Now he was . . . dust. To an outside observer, these ten seconds had been ground up into ten thousand uncorrelated moments and scattered throughout real time -- and in model time, the outside world had suffered an equivalent fate. Yet the pattern of his awareness remained perfectly intact: somehow he found himself, 'assembled himself from these scrambled fragments. He'd been taken apart like a jigsaw puzzle -- but his dissection and shuffling were transparent to him. Somehow -- on their own terms -- the pieces remained connected.
'Eight. Nine. Ten.'
'Both of me?'
Paul said, 'Do me one small favor. The experiment is over. Shut down one of me -- control or subject, I don't care.'
'Now there's no need to conceal anything, is there? So run the pseudo-random effect on me again -- and stay on-line. This time,
Of course; the broken vase problem all over again.
Paul said, 'Record yourself, then, and use that.'
The
'You did scramble
'Yeah? Then do it again.'
Durham grimaced, but obliged.
Paul said, 'Now, scramble
It looked just the same. Of course.
'Again.'
'Just do it.'
Paul watched, the hairs on the back of his neck rising, convinced that he was on the verge of . . .
He said, 'When do we move on to the next stage?'
'Nothing's changed. I just want to get it over and done with.'
Paul felt a momentary pang of empathy, recalling his own anticipation of these difficulties. Empathy verging on identification. He smothered it. The two of them were irreversibly different people now, with different problems and different goals -- and the stupidest thing he could do would be to forget that.
'You're too kind. But I'd rather stay conscious. I've got a lot to think about.'
7
(Remit not paucity)
NOVEMBER 2050
'Twelve to eighteen months? Are they sure?'
Francesca Deluca said drily, 'What can I say? They modeled it.'
Maria did her best to sound calm. 'That's plenty of time. We'll get you scanned. We'll get the money together. I can sell the house, and borrow some from Aden --'
Francesca smiled but shook her head. 'No, darling.' Her hair had grayed a little since Maria had last really looked at her, last consciously gauged her appearance, but she showed no obvious signs of ill health. 'What's the point? Even if I wanted that -- and I don't -- what's the use of a scan that will never be run?'
'It
'How many frozen corpses have ever been revived?'
'That's not the same thing at all.'
'How many?'
'Physically, none. But some have been scanned --'
'And proved non-viable. All the interesting ones -- the celebrities, the dictators -- are brain-damaged, and nobody cares about the rest.'
'A scan file is nothing like a frozen corpse. You'd never
'No, but I'd never become worth bringing back to life, either.'
Maria stared at her angrily. '
Francesca said, 'Maybe you will. But I'm not going to be scanned, so forget about it.'
Maria hunched forward on the couch, not knowing how to sit, not knowing where to put her hands. Sunlight streamed into the room, obscenely bright, revealing every speck of lint on the carpet; she had to make an effort not to get up and close the blinds.
She said, 'All right, you're not going to be scanned. Someone in the world must be making nanomachines for liver cancer. Even just experimental ones.'
'Not for this cell type. It's not one of the common onco-genes, and nobody's sure of the cell surface markers.'
'So? They can find them, can't they? They can look at the cells, identify the markers, and modify an existing nanomachine. All the information they need is there in your body.' Maria pictured the mutant proteins which enabled metastasis poking through the cell walls, highlighted in ominous yellow.
Francesca said, 'With enough time and money and expertise, I'm sure that would be possible . . . but as it happens, nobody plans to do it in the next eighteen months.'
Maria started shuddering. It came in waves. She didn't make a sound; she just sat and waited for it to