He didn’t need or, honestly, want to know.
It had been a while since a soul had been this loud psychically. But sometimes violence will be so loud psychically to the victim that it gives them
I stood in the heat, sweat trickling down my neck, the equipment smothering in the beating weight of the sunlight. People always think you only see spirits at night, or twilight, or shit like that, but spirits don’t care. They’ll show up any time they can manage to find someone able to see them. Lucky fucking me.
“Not one of your men?” I made it a question. My voice sounded normal, as if I weren’t working at not seeing someone’s soul floating above us.
“No, it’s Glick. He was one of the first psychics we hired.”
“That might explain it,” I said.
“Explain what?” Hooper asked.
Edward actually brushed my arm with his fingertips, like a warning. “Marshal Blake sometimes picks up impressions from the dead.”
“I’m not a psychic like one you’d bring in to help solve a case through visions,” I added, “but I feel the dead sometimes, all kinds of dead.”
“You can feel Glick?”
“Something like that.”
“Talking in your head?”
“No, the dead don’t talk that clearly to me. Call it more emotions.”
“What kind of emotions? Fear?”
“No,” I said.
“Then what?”
I cursed myself for saying that first little comment out loud. I told part of the truth. “Puzzlement. He’s puzzled.”
“Puzzled about what?”
“About being dead,” I said.
Hooper stared at the body. “You mean he’s in there thinking?”
“No, not at all,” I said.
Edward shook his head. “Tell him; what he’s imagining is worse.”
“Please don’t share with anyone else that I can do this, but sometimes I can sense the souls of the freshly dead.”
“Souls; you mean ghosts,” Hooper said.
“No, I mean souls. Ghosts come later, and most of the time feel really different.”
“So Glick’s soul is floating around here?”
“It happens. He’ll watch for a while, and then he’ll go on.”
“You mean to heaven?”
I said the only thing I could. “Yes, that’s what I mean.”
Olaf, who had been so quiet throughout, said, “Could it not go to hell?”
Shit.
Hooper glanced at Olaf, then back to me. “Well, Blake? Glick was Jewish; does that mean he burns?”
“Was he a good man?”
“Yes. He loved his wife and kids, and he was a good man.”
“I believe that good is good, so you go to heaven.”
He motioned off toward some scrubby bushes. “Matchett was a bastard. He cheated on his wife. He had a gambling problem and was about to get kicked off the team. Is he in hell?”
I wanted to say,
“So, you don’t believe in hell.”
Philosophically, no. Truthfully, once a Catholic, always a Catholic, but out loud, because it was the answer he needed while staring down at his dead friend, I said, “No, I don’t.” No lightning bolt struck me. Maybe if you lie for a good reason, you get a pass.
46
THE TWO OFFICERS who had been on surveillance were crumpled in the scrub bushes like broken dolls. So much damage that my eyes couldn’t make sense of it in one glance. It’s always bad when the brain goes,
All of us with our various flavors of badges stood around and looked at what was left of two men. One was dark haired; the other’s head was so covered in blood that I wasn’t sure. The bodies had been torn apart, as if something very big, and very strong, had used the bodies for a wishbone and pulled. There were a lot of internal organs mixed in with the blood, but the organs weren’t recognizable, as if someone, or something, had trampled them into mush.
“Did they pull them apart first,” I asked, “then walk in the internal organs?”
“That would explain it,” Edward said.
Bernardo had trailed up behind us. Shaw was nowhere to be seen. Maybe Bernardo had distracted him enough for him to forget that he didn’t want me here, or maybe it was all the newly dead officers. Shaw had other things to worry about than little ol’ me.
Bernardo joined us at the bodies, but he looked away first; he usually did. And yes, it was a point against him in my book. Though, frankly, on this one, I sort of sympathized.
“I’ve seen a lot of lycanthrope kills,” Bernardo said, “but nothing like this, not from just one of the things.”
“Well, it was only one of them. We got him,” Hooper said.
The faint, hot wind gusted and brought the scent of bowels and bile, too strong. I felt my last meal start to climb up my throat, and had to step away enough to make certain that if I did lose control, I wouldn’t contaminate the crime scene.
“Are you all right, Anita?” It was Olaf. Edward knew better. Bernardo didn’t care enough. Hooper didn’t know me well enough to feel either way.
“I’m fine,” I said. I hadn’t thrown up at a crime scene in years. What was wrong with me?
Hooper pointed, “That’s Michaels, because of the dark hair, and that’s…”
“Stop,” I said, “don’t tell me names yet. Let me look at it without emotion first.”
“Can you really look at this and not feel anything?” he asked.
The first flare of anger came. It chased back the nausea. I gave him an unfriendly look, but part of me was grateful for the distraction. “I’m trying to do my job, Hooper, and it helps me to think of them as bodies first. They are dead, and they are not people. They are
“We killed the animal that did this,” Hooper said, pointing back in the direction of the weretiger’s body, though it was all out of sight through the crowd now.
“Did we? Are you a hundred percent sure of that?”
“Yes,” he said.
