'Fitz? Are you all right?'
It was Starling; coming to take me by the elbow and give me a small shake. I looked at her, wakened from my bemusement. The howling bitch. I tried not to grin. 'I'm fine. I was with Nighteyes. '
'Oh.' She glanced down at the wolf, and I saw her struggle again to grasp just what we shared. Then she shrugged it off. 'Ready to leave?'
'If everyone else is.'
'They seem to be.'
She went to help Kettricken load the final jeppa. I glanced about for the Fool, and saw him sitting silently on top of his pack. His hand rested lightly upon one of the stone dragons and he had a faraway look on his face. I walked up softly behind him. 'Are you all right?' I asked quietly.
He did not jump. He never startled. He just turned his pale gaze up to meet mine. The look of his face was a lost yearning with none of his usual sharp wit to it. 'Fitz. Have you ever felt you recalled something, but when you groped after it, there was nothing there?'
'Sometimes,' I said. 'I think it happens to everyone.'
'No. This is different,' he insisted quietly. 'Since I stood on that stone the day before yesterday, and suddenly glimpsed the old world that was here … I keep having odd half-memories. Like him.' He stroked the dragon's head gently, a lover's caress to the wedge-shaped reptilian head. 'I can almost remember knowing him.' He suddenly fixed me with a pleading look. 'What did you see, back then?'
I gave a small shrug. 'It was like a market plaza, with shops around it, and folk plying their trades. A busy day.'
'Did you see me?' he asked very quietly.
'I'm not sure.' I suddenly felt very uneasy, speaking about it. 'Where you were, there was someone else. She was like you, in a way. No color to her, and behaving, I think, as a jester. You spoke of her crown, carved like rooster heads and tails.'
'Did I? Fitz, I can recall little of what I said immediately afterward. I only recall the feeling, and how swiftly it faded. Briefly, I was connected to everything. Part of it all. It was wonderful, like feeling a surge of love or glimpsing something perfectly beautiful or …' He struggled for words.
'The Skill is like that,' I told him softly. 'What you felt is the pull of it. It is what a Skill user must constantly resist, lest he be swept away on it.'
'So that was Skilling,' he observed to himself.
'When you first came out of it, you were ecstatic. You said something about somebody's dragon that you were to introduce. It made small sense. Let me think. Realder's dragon. And he had promised to fly you.'
'Ah. My dream last night. Realder. That was your name.' He caressed the statue's head as he spoke. When he did so, the oddest thing happened. My Wit-sense of the statue surged and Nighteyes came springing to my side, every hackle on his back standing erect. I know the hair on the back of my neck stood up as well, and I recoiled, expecting the statue to suddenly stir to life. The Fool shot us a puzzled glance. 'What is it?'
'The statues seem alive to us. To both Nighteyes and me. And when you spoke that name, it almost seemed to stir.'
'Realder,' the Fool repeated experimentally. I caught my breath as he said it, but felt no response. He glanced at me and I shook my head. 'Just stone, Fitz. Cold and beautiful stone. I think perhaps your nerves are fraying.' He took my arm companionably and we walked away from the statues and back to the faded trail. The others were already out of sight, save for Kettle. She stood leaning on her stick and glaring back at us. Instinctively I quickened my pace. When we got to the place where she waited, she took my other arm, and then imperiously waved at the Fool to precede us. We followed him, but at a slower pace. When he was a substantial distance ahead of us, she squeezed my arm in a grip of steel and demanded, 'Well?'
For an instant I looked at her blankly. Then, 'I haven't worked it out yet,' I apologized to her.
'That much is plain,' she told me severely. She sucked on her teeth for a moment, frowned at me, nearly spoke, and then shook her head briskly at herself. She did not let go of my arm.
For much of the rest of the day, as I walked, silently by her side, I pondered the game puzzle.
I do not think there is anything quite so tedious as retracing one's steps when one is desperate to get somewhere. Now that we were no longer following an ancient road near invisible in overgrowth, we followed our own trampled way back through the marshy forest and up into the hills, and made better speed leaving than we had in getting there. With the shifting of the seasons, the daylight was lingering longer, and Kettricken pushed our march to the edge of dusk. Thus it was that we found ourselves only one hill away from the plaza of black stone when we made our camp that night. I think it was for my sake that Kettricken chose to camp on the ancient road for another night. I had no desire to sleep any closer to that crossroads than I must.
Shall we hunt? Nighteyes demanded as soon as our shelter was set.
'I'm going hunting,' I announced to the others. Kettle glanced up disapprovingly.
'Stay well away from the Skill road,' she warned me.
The Fool surprised me by coming to his feet. 'I shall go with them. If the wolf doesn't mind.'
The Scentless One is welcome.
'You are welcome to go with us. But are you sure you feel that strong?'
'If I get tired, I can come back,' the Fool pointed out.
As we strode off into the deepening dusk, Kettricken was poring over her map and Kettle was on watch. 'Don't be long, or I shall come and find you,' she warned me as I left. 'And stay away from the Skill road,' she repeated.
Somewhere above the trees, a full moon sailed. Light from her crept and snaked down in silvery spills through the newly leafed branches to illuminate our way. For a time we simply traveled together through the pleasantly open woods. The wolf's senses supplemented mine. The night was alive with the smells of growing things and the calls of tiny frogs and night insects. The night air had a crisper bite to it than the day did. We found a game trail and followed it. The Fool kept pace with us, saying not a word. I breathed in deeply and then sighed it out. Despite everything else, I heard myself say, This is good.
Yes. It is. I shall miss it.
I knew he was thinking of what Starling had said the night before. Let us not think of tomorrows that may never come. Let us just hunt, I suggested, and we did. The Fool and I kept to the trail and the wolf veered off through the woods, to spook game back toward us. We moved with the forest, sliding near noiselessly through the night, every sense alert. I came across a porcupine trundling along through the night, but I did not feel like clubbing it to death, let alone gingerly skinning it before we could eat. I wanted simple meat tonight. With great difficulty, I persuaded Nighteyes to seek other prey with me. If we do not find anything else, we can always come back for it. They are not exactly swift of foot, I pointed out to him.
He agreed grudgingly, and we quartered out again. On an open hillside still warm from the sun, Nighteyes spotted the flick of an ear and the glint of a bright eye. In two bounds he was on top of the rabbit. His spring started another rabbit that fled toward the top of the hill. I gave chase, but the Fool called out he was going back now. Halfway up the hill, I knew I would not catch him. I was tired from the long day of walking and the rabbit was in fear of its life. By the time I reached the top of the hill, it was nowhere in sight. I halted, panting. The night wind moved lightly through the trees. On it I caught a scent, at once strange and oddly familiar. I could not identify it, but all the connotations to it were unpleasant. While I stood, nostrils flared, trying to place it, Nighteyes raced soundlessly up to me. Be small! he ordered me.
I didn't pause to think, but obeyed, crouching where I was and peering about for danger.
No! Be small in your mind.
This time I instantly grasped what he meant, and threw my Skill walls up in a panic. His keener nose had instantly associated the faint scent on the air with the scent of Burl's clothing in his saddlebags. I crouched as small as I could make myself and set and reset my boundaries about my mind, even as I pleaded with reality that it was next to impossible that he be here.
Fear can be a powerful spur to the mind. I suddenly grasped what should always have been obvious. We were not that far from the crossroads plaza and the black guidepost there. The symbols carved on the guidepost columns did not merely indicate where the adjacent roads led; they also indicated where the signposts could transport one. Anywhere there was a column, one could be transported to the next column. From the ancient city to any marked location was no more than a step away. All three of them could be but steps away from me right
