I would send someone from Newmarket, I said vaguely. An undertaker from Newmarket, to fetch him home.
Monday I spent in endless chat. Talked to the police. Talked to the Jockey Club. Talked to a dozen or so owners who telephoned to ask what was going to happen to their horses.
Talked and talked.
Margaret dealt with the relentless pressure as calmly as she did with Susie and her friend. And Susie's friend, she said, had incidentally reported that Alessandro had not left his room since the police took him there on Saturday morning. He hadn't eaten anything, and he wouldn't talk to anyone except to tell them to go away. Susie's chum's mum said it was all very well, but Alessandro never had any money, and his bill had only been paid up to the previous Saturday, and they were thinking of asking him to go.
'Tell Susie's chum's mum that Alessandro has money here, and also that in Switzerland he will be rich.'
'Will do,' she said, and rang the Forbury Inn at once.
Etty took charge of both lots out at exercise, and somehow or other the right runners got dispatched to Bath. Vic Young went in charge of them and said later that the apprentice who had the ride on Pullitzer instead of Alessandro was no effing good.
To the police I told the whole of what had occurred on Saturday morning, but nothing of what had occurred before it. Enso had recently arrived in England, I said, and had developed this extraordinary fixation. There was no reason for them not to accept this abbreviated version, and nothing to be gained by telling them more.
Down at the Jockey Club I had a lengthy session with a committee of Members and a couple of Stewards left over on purpose from the Guineas meeting, and the outcome of that was equally peaceful.
After that I told Margaret to let all enquiring owners know that I would be staying on at Rowley Lodge for the rest of the season, and they could leave or remove their horses as they wished.
'Are you really?' she said. 'Are you staying?'
'Not much else to do, is there?' I said. But we were both smiling.
'Ever since you told that lie about not being able to find anyone to take over, when you had John Bredon lined up all the time, ever since then I've known you liked it here.'
I didn't disillusion her.
'I'm glad you're staying,' she said. 'I suppose it's very disloyal to your father, as he only died yesterday, but I have much preferred working for you.'
I was not so autocratic, that was all. She would have worked efficiently for anyone.
Before she left at three, she said that none of the owners who had so far telephoned were going to remove their horses; and that included Archangel's merchant banker.
When she had gone I wrote to my solicitors in London and asked them to send back to me at Newmarket the package I had instructed them to open in case of my sudden death.
After that I swallowed a couple of codeines and wondered how soon everything would stop aching, and from five to six thirty I walked round at evening stables with Etty.
We passed by Lancat's empty box.
'Damn that Alex,' Etty said, but with a retrospective anger. The past was past. Tomorrow's races were all that mattered. Tomorrow at Chester. She talked of plans ahead. She was contented, fulfilled, and busy. The transition from my father to me had been too gradual to need now any sudden adjustment.
I left her supervising as usual the evening feeds for the horses and walked back towards the house. Something made me look up along the drive, and there, motionless and only half visible against the tree trunks, stood Alessandro.
It was as if he had got half way down the drive before his courage deserted him. I walked without haste out of the yard and went to meet him.
Strain had aged him so that he now looked nearer forty than eighteen. Bones stood out sharply under his skin, and there was little in the black eyes except no hope at all.
'I came,' he started. 'I need- I mean, you said, at the beginning, that I could have half the money I earned racing- Can I still- have it?'
'You can,' I said. 'Of course.'
He swallowed. 'I am sorry to come. I had to come. To ask you about the money.'
'You can have it now,' I said. 'Come along into the office.'
I half turned away from him but he didn't move
'No. I- can't.'
'I'll send it along to the Forbury Inn for you,' I said.
He nodded. 'Thank you.'
'Do you have any plans?' I asked him.
The shadows in his face if anything deepened.
'No.'
He visibly gathered every shred of resolution, clamped his teeth together, and asked me the question which was tearing him to shreds.
'When will I be warned off?'
Neil Griffon was a nut, as Gillie said.
'You won't be warned off,' I told him. 'I talked to the Jockey Club this morning. I told them that you shouldn't lose your licence because your father had gone mad, and they saw that point of view. You may not of course like it that I stressed your father's insanity, but it was the best I could do.'
'But-' he said in bewilderment, and then in realisation, 'Didn't you tell them about Moonrock and Indigo- and about your shoulder?'
'No.'
'I don't understand- why you didn't.'
'I don't see any point in revenging myself on you for what your father did.'
'But- he only did it- in the beginning- because I asked.'
'Alessandro,' I said. 'Just how many fathers would do as he did? How many fathers, if their sons said they wanted to ride Archangel in the Derby, would go as far as murder to achieve it?'
After a long pause, he said, 'He was mad, then. He really was.' It was clearly no comfort.
'He was ill,' I said. 'That illness he had after you were born. It affected his brain.'
'Then I- will not-?'
'No,' I said. 'You can't inherit it. You're as sane as anyone. As sane as you care to be.'
'As I care to be,' he repeated vaguely. His thoughts were turned inward. I didn't hurry him. I waited most patiently, because what he cared to be was the final throw in the game.
'I care to be a jockey,' he said faintly. To be a good one.'
I took a breath. 'You are free to ride races anywhere you like,' I said. 'Anywhere in the world.'
He stared at me with a face from which all the arrogance had gone. He didn't look the same boy as the one who had come from Switzerland three months ago, and in fact he wasn't. All of his values had been turned upside- down, and the world as he had known it had come to an end.
To defeat the father, I had changed the son. Changed him at first only as a solution to a problem, but later also because the emerging product was worth it. It seemed a waste, somehow, to let him go.
I said abruptly, 'You can stay on at Rowley Lodge, if you like.'
Something shattered somewhere inside him, like glass breaking. When he turned away I could have sworn that against all probability there were tears in his eyes.
He took four paces, and stopped.
'Well?' I said.
He turned round. The tears had drained back into the ducts, as they do in the young.
'What as?' he said apprehensively, looking for snags.
'Stable jockey,' I said. 'Second to Tommy.'
He walked six more paces away down the drive as if his ankles were springs.
'Come back,' I called. 'What about tomorrow?'
He looked over his shoulder.
'I'll be here to ride out.'
