hadn't cared to discuss it, and they hadn't cared to ask. Still, the question intrigued him.
He wanted that with Shaye, he realized. He wanted to tell her about himself and watch her reaction, hear her thoughts. He wanted to listen to her tell him about her own life. Wanted to know what gave her joy. What she secretly desired with every ounce of her being.
Too, he found himself wondering what type of man she had favored in the past. Scholar? Warrior? How had these men treated her?
Had she loved them?
His hands clenched at his sides, one nearly snapping the bench arm in half. A need to maim, destroy, kill any man who'd once held this woman's affections consumed him. Searing. White-hot. Hotter than even a dragon's fire.
Perhaps it was hypocritical of him—all right, it
He yearned to brand his very essence into her every cell. She'd know no scent but his own. Feel no touch but his own. Crave only him, as he craved only her.
'Well, I see my chosen has quenched one hunger,' a male voice suddenly said from the doorway.
Valerian stiffened as his eyes narrowed on his cousin. Joachim, who obviously still thought to claim Shaye, stood poised, ready. He wasn't dressed for training, but for war. Silver armor etched with battle scenes covered him from head to toe.
Valerian didn't stand. If he did, he would have leapt over the table and attacked. Joachim wanted to war, so they would war. It was past time he showed his power-hungry cousin the error of his ways. Beginning now.
CHAPTER 11
TENSION AND TESTOSTERONE sparked around the room, hot enough that Shaye felt burned. Fury sizzled and snapped; a raging inferno, barely banked, burned in Valerian's turquoise eyes.
Shaye was used to being around emotional people. How many tirades, fits of jealous rage, had her mother thrown over the years? Countless. If a husband came home late, crystal china was thrown at his head—right along with accusations of infidelity. If a birthday was forgotten, tires were slashed.
Yet Shaye didn't know how to react to such potent fury from Valerian. Someone who, until this point, had shown only desire, amusement and patience. Well, he'd given glimpses of anger, but nothing like this.
The need to kill was there in his expression. His lips were thinned, his teeth bared like an animal's. He was cold, capable of any evil deed.
'I have a bargain for you, Joachim.' Never had his voice sounded more brusque.
Joachim gave no outward reaction, though his eyes did bear traces of the same dissatisfied tension Valerian and Shivawn possessed. Seemingly unconcerned, he leaned against the towering door frame, a column of twisted gold filigree. 'I am listening.'
'I will give you my sword,' Valerian said. 'You may have it with my blessing, but you must renounce all claim to the girl.'
'Unacceptable.' Joachim removed his helmet and anchored it at his side. His black brows were winged arrogantly. 'Make me king, and you can have her. She will be yours to do with what you will.'
Shaye laid her palms on the table, looking back and forth between the men. She didn't know what to do, what to say. She felt as helpless now as she'd felt watching her parents fight as a child.
Tense, Valerian shook his head. 'I cannot simply make you king. You know that. My men would never follow a man who had not proven himself worthy.'
'True,' Joachim allowed. 'That is why I'm willing to prove myself worthy.'
'And just how do you plan to do that?'
'Yesterday you were willing to fight me. Are you still?'
Valerian's hands clenched and unclenched. 'Yes.'
'But are you willing to give up your reign of leadership if I best you, thereby proving myself worthy?'
A predatory stillness came over Valerian. For a long while he didn't speak. Considering his options? Shaye wondered. Finally he said, 'Such a thing has never been done,' his tone careful, guarded.
Joachim's hand tightened over his sword hilt. 'Yet such a thing has often
Shaye had thought tensions already high. With Joachim's last words, the room began to pulse with danger. More than ever, she didn't want these larger-than-life men fighting over her. With swords, for God's sake. She didn't want Valerian fighting, period. Strangely, the thought of him getting hurt unsettled her.
She eyed his opponent. Joachim appeared confident in his ability to win. He radiated the same arrogance as Valerian, yet at the same time he glowed with a bloodthirstiness that did not encompass the king.
'Why don't you fight me instead?' she found herself asking Joachim. The words slipped from her unbidden. 'It would be my greatest pleasure to cut off your balls and feed them to you.'
A muscle ticked in Joachim's jaw. Valerian's lips twitched as he fought back a... grin? A scowl? The two men at the table chuckled, thankfully relaxing.
'That I would like to see,' the too-handsome-to-be-real one said. Black hair, violet eyes. If she remembered correctly, his name was Dorian.
'Shaye will not be fighting,' Valerian said.
'As if a woman could best me,' Joachim snorted. 'Well, Valerian.' He straightened, his armor clinking ominously. 'What say you? Shall we fight, the winner made king with all rights to the woman?'
Slowly Valerian eased to his feet. 'I accept. However, winner will
'Only time will tell,' was Joachim's satisfied reply.
'Now wait just a minute.' Shaye slapped the table, frustrated when the bowls failed to shake and the food and drink failed to spill. 'You're acting like children. There's no reason to fight.'
Valerian leveled her with a fierce gaze. At least she'd gotten his attention. 'In this, moon, you will not have your way. My cousin is in dire need of a lesson.'
'He's your cousin?' She scrubbed a hand over her face. This was worse than she'd thought. 'There were times I wanted to kill my family, Valerian, but you have to resist the temptation.'
'You will not change your mind?' Joachim asked him, ignoring Shaye as if she were not even in the room. 'When you lose?'
Dorian and Broderick snarled like animals at the insult to their king, then there was only silence. Wave after terrible wave of Valerian's fury wrapped around Shaye, and she was immensely grateful it was not directed at her.
'Are you. Calling me. A liar?' Each syllable seemed to be ripped from him.
Joachim's cheeks colored bright, vivid red. 'My apologies. That was not my intent.'
Only slightly mollified, Valerian splayed his arms, encompassing the room and everyone inside. 'We have witnesses. Dorian and Broderick will hereby attest to my consent to this battle—and the outcome.'
Panic unfurled sharp fists inside of Shaye, beating painfully. They were going to do it; they were going to fight. The knowledge was there, churning in their eyes.
'What is your weapon of choice?' Valerian asked his cousin, crossing his arms over his chest.
'Swords, of course,' was the reply. 'The weapon of a true warrior.'
'To the death?'
Joachim considered the idea and frowned. 'I do not want to kill you, Valerian. I do not hate you. We were friends once, as children, but I was born to rule. Commands should be mine to give, not receive.'