Amaryllis remained silent during the drive back to her little house. Lucas couldn't tell if she was angry, shocked, or horrified. He felt the cold feeling grow inside him.
This was the end. Well, he had known from the start that this would not be a long-term relationship.
A bleak desperation seized him when he found himself walking Amaryllis to her front door. He tried to tell himself that the feeling of impending loss was crazy. After all, it was not as though he and Amaryllis had ever had much of a future. A short-term affair was the most he could have expected. Perhaps even that prospect had been as much of an illusion as the brick wall that he had built tonight.
'I'm sorry.' He stood on the step and massaged the back of his neck as Amaryllis deactivated the door lock. 'I should have told you, but I've never told anyone except Icy Claxby and my wife, Dora.'
Amaryllis stepped into the hall and turned to face him. 'Who's Icy Claxby?'
Lucas stopped rubbing his neck. He was not going to get rid of the tension that easily. He braced one hand against the doorjamb. 'Icy raised me after my parents were killed. He was an untrained prism. He recognized what I was. Warned me not to tell anyone. Said people would call me a vampire.'
'Psychic vampire.'
He closed his eyes briefly and steeled himself against the pain. 'Yeah.'
'But you were tested.' She searched his face. 'You're certified as a class nine.'
'I didn't take the test until I knew I could control the talent.'
'You've got more than one talent. You're not just a detector. You're also an illusionist.'
'Yes.'
'It's extremely rare to have two types of psychic power.' She sounded curiously detached, as if she were giving an academic talk on the subject.
'Amaryllis, I realize that this has come as a shock.'
'Yes, it has.'
'I know that professional prisms are always careful not to work with strong talents who might bum them out. And God knows I've heard all the urban legends about off-the- scale talents. But you worked with me tonight. Nothing happened to you. I didn't take over your mind or anything.'
'No, you didn't.'
'Which proves that the myths are garbage. Nothing more than horror stories designed to give people a few cheap thrills.'
'Is that right?'
'Of course it is.' Why was he struggling against the inevitable, Lucas wondered. There was no point trying to convince her to ignore what had happened. He was wasting his time. 'Besides, we're not likely to get into a situation like that again. I don't see why we need to let it get in the way of a relationship.'
She contemplated him for a moment. Her eyes were wide and deep in the glow of the door lamp. 'I've always known that I was a strong prism.'
'For which we can both be grateful,' Lucas muttered.
'But I've never thought of myself as a freak.'
He frowned. 'You're no freak. What the hell are you talking about?'
'Don't you see, Lucas? I was able to hold the focus for you tonight. You must have been operating at what would be the equivalent of a class eleven or maybe even a twelve.'
'Look, I know how you must have felt, but--'
'If you're some kind of psychic vampire, what does that make me?'
He stared at her. 'What did you say?'
'My power is as strong as your own,' she said very quietly. 'Technically speaking, when it comes to psychic energy, power is power, regardless of whether one is a talent or a prism.'
Wispy remnants of the deep satisfaction Lucas had experienced during the link drifted through him. 'I hadn't thought about it in quite those terms.'
Amaryllis walked back out onto the front step, stood on tiptoe, and put her arms around his neck. 'It seems to me that you and I have a few more things in common than we originally thought.' She brushed her mouth lightly against his. 'You don't know what a relief it is to realize that I'm not the only one around with more psychic energy than the lab techs can measure.'
Lucas wondered if he had stepped into the center of one of his own illusions. In the next instant he concluded that this was no time to question the nature of reality. He was a pragmatic man by nature, not a philosopher.
He crushed Amaryllis against his chest, lifted her off her feet, and carried her back through the front door.
Chapter 8
Amaryllis heard the front door slam shut and realized that Lucas had kicked it closed. He did not bother to hunt for the small panel on the wall to switch on the lights. Instead, he carried her through the moonlight and shadows into the living room.
The urgency in him threatened to steal her breath. His undisguised sexual desire was as potent as the power of his talent. It swirled around her as if it were a cloak, enveloping her completely. Amaryllis felt the heated rush of passion flowing through her, driving out the tension and fear that had gripped her during the encounter with the street thugs.
With wholly uncharacteristic recklessness, she cast aside her questions and her common sense. The future could take care of itself. The only thing that mattered was this moment and the possibilities inherent in it. She had waited so long for the man of her dreams.
'Lucas.' She tightened her arms around his neck.
'I'm here,' he whispered. 'I couldn't leave now for all the jelly-ice in the Western Islands.'
He lowered her onto the couch and sprawled heavily on top of her. His mouth closed over hers as he pulled the remaining pins from her hair. He inhaled deeply.
'It reminds me of the jungle flowers,' he said.
She felt his strong hands on the buttons of her blouse. His fingers trembled as he opened the garment. He broke off the kiss to gaze down at her breasts. 'So beautiful.' He touched one nipple wonderingly and then bent his head to take it into his mouth.
Another wave of excitement flashed through Amaryllis. She lifted herself against Lucas and felt the hard, thickened evidence of his desire. She struggled with his clothing until she got his shirt undone, and then she touched him with shy eagerness. He groaned.
She stroked him more daringly, relishing the taut con- tours of his chest. When her fingers brushed against his rib cage she felt a long, unnatural furrow of toughened skin.
'You were hurt,' she whispered.
'Accident.' He dismissed the incident with a drugging kiss. 'Long time ago. You want me, don't you? You really want me. I can feel it.'
'I've never wanted anything more in my life,' Amaryllis said simply.
It was true. A joyous abandon swamped her senses. She was powerful, more so than she had dreamed. She had discovered the truth about herself with a man who could share that power with her. The knowledge was dazzling.
A lifetime of self-restraint went up in smoke. Amaryllis felt wild and eager and free. She hovered on the brink of great discovery, and she could scarcely contain herself. Questions awaited answers.
Lucas rained kisses on her bare shoulders and nibbled at her ear. There was a desperate, straining impatience in his every touch.
He reached down to seize a fistful of her skirt and haul it up to her waist. The feel of his calloused hand on her thigh was so intensely intimate that she cried out with pleasure.
'Are you all right?' He lifted his head to search her face.
'Yes, yes, of course. I'm all right.' She shoved her fingers into his hair and dragged his mouth back down to hers.
