met in Florida. And Dad, of course. Read his book, I always hoped we would talk again… You and I… No, you see, that would be impossible because I have these two hostages here. You fuck with me, Bob, and I fuck with them in ways you won't believe when you come in here. You remember Attica? Think about that, Agent Backus. Think about how Dad would handle this. I gotta go.'
He hung up and looked at me. He pulled the wig off and threw it angrily across the showroom.
'How the hell did you get in here, reporter? The FBI doesn't let-'
'You killed my brother. That's what got me in.'
Gladden looked at me a long moment.
'I didn't kill anyone.'
'They've got you cold. No matter what you do to us, they've got you, Gladden. And they're not going to let you out of here. They-'
'All right, shut the fuck up! I don't have to listen to that.'
Gladden picked up the phone and dialed a number.
'Let me talk to Krasner, it's an emergency… William Gladden… Yeah, that one.'
We looked at each other while he waited for the lawyer to pick up. I tried to show a calm exterior but inside my brain was racing. I didn't see any way out of this without somebody else dying. Gladden didn't seem like the type who could be talked into raising his hands and giving up so he could be strapped into the electric chair or the gas chamber in a few years, depending on which state got the first shot at him.
Krasner apparently came on the line and for the next ten minutes Gladden heatedly reviewed the situation for him, getting angry at whatever course of action Krasner suggested he take. Finally, he slammed the phone down.
'Fuck that.'
I kept quiet. I figured that every minute that went by was in my favor. The FBI had to be formulating something out there. The sharpshooters, the surgical entry team.
The light was dimming outside. I looked through the front plate-glass window and to the plaza shopping center across the street. My eyes followed the roofline but I saw no figures, not even the telltale barrel of a sniper's rife. Not yet.
I looked away and then quickly back. I realized there was no traffic going by on Pico. They had closed the road. Whatever was going to happen was going to happen soon. I looked over at Coombs, wondering if there was some way of letting him know to brace himself.
Coombs had sweated through his shirt. The knot of his tie, the recipient of all the sweat sliding down his cheeks and neck, was soaked. He looked like someone who had just spent the better part of an hour throwing up. He was sick.
'Gladden, show ' em something. Let Mr. Coombs go. He doesn't have anything to do with this.'
'No, I don't think so.'
The phone rang, and he picked it up and listened without saying anything. Then he softly placed the receiver down on the hook. The phone rang again in a few moments and he answered and quickly pushed the hold button. He punched the key for picking up the other line and put that on hold as well. Now no one could call in.
'You're fucking up,' I said. 'Let them talk to you, they'll figure something out.'
'Listen, when I want your advice I'll beat it out of you. Now, shut the fuck up!'
'Okay.'
'I said shut up!'
I raised my hands in an I-give-up gesture.
'You fucking media assholes never know what you're talking about anyway. You-what's your name, anyway?'
'Jack McEvoy.'
'You got ID?'
'In my pocket.'
'Throw it over here.'
I slowly pulled my wallet out and slid it across the rug to him. He opened it and looked through the press passes.
'I thought you-Denver? What the fuck you doing in L.A.?'
'I told you. My brother.'
'Yeah, and I told you. I didn't kill anybody.'
'What about him?'
I nodded toward Thorson's still insert body. Gladden looked at the body and then back at me.
'He made the play. I finished it. Rules of the game.'
'The guy's dead. It's no fucking game.'
Gladden raised the gun and pointed it at my face.
'If I say it's a game, then it's a game.'
I said nothing in response.
'Please,' Coombs said. 'Please…'
'Please what? Just shut the fuck up. You… uh, paperboy, what are you going to write when this is over? Assuming you can still write.'
I thought for at least a minute and he let me.
'I'll tell why if you want me to,' I said finally. 'It's always the most interesting question. Why did you do it? I'd tell that. Is it because of that guy in Florida? Beltran?'
He snorted in derision, more in displeasure that I had mentioned the name, not that I knew it.
'This isn't an interview. And if it is, no fucking comment.'
Gladden looked down at the gun in his hands for what seemed like a long time. I think at that point he felt the futility of the situation pressing down on him. He knew he wasn't going anywhere and I got the sense that he'd known his trail would eventually end in a scene like this. It seemed he was at a weak point and I tried again.
'You should pick up that phone and tell them you want to speak to Rachel Walling,' I said. 'Tell 'em you'll talk to her. She's an agent. You remember her? She came to you at Raiford. She knows all about you, Gladden, and she'd help.'
He shook his head no.
'I had to kill your brother,' he said softly, without looking at me. 'I had to do it.'
I waited and that was all he said.
'Why?'
'The only way to save him.'
'Save him from what?'
'Don't you see?' He looked up at me now, deep pain and anger in his eyes. 'From becoming like me. Look at me! From becoming like me!'
I was about to ask another question when there was the sudden sound of shattering glass. I looked toward the front and saw a dark object about the size of a baseball bounce across the room toward the overturned desk near Gladden. I registered what it was and began to roll and bring my arms up to cradle my head and shield my eyes just as there was a tremendous detonation in the showroom, a blast of light that burned through my closed eyes and a following concussion so strong it sent a pounding energy wave through me like a punch to my whole body.
The rest of the windows shattered and as I completed my roll I opened my eyes enough to get a bead on Gladden. He was squirming on the floor, his eyes wide but not focused and his hands held to his ears. But I could tell he had been too late in recognizing what was happening. I had been able to block at least some of the impact of the concussion grenade. He looked as if he had taken the full brunt of it. I saw the gun lying loose on the floor next to his legs. Without pausing to consider my chances, I quickly crawled to it.
Gladden sat up as I got to him and we both lunged for the gun, our hands reaching it at the same time. We fought for control and rolled over each other. My thought was to get to the trigger and just start firing. It didn't matter if I hit him, as long as I didn't hit myself. I knew the concussion grenade would be followed by the charge of the agents. If I could empty the gun, it wouldn't matter who had it. It would be over.
I managed to squeeze my left thumb in behind the trigger guard but the only place my right hand could grasp was the end of the barrel. The gun was between our chests, pointing toward our chins. At the moment I judged-
