movement so precise that I did not know what to make of it. 'Verity, what are you doing?' I asked softly.
He did not even glance up at me. 'Carving a dragon,' he replied.
Several hours later, he still toiled at the same task. The monotonous scrape, scrape, scrape of the blade against the stone set my teeth on edge and shredded every nerve in my body. I had remained on the dais with him. Starling and the Fool had set up our tent, and a second smaller one cobbled together from our now excess winter blankets. A fire was burning. Kettle presided over a bubbling pot. The Fool was sorting the greens and roots he had gathered while Starling arranged bedding in the tents. Kettricken had rejoined us briefly, but only to get her bow and quiver from the jeppas' packs. She had announced she was going hunting with Nighteyes. He had given me one lambent glance from his dark eyes, and I had held my tongue.
I knew but little more than I had when we had first found Verity. His Skill walls were high and tight. I received almost no sense of the Skill from him. What I discovered when I quested toward him was even more unnerving. I grasped the fluttering Wit-sense I had of him, but could not understand it. It was as if his life and awareness fluctuated between his body and the great statue of the dragon. I recalled the last time I had encountered such a thing. It had been between the Wit-man and his bear. They had shared the same flowing of life. I suspected that if anyone had quested toward the wolf and me, they would discover the same sort of pattern. We had shared minds for so long that in some ways we were one creature. But that did not explain to me how Verity could have bonded with a statue, nor why he persisted in scraping at it with his sword. I longed to grab hold of the sword and snatch it from his grasp, but I refrained. In truth, he seemed so obsessed with what he did that I almost feared to interrupt him.
Earlier I had tried asking him questions. When I asked him what had become of those who left with him, he had shaken his head slowly. 'They harried us as a flock of crows will haunt an eagle. Coming close, squawking and pecking, and fleeing when we-turned to attack them.'
'Crows?' I had asked him, blankly.
He shook his head at my stupidity. 'Hired soldiers. They shot at us from cover. They came at us at night, sometimes. And some of my men were baffled by the coterie's Skill. I could not shield the minds of those who were susceptible. Night fears they sent to stalk them, and suspicion of one another. So I bid them go back; I pressed my own Skill-command into their minds, to save them from any other.' It was almost the only question he truly answered. Of the others I asked, he did not choose to answer many, and the answers he did give were either inappropriate or evasive. So I gave it up. Instead, I found myself reporting to him. It was a long accounting, for I began with the day I had watched him ride away. Much of what I told him, I was sure he already knew, but I repeated it anyway. If his mind was wandering, as I feared, it might anchor him to refresh his memory. And if my king's mind was as sharp as ever beneath this dusty demeanor, then it could not hurt for all the events to be put in perspective and order. I could think of no other way to reach him.
I had begun it, I think, to try to make him realize all, we had gone through to be here. Also, I wished to awaken him to what was happening in his kingdom while he loitered here with his dragon. Perhaps I hoped to wake in him some sense of responsibility for his folk again. As I spoke, he seemed dispassionate, but occasionally he would nod gravely, as if I had confirmed some secret fear of his. And all the time the sword tip moved against the black stone, scrape, scrape, scrape.
It was verging on full dark when I heard the scuff of Kettle's footsteps behind me. I paused in recounting my adventures in the ruined city and turned to look at her. 'I've brought you both some hot tea,' she announced.
'Thank you,' I said, and took my mug from her, but Verity only glanced up from his perpetual scraping.
For a time, Kettle stood proffering the cup to Verity. When she spoke, it was not to remind him of tea. 'What are you doing?' she asked in a gentle voice.
The scraping stopped abruptly. He turned to stare at her, then glanced at me as if to see if I, too, had heard her ridiculous question. The querying look I wore seemed to amaze him. He cleared his throat. 'I am carving a dragon.'
'With your sword blade?' she asked. In her tone was curiosity, no more.
'Only the rough parts,' he told her. 'For the finer work, I use my knife. And then, for finest of all, my fingers and nails.' He turned his head slowly, surveying the immense statue. 'I would like to say it is nearly done,' he said falteringly. 'But how can I say that when there is still so much to do? So very much to do … and I fear it will all be too late. If it is not already too late.'
'Too late for what?' I asked him, my voice as gentle as Kettle's had been.
'Why … too late to save the folk of the Six Duchies.' He peered at me as if I were simple. 'Why else would I be doing it? Why else would I leave my land and my queen, to come here?'
I tried to grasp what he was telling me, but one overwhelming question popped out of my mouth. 'You believe you have carved this whole dragon?'
Verity considered. 'No. Of course not.' But just as I felt relief that he was not completely mad, he added, 'It isn't finished yet.' He looked again over his dragon with the fondly proud look he had once reserved for his best maps. 'But even this much has taken me a long time. A very long time.'
'Won't you drink your tea while it's hot, sir?' Kettle asked, once more proffering the cup.
Verity looked at it as if it were a foreign object. Then he took it gravely from her hand. 'Tea. I had almost forgotten about tea. Not elfbark, is it? Eda's mercy, how I hated that bitter brew!'
Kettle almost winced to hear him speak of it. 'No, sir, no elfbark, I promise you. It is made from wayside herbs, I'm afraid. Mostly nettle, and a bit of mint.'
'Nettle tea. My mother used to give us nettle tea as a spring tonic.' He smiled to himself. 'I will put that in my dragon. My mother's nettle tea.' He took a sip of it, and then looked startled. 'It's warm … it has been so long since I had time to eat anything warm.'
'How long?' Kettle asked him conversationally.
'A … long time,' Verity said. He took another sip of the tea. 'There are fish in a stream, outside the quarry. But it is hard enough to take time to catch them, let alone cook them. Actually, I forget. I have put so many things into the dragon … perhaps that was one of them.'
'And how long since you slept?' Kettle pressed him.
'I cannot both work and sleep,' he pointed out to her. 'And the work must be done.'
'And the work shall be done,' she promised him. 'But tonight you will pause, just for a bit, to eat and drink. And then to sleep. See? Look down there. Starling has made you a tent, and within it will be warm, soft bedding. And warmed water, to wash yourself. And such fresh clothing as we can manage.'
He looked down at his silvered hands. 'I do not know if I can wash myself,' he confided to her.
'Then FitzChivalry and the Fool will help you,' she promised him blithely.
'Thank you. That would be good. But …' His eyes went afar for a time. 'Kettricken. Was not she here, a while ago? Or did I dream her? So much of her was what was strongest, so I put it into the dragon. I think that is what I have missed the most, of all I have put there.' He paused and then added, 'At the times when I can recall what I miss.'
'Kettricken is here,' I assured him. 'She has gone hunting, but she will return soon. Would you like to be washed and freshly clothed when she returns?' I had privately resolved to respond to the parts of his conversation that made sense, and not upset him by questioning the other parts.
'That one sees past such things,' he told me, a shade of pride in his voice. 'Still, it would be nice … but there is so much work to do.'
'But it is getting too dark to work any more today. Wait until tomorrow. It will get done,' Kettle assured him. 'Tomorrow, I will help you.'
Verity shook his head slowly. He sipped more of the tea. Even that thin beverage seemed to be strengthening him. 'No,' he said quietly. 'I am afraid you cannot. I must do it myself, you see.'
'Tomorrow, you will see. I think, if you have strength enough by then, then it may be possible for me to help you. But we shall not worry about it until then.'
He sighed and offered the empty mug back to her. Instead, she quickly gripped his upper arm and drew him to his feet. She was strong for such an old woman. She did not seek to take the sword from his grasp, but he let it fall. I stooped to gather it up. He followed Kettle docilely, as if her simple act of taking his arm had deprived him of all will. As I followed, I ran my eyes down the blade that had been Hod's pride. I wondered what had possessed Verity to take such a kingly weapon and turn it into a rock-carving tool. The edges were turned and notched from the misuse, the tip no more pointed than a spoon. The sword was much like the man, I reflected, and followed
