his destined demoness. 'Especially when they have absolutely no promise of it anywhere else.' He rose to leave. 'Whatever you do, make a decision about her, Bowen, one way or the other, and stick to it.'
'You're helping me with her? Though Cade wants her? Do you do this because of an old friendship or to thwart him?'
If the latter, Cade had it coming.
The relationship between the two demons was complicated. Not only were their personalities averse—if Rydstrom would take a scalpel to a problem to systematically cut through it, Cade would take a hammer and swing wildly—there was also the matter of Cade's losing Rydstrom's crown.
Rydstrom answered, 'Either would work for you, would it not?'
'True.' If the demons' history was complicated, Bowe and Cade's was contentious. They were too much alike—both killers in service to kings, leaders compelled by fortune to follow another. Bowe followed Lachlain because he was like a brother and was worthy to serve. Cade followed Rydstrom because, in his own violent, misguided way, he strived to make up for the loss. 'So which is it?'
'My brother thinks he wants Mariketa because she's beautiful—'
'Did he find her so when she was in that bloodthirsty witch state, strangling me?' Bowe snapped. 'Or when she was blowing up that tomb and all its occupants.'
'The girl was merely doing her job with the latter.'
'What does that mean?'
'Witches are mercenaries—that's just a fact of life—and I think the incubi
To pay her with the gold piece that Bowe currently had in his pack.
'Anyway, Cade probably did think her beautiful in that state. Unlike you, he likes that there's something dangerous about her and that she has the potential for some serious destruction. Still, she's not the one for him. Cade's already seen the female that will be his, yet is in denial. Long story, but suffice it to say that the first time he spied her, he lost the power of speech for some moments.'
'Cade will seize on the witch just to get even with me,' Bowe said.
Seven hundred years ago, Cade had decided to
In a dry tone, Rydstrom said, 'Yes, naturally to get even. Obviously there could be no other enticement to want Mariketa.' Before he turned to go, he said, 'Remember, make a decision. You would begin things with her with far fewer chances at forgiveness. And something tells me your witch isn't the type to abide the indecision of a Lykae, one who can't seem to conclude if he wants her or not.'
When Bowe was alone once more, he found his heart pounding. Could he give himself up to the Instinct? To let his body and soul guide him, while ignoring what his mind told him?
Could he ignore his past with Mariketa's kind?
What if he wasn't contemplating giving up his will to the witch, but merely investigating every possibility as he had tirelessly for eighteen decades? Aside from Nïx's prediction about the Hie, this was the most promising lead he'd ever had.
His brows drew together as he recalled exactly what the Valkyrie had told him. 'Through the Hie, you'll have your mate.' Not that his mate would be
Bowe swallowed. It was...
Hell, Rydstrom could be right—it could be too late. What if too much damage had already been done?
No, Bowe knew females could be forgiving creatures. Lachlain had admitted to Bowe that in the crazed days after he'd been freed from torture, he'd treated Emma badly, and she'd been able to forgive him.
Of course Lachlain had never
But Bowe had to believe that Mariketa could be coaxed to move past that. After all, she wasn't immune to him, or she hadn't been during their first encounter. When he remembered her body's response to him, how wet she'd been as her hips rocked to his hand, he hissed an oath and palmed the front of his jeans.
So how to exploit her weakness? He was sorely out of practice wooing. Since Mariah's death, his only interaction with available females had been a sneer if they'd had the nerve to approach him. Yet he'd used to be called charming by females. Hadn't he? He could scarcely remember women before Mariah.
The sense of urgency that lashed him constantly over these long years now redoubled. He couldn't quite wrap his mind around the idea that there was even the remotest chance that his mate was less than a mile from him— though in the form of an enemy who wanted him dead.
Now that he had his strength back after weeks of being weakened, he wanted to run the night, but would never stray far from the prize he intended to take. Instead, he climbed to the mountain's peak, surveying the surrounding area.
From this vantage, he spied river after river unfolding to the east, then caught the scent of salt water. The Belizean coast wasn't too far out of reach in that direction. To the west, he could see humans in fatigues swarming over the land like ants, continuing to riddle the countryside with mines.
Mariketa definitely had to travel east. Bowe had been able to survive a mine blast, but he knew he couldn't risk a mortal's being within a mile of one—a mortal who was possibly
Unless they didn't make it out before the full moon...
He immediately stifled that thought. No, they'd reach the coast by Friday.
Directly below him lay the bomb blast site, reminding him of what Mariketa was and the power she possessed, filling him with doubt about her. Even if he knew for certain that she was his mate, could he accept a witch as his own? Present her to the clan as his female?
Again he imagined her trembling and wanton beneath him, and his body quickened for her.
A few miles away from the new crater, Bowe spied the line of their ruined vehicles. Her belongings would likely still be within. And in her present situation, even the smallest comfort would be treasured.
He could go out into this night, retrieve her things, and hunt for her. He could use his strength and skill to provide for a female, a female who needed him. The idea made him shake with anticipation.
—
The Instinct was guiding him once more. Ready to obey, Bowe plunged into the jungle.
For the next hour, he hunted in the intermittent rain, hitting the mountainside and streams with a renewed ferocity. At last, after a lifetime of waiting, he was doing what he'd been born to do, and he wanted to howl to the sky with satisfaction.
Yes, Bowe knew all this could be false. With his body and soul, he felt one thing, even as his mind feared the truth. But for so long, he'd known nothing but misery and yearning.
Even Mariah would have understood the witch's pull was just too great to resist—
The clouds briefly dissipated then, revealing the waxing moon. He raised his face to the light that commanded his kind alone, and the power of it filled him with awe, just as it had over all his years. Yet now the coming moon made both dread and eagerness war within him as well.
When he lowered his face, he narrowed his eyes in Mariketa's direction.
If she truly belonged to him... the witch would do well to fear what he was.
15
After Hild had set off, plainly loath to leave Tera—though she seemed oblivious to his attraction—the remaining five had eaten as much unripened fruit as they could tolerate, then taken places around the fire to pass out.