually as the river mouth has silted up. Perhaps it wasn't marsh then, just a point near the river.' She did not sound much interested.

'This scene would make an arresting painting. I paint, you know, when I have time.'

'I have only seen the paintings on the glass in the church. The colours are pretty, but the figures always seem unreal somehow.'

I nodded. 'That's because they're not in proportion and there's no sense of distance, perspective. But painters now try to show things as they are, to show reality.'

'Do they, sir?' Her voice was still cool, distant. I cleared the snow from a patch of ancient wall and sat down.

'Alice, I would like to talk with you. About Master Mark.'

Her look at me was bleak.

'I know he has formed an attachment to you, and I believe it is an honourable one.'

At once she became animated. 'Then why, sir, do you forbid him to see me?'

'Mark's father is the steward of my father's farmlands. Not that my father is rich, but I have been lucky to make my way, through the law, into the service of Lord Cromwell himself.' I thought to impress her, but her expression did not change.

'My father gave his word to Mark's that I would try to advance the boy in London. I have done that; not alone, his own good mind and fair manner have played their part.' I coughed delicately. 'Unfortunately there was some trouble. He had to leave his post-'

'I know about the lady-in-waiting, sir. He has told me all.'

'Oh. Has he? Then don't you see, Alice, he has a last chance with this mission to return to favour. If he takes it he could advance himself further, have a secure and wealthy future, but he will have to find a wife of rank. Alice, you are a fine girl. If you were a London merchant's daughter, it would be another matter. Why, if that were so, you might find me as a suitor as well as Mark.' I had not meant to say that, but it came in a sudden rush of feeling. She frowned, her face uncomprehending. Had she not realized? I took a deep breath. 'In any event, if Mark is to advance, he cannot go wooing a servant. It is hard, but it is how society works.'

'Then society is wicked,' she said with sudden cold anger. 'I have thought so for a long time.'

I stood up. 'It is the world God has made for us, for weal or woe we must live in it. Would you hold Mark back, prevent his advancement? If you encourage him, that is what will happen.'

'I would do nothing to hinder him,' she said hotly. 'I would do nothing against his wishes.'

'But he may wish for something that would hinder him.'

'It is for him to say. Though, if we are not to speak, he can say nothing.'

'Would you spoil his chances? Really?'

She studied me closely, so closely I felt uneasy as I never had in my life under a woman's look. At length she gave a heavy sigh. 'Sometimes it seems all those I love are to be taken from me. But perhaps that is a servant's lot,' she added bitterly.

'Mark said you had a swain, a woodsman who died in an accident.'

'If he had not I would be secure in Scarnsea, for landlords do nothing but cut down woods these days. Instead I am in this place.' Tears appeared in the corners of her eyes and angrily she wiped them aside. I would fain have held her to me and comforted her, but I knew it was not my arms she wanted.

'I am sorry. It is in the world's nature that often we lose those we love. Alice, it may be the monastery has little future now. What if I were to try and find a post for you in the town, through Justice Copynger? I may be seeing him tomorrow. You should not be here, where these terrible things are happening.'

She wiped her eyes and gave me a strange look, full of feeling. 'Yes, I have learned here the depths of violence in mankind. It is a frightening thing.' I see that look before me now as I write, and shiver at the memory of what was to come.

'Let me help you away from it.'

'Perhaps, sir, though it will be hard to pay that man respect.'

'I understand. But, I must say again, it is the way of the world.'

'I am afraid here now. Even Mark is fearful.'

'Yes. And so am I.'

'Sir, Brother Guy said some other things were found in the pond as well as the girl's body. May I ask what they were?'

'Only a robe, which seems not to hold the clue I hoped for, and a sword. I am having the pond drained to see what else may be there.'

'A sword?'

'Yes. I believe the one that killed Commissioner Singleton. It had a maker's mark that should make it possible to trace, but I would need to go to London to follow that up.'

'Don't go, sir, please,' she said with sudden feeling. 'Don't leave us. Sir, I beg forgiveness if I have been impertinent with you, but please do not go. It is only your presence here that ensures my protection.'

'I think you exaggerate my powers,' I said gloomily. 'I could not save Simon Whelplay. But I do not see how I could get there in this snow without taking a week upon the road, and I do not have that amount of time.'

Her face filled with relief. I ventured to lean over and pat her arm. 'It touches me that you have such faith in me.'

She withdrew her arm, but smiled. 'Perhaps you have too little faith in yourself, sir. Perhaps in other circumstances, without Mark-' She left the sentence unfinished, lowering her head demurely. I confess my heart was thudding. We stood on the knoll in silence for a moment.

'I think we should go back now,' I said, 'rather than try to reach the river. I am expecting a message from the Justice. And, Alice, I will do something for you, I promise. And – thank you for your words.'

'And you for your help.' She smiled quickly, then turned and led the way back down to the bog. The return journey was easier; we had only to step in the footprints made earlier. Following behind her, I gazed at the back of her neck, and once I nearly reached out and touched it. I reflected that it was not just monks who made fools of themselves and could easily turn into hypocrites.

An awkwardness had descended on me, and we said little on the way back. But at least it felt a warmer silence than on the way out. At the infirmary hall Alice left me, saying she had duties to attend to. Brother Guy was dressing the fat monk's leg. He looked up.

'You have returned? You look cold.'

'I am. Alice was very helpful, I am grateful for her assistance.'

'How is your sleep?'

'Much improved, thanks to your good potion. Have you seen Mark?'

'I passed him a few moments ago. He went into your room. Take the potion a few more days,' he called after me as I left the hall, trying to decide whether to tell Mark of my talk with Alice. I reached our room and opened the door.