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He sat with his back against the headboard, squeezing her in his arms, rocking her as they both sweated from pain. When she moaned, he murmured, 'I'm with you, baby. I'm with you.'
Whenever he touched her skin, he felt eviscerating pain, so he continually smoothed his palm over her forehead and face, hoping to draw it from her.
Her bloody coughing had subsided, but he sensed this was in no way over. He was grappling to keep the rage reined in so he could take care of her.
A storm had descended on them, with lightning streaking all around the house, thunder rattling the glass doors. With each lightning bolt, Sabine's face looked even more deathly pale.
When Cadeon squired Nïx into the bedroom half an hour later, the Valkyrie's gaze flickered over Rydstrom's
face, as if gauging his sanity. His horns were straight, and he knew his eyes were black, but he was holding on.
'What is going on here?' she asked. 'All Cadeon would say is, 'Have you ever wanted to see a scene from
'She's sick,' Rydstrom said. 'She told me it was a poison. You know poisons. Tell me what to do.'
In the darkened room, figments of Sabine's illusions began flashing in a delirious procession, like words babbled.
Nïx approached the bed, tilting her head. 'There's a blue tinge to her lips.' She turned Sabine's arm over.
Streaking down the pale skin was a jagged red injury, like a burn. It ran all the way to her palm, where it made an X.
Nïx abruptly dropped her arm, wiping her hand on her pants. 'She's been condemned.'
'This is the morsus, the crudest poison-because it causes inconceivable pain upon the withdrawal. Sabine would have had to take a regular dose of this poison to keep it at bay.'
'Ah, gods, she'd been trying to get back to Omort days ago. I . . . stopped her.'
'Then he's the one who has done this to her. It makes sense that he'd use this to control her for all these years.'
'What will happen to her?'
'Have you touched her skin? Did you feel that pain?' When he nodded, she said, 'You're experiencing pos sibly a percent of what Sabine is. There's supposed to be
no greater agony. It feels like being scalded and stabbed, as if your skin is being pincered from your body. Demon, this will get a thousand times worse. The pain will become so great, it will prove a shock to her body, so intense that her heart will stop.'
'It already
Nïx shook her head sadly. 'Absolutely nothing help her. The only person who can save her is the one who poisoned her. Rydstrom, you need to prepare yourself. Sabine will have one heart attack after another
'No! No, someone has to be able to help her,' he said, his voice breaking. 'Tera, Mariketa-' 'Will only confirm what I've said.' 'What about Sabine's sister-she's saved her
before!'
'Ah, Melanthe, the potential Queen of Persuasion. Healing another is one of the hardest processes to effect. And her power is weak, only manifesting itself in unpredictable fits and spurts.'
Rydstrom rested his forehead against Sabine's, desperate to take this pain from her. 'There has to be
'There is something you must do. Rydstrom, if you care anything about Sabine,' she said, 'you will kill her now.'
In between fevered waves of agony, she'd heard Rydstrom speaking to her.
With his voice growing thick, he'd pleaded,
And when another wave had crashed down and she'd thrown back her head and shrieked, he'd roared with his own pain and confusion, clutching her so tightly, until her screams died down....
Sometimes, she heard other voices. The brother was
often here. Two females came and went.
Now she perceived Rydstrom sitting beside her on
the bed, stroking her hair. But another wave was build-
ing.... building . . . And each one was worse than the
last.
'Rydstrom...'
'I'm here, Sabine.' He kissed her palm, then rubbed
his face into it. 'I'm right here.'
His dark eyes were frantic. 'Never!'
'You say . . . you care about me,' she whispered. 'But if you did ... you would kill me.'
'I don't fucking
'You . . . love me?' She'd known, had felt it every minute with him. But to hear him say it. . .
'Ah, gods,
'Then let me go.' Damp tendrils of red hair framed Sabine's pale face. 'Please . .. I'm
He couldn't hear these words, couldn't imagine the pain that would drive her to speak them-
She seized again, her back arching, more blood gurgling from her lips as she screamed again and again. Nïx and Cadeon rushed inside just as her body fell limp.
But her eyes were open.
They were sightless, staring at nothing.
Nïx said, 'She takes no breath, demon. She's gone.'
'No!' Rydstrom roared, clutching Sabine's shoulders shaking her.
'Rydstrom!' Cadeon gripped his arm. 'She's gone, brother. She wants you to let her go.'
'Never!' More shaking . . .
Sabine's lids twitched, her muscles visibly knotting.
'You've only saved her until the next wave hits,' Nïx said. 'Demon, next time, you must let her go.'