shooting?'
He looked at her without saying anything, his face set with anger.
'Take me with you,' she urged. 'I won't say anything. But I have to be there. You're not the only one who has ghosts to put to rest. How can I face the future, always looking over my shoulder?' She went over and touched his hand, her eyes locked with his. 'Don't leave me behind. My place is by your side.'
For a moment she thought he would refuse her. But then his fingers closed around hers.
They weren't stopped by the Double Bar men as they rode over the property line and up to the Johnsons' main house. The sleeves of Addie's black dress fluttered in the breeze like banners. Respectfully the cowboys touched the brims of their hats as she rode by, and she wondered how many of them might have suspected the Johnsons were behind her father's murder.
When they reached the house, Ben helped Addie down from Jessie, his hands tightening around her waist. She threw him a quick, nervous smile. They walked up the steps and were met at the front door by Harlan, who was trying to conceal his anxiety.
'Mornin', Ben, Miss Adeline-'
'We're here to see Big George,' Ben interrupted. 'Ben, I'm sorry t' tell you he's in the middle of somethin', some business stuff, but if I can help you with somethin' -'
'I'm sure he wouldn't mind sparing a minute or two for a neighborly visit.'
'No, but-' Harlan was cut off as Ben shouldered him aside.
'I didn't think so.' Solicitously Ben took Addie's elbow and drew her to his side. 'George in his office, Harlan?'
'Yes, but-'
'Thank you.'
Addie swallowed hard as they entered the cluttered office, unprepared for the tide of hate that swept over her as she saw Big George and Jeff sitting at a mahogany table. They rose to their feet as she walked in, Big George grunting with the effort of raising himself out of the chair. Jeff stared at her with unblinking blue eyes. How could they look her in the face after what they had done?
'Looks like we got visitors,' Big George said, turning and indicating his chair with a meaty hand. 'Have a seat, Miss Adeline?'
She shook her head, falling back a step closer to Ben.
'Seems you had quite a night, Ben,' George continued, his mouth crinkling with the hint of a smile. 'Lotta folks glad to see you still in one piece.'
'Some more than others.'
Big George chuckled. 'You're a lucky man.'
'Watts wasn't,' Ben said, and let the silence draw out until the other man's smile had died away. 'From what I saw, you can pour what's left of him into a teacup.'
'What's that got to do with us?' Jeff burst out, and Ben smiled grimly.
'Please. Save the show for Sam Dary.'
'Dary?' Big George repeated, his eyes narrowing.
'Yeah, I'd 'spected he'd be over here this mornin'.' He noticed his son's worried expression. 'Don't fret, boy. Just a little lecturin'… that's all Dary can do.'
'But I can do more than that,' Ben said. 'I can make life very uncomfortable for the Johnsons. And I intend to.'
'You have no proof of anyth-'
'Proof would make it easier. But I can manage without it.'
Big George's face reddened. 'If you're talkin' about dirtyin' up the Johnson name, I'll land on you so hard-'
'You do a fine job of it on your own. The Johnson name's beginning to leave a bad taste in peoples' mouths, and I sure as hell don't expect it to improve.'
'Worry about your own name,' Jeff said fiercely.
'Adeline sure as hell ain't gonna do well by it.'
'Boy!' George snapped, but Jeff ignored him. 'Didn't she tell you how we settled on Watts as our man? She told me he'd do it. She named her own father's killer, all 'cause of his new will. Didn't you know that? No. You just don't know what kind of woman you're fixin' to marry, do you?'
Addie felt faint as she heard the words. 'No,' she gasped, turning away, and Ben caught her by the elbows. Addie quivered, her knees weak, and she gripped his arms for support.
Ben stared at Jeff over her head, his eyes chilling.
'Mention her name again and I'll spread you all over this ranch.'
'Don't you believe me?' Jeff taunted. 'She said Watts would do anything for money. She told him when and where to meet me, helped arrange it all. How did you think we got him so easy? Am I makin' this up, Adeline? Go on, tell him it's not true. I want to hear how easy it is for you to lie.'
Addie couldn't make a sound. She knew she should deny the accusation to save her skin, but she couldn't.
'Addie?' Ben said, and she lifted her head slowly, frightened of the suspicion she would see in his face, knowing she couldn't deny him the truth if he asked it of her. Time seemed to stand still, and she was faced with two different pasts, wondering which one would claim her future. An eternal judgment was about to be pronounced, and although she was terrified to face it, there was no other choice.
Trembling, she looked up into Ben's eyes. She saw no suspicion, no condemnation, no questions. Only concern for her, and a flicker of tenderness. 'I should have left you at home,' he said quietly. 'You shouldn't be exposed to this.'
She nodded mutely, overwhelmed with relief. It was alright. He loved her enough not to believe it. He'd dismissed Jeff's words as so much trash. Ben slid his arm around her waist and looked at Big George, his mouth twisting sardonically.
'Eventually you'll do yourselves in. I just want you to know I'll do my best to make it as easy as possible for you.' He paused casually, as if just remembering something. 'And if you have any questions about the Sunrise Ranch and its policies now that Russ Warner is gone, be assured it will follow in the same traditions. Only you'll find I'm not as good-natured or forgiving as Russ was. I won't rest until the debt has been paid and you're on your knees. It might take some time, but I'll do it. The fence is going back up, this time for good, and I'm going to bleed every last drop from you until your ranch is bone dry and the cattle worn to skeletons. I'm going to ruin you, and one day you'll wish to God you hadn't taken Russ out and left me in charge.'
After that visit Ben seemed more at peace in his own mind about Russell's murder. He was not, as Addie had feared, consumed with the idea of revenge, although there was a certain gleam in his eyes whenever the Johnsons were mentioned. He walked with a lighter step now, as self-assured as ever, slower to anger, quicker to smile. The ranch seemed to be infused with new life, as if the sun had come out from behind a cloud. Addie was still the only one who dared argue with Ben or challenge him, and she did so as much as she pleased. In return he was remarkably possessive of her, claiming her time and attention with the matchless arrogance she scolded him for and secretly loved..
No part of his life was closed to her, including his work. Having elicited his promise to take her with him to Kansas City when he bought new shorthorn stock for Sunrise, she pored over his books on cattle breeding and transportation. When May overheard one of their business discussions and tried to upbraid Ben for it, he smiled and said he expected Addie to come up with ideas that would make the ranch a pile of money. The entire family, as well as most outsiders, shook their heads over Ben and Addie, who seemed to be developing one of the most extraordinary relationships the town had ever seen.
As for the two of them, they knew there was still much to find out about each other, more than could be discovered in a lifetime. Addie never failed to surprise Ben, even on their wedding night, when she began to cry as soon as he carried her over the threshold of her refurbished room. He sat down on the new double bed and cradled her in his arms, earnestly entreating her to tell him what was wrong.
'We're finally married,' she said, mopping her face with his handkerchief. 'I'm so happy and
