I drew back enough to see his face. “Sorry you tried to use your new powers over me to get me to stay home?”
He grinned. “Yeah, but I do like you admiring the newly healed me.”
“I’m just glad that Doc Lillian figured out that if they cut away the burned bits you’d heal on your own.”
“I’m just glad they found anesthesia that worked on our faster metabolism. I would not have wanted that much of me cut away without being put under.”
“Agreed.”
“You know, they’re talking about trying to cut away some of Asher’s scars and see if he heals on his own.”
“He’s a vampire, not a shapeshifter, Jason. Vampire flesh doesn’t heal quite the same.”
“You can heal fresh wounds on all sorts of dead flesh, including vampires.”
“That’s fresh wounds, Jason, and never a burn.”
“Maybe if the doctor cuts away the scars, it’ll count as a fresh wound, then you could heal him.”
“And what if it doesn’t work? What if Doc Lillian cuts away part of Asher and I can’t heal it, and it doesn’t heal on its own? He just goes around with a big hole in his side, or wherever?”
“You know, we have to try.”
I shook my head. “All I know for sure is I’ve got a plane to catch, and I need to call some guards down to help me carry up the weapons.”
“You know, the guards are scared of you now.”
“Yeah, they think I’m a succubus and I’ll eat their souls.”
“You feed off sex, Anita, and if you don’t feed often enough, you die. That’s pretty much the definition of
I frowned at him. “Thanks, Jason, that makes me feel
He grinned and shrugged. “Who are you going to feed on in Vegas?”
“There’s Crispin,” I said.
“You can’t feed on one little weretiger for long.”
“I can feed on anger now, remember?” I’d discovered that ability only recently. Jean-Claude couldn’t do it, and neither could anyone in his bloodline, which meant if I were only gaining powers through him, I shouldn’t have been able to do it either, but I could.
“You know, you haven’t got that down to a science yet,” he said.
“No, but it works.”
“And whose anger are you going to feed on in Vegas?”
“I’ll be hanging around with cops and suspects; please, we’re an angry bunch.”
“If you feed off them without their permission, it’s illegal. I think it’s even a felony.”
“If I fed blood, yes, but the law hasn’t caught up to the vamps who can feed through other things. If I fed on sex involuntarily, then it would be covered under the date-rape psychic and magic ability law, but if I feed on anger, it’s a gray area.”
“What if they find out? The cops already think you’re one of us.”
I thought about it, then shrugged. “Honestly, the way most warrants are worded, I’m sort of encouraged to use any metaphysical abilities in pursuit of the bad guys.”
“I don’t think feeding off them is what the warrant means,” he said.
“No”-I smiled-“but it’s the way it’s written. The law is all about how it’s written and how you can interpret it.”
“What happened to the girl I met a few years back who believed in truth, justice, and the American way?”
“She grew up,” I said.
His face softened. “Why do I feel like I should apologize on behalf of all the men in your life for that?”
“Don’t flatter yourselves; the police helped toughen me up, too.”
“You’ve only fed on anger a few times, and it’s not usually as good a feeding as the
“Jean-Claude can divide my
“Yeah, but that’s only a temporary measure, and it works better if you’ve had a really good feeding before he tries it.”
“You offering?” I asked.
He gave me a wide grin. “And if I say yes, what then?”
“This is a trick to delay me until Jean-Claude wakes up, because you think with him awake I won’t be able to just fly away.”
“I think you have a hard enough time saying no to just little old me; if our master wakes and says, ‘Don’t go,’ could you defy him?”
I was suddenly afraid. Because Jason was right; whatever was happening with me and the men, Jean-Claude was the hardest to resist. It was almost as if it hadn’t been my necromancy that kept me safe from him controlling me but my lack of proximity. It was almost as if simply being too close to him too much of the time was wearing my resistance and my independence away.
“Thanks, Jason,” I said.
He frowned. “For what?”
“Now I am going, because I don’t know if I could go if he woke up and told me to stay. That’s not cool. I’m a U.S. Marshal and a vampire executioner. I have to be able to do my job, or what am I?”
“You’re Anita Blake, Jean-Claude’s human servant, and the first true necromancer in a thousand years.”
“Yeah, his pet necromancer.” I went for the door to tell the guards to send more guards to help tote and fetch.
Jason called after me, “You’re one of my best friends, and I’m afraid for you in Vegas.”
I nodded, but didn’t turn around just in case seeing one of my best friends nude made me change my mind. “I’m afraid, too, Jason-of Vegas, and Vittorio, but I’m beginning to be afraid to stay here.” I wrapped my hand around the door handle and said, “When he’s awake, when he looks at me, I’m having more and more trouble saying no. I’m losing myself, Jason.”
“I’m your animal to call, Anita; touch me and you gain strength to resist other vampires.”
“Problem is, Jason, that you’re one of the people I’m losing myself to. It’s not just Jean-Claude, it’s all of you. I can fight one or two of you, but I can’t fight six of you. I’m outnumbered.”
I opened the door and told the black-shirted guards that I needed bellmen. I didn’t go back into the bedroom. I didn’t want to talk to Jason anymore, and I didn’t want to gaze down at the bed with the two beautiful vampires in it. If I hadn’t been convinced that Vittorio wanted to kill me and mail my head somewhere, I’d have looked forward to the trip to Vegas. I needed some distance between me and the men in my life.
5
THE PLANE LANDED in Vegas without me having hysterics. Brownie point for me. The really sad thing was that I flew better now if I had someone next to me, so while I was happy for some privacy, I also missed a boyfriend’s hand to hold. I couldn’t want to run away from them all
St. Louis is hot, but Vegas is hotter. They can say it’s a dry heat, but so is an oven. It was so hot that it took my breath away for a second. It was like my body just went,
I slipped on sunglasses, as if that would make any difference to the heat, but it did help with the brightness.
The pilot was helping me unload my luggage when I spotted a big man in uniform coming our way. He had a few other uniforms at his back. They kept a respectful distance, and I didn’t need to see the nameplate that said