The Last Word

Jeannie squeezed her on the arm. “Thank you all the same. We’d better be going so you all can close. I’ve never been the last person in a restaurant before, but it sure makes me feel young and adventurous. Good night!”

“Wait! Please.” Olivia put out her right hand, hoping to impede the woman’s departure.

The chief’s sister drew close again. “Go on, I can see that you want to ask me something about Sawyer.”

Olivia cast her gaze down. “I screwed up with him. He was willing to be with me, but . . . well . . . I pushed him away,” she confessed miserably. “How can I prove that I’m ready now, that I know I made a mistake the morning I let him go?”

Jeannie took a long time answering. She seemed to be deciding whether Olivia Limoges was worthy of her brother. Finally, her eyes softened. “He was torn in two when Helen died, so he’s not going to come knockin’ on your door if you’ve already shut it in his face once. He’s going to protect his heart now. You want to claim him?”

Uncomfortable in the face of such a direct question, Olivia clenched her jaw to hold in the uprising of feeling and nodded, her sea blue eyes glittering with intensity.

“Well, then. You’re going to have to do something big. And I don’t mean buy him a yacht or write his name across the sky. Something big is something that scares the life out of you, that makes you tremble in your shoes because it’s chock-full of risk. You show Sawyer what you’re letting me see and he’ll never let you go again.” She raised a finger in warning. “But don’t you mess around with his heart, Olivia. I might be a plump, God-fearing wife and mother, but I’ll tear you to pieces with my bare hands if you hurt him.”

Olivia believed her. “I read you loud and clear. He’s lucky to have such a devoted sister.”

Jeannie shrugged, merriment instantly returning to her round cheeks. “Trust me, I wasn’t always nice to him. He did some terrible things to my doll collection, and I held that against him for years.” She smiled. “Word has it that you have a brother too.”

“Hudson. He and his wife, Kim, and their daughter, Caitlyn, all live here now. And they just had a baby. A boy named Anders.” Olivia felt a pang when she spoke his name. She had an inexplicable urge to get in the car and drive to Greenville, to see the infant’s little face and to watch the steady rise and fall of his small chest. Instead, she silently vowed to call Kim first thing in the morning.

“Whatever it is, the child’ll be just fine,” Jeannie said, correctly sensing Olivia’s anxiety. “Babies are tougher than they look.” A movement near the hostess podium caught her attention. “There’s my gang, waiting on me as usual.” She patted Olivia’s hand. “You take care.”

Olivia watched as Jeannie’s husband slid an arm around her waist and kissed her several times on the brow and then once on the lips. Their teenage children followed behind, looking both embarrassed and protected by their father’s open display of affection.

When they’d gone, the emptiness of the restaurant resonated around Olivia. It was only when the waitstaff turned up the lights in the dining room and set about their closing tasks that Olivia was able to shake off her stupor and head through the swinging doors to greet Haviland.

In the kitchen, the sous-chefs weren’t exchanging their usual insults and lighthearted banter. Instead, they were strangely silent. The dishwasher’s banging and splashing reverberated against metal pans and mixing bowls, and no one looked up when she approached.

Olivia paused, glancing from her office door, which was closed, to the sous-chefs. They wouldn’t meet her inquisitive gaze, but their hands betrayed their feelings, straying to twist water from a dishrag or to diligently polish an already gleaming knife blade.

Without bothering to knock, Olivia threw open the door to her office and let out an involuntary gasp.

There was Michel, one arm wrapped around a woman’s back, his free hand stroking her wheat blond hair. Her face was buried in the chef’s neck, and though Olivia couldn’t quite hear the words she whispered, the raw desire behind them was clear enough, tainting the air with a heady, cloying perfume like that of a million jasmine blossoms opening at once.

Haviland bounded up from his position on the floor and gave Olivia a toothy smile. She reached for him and, at the same time, found her voice.

“Laurel Hobbs! What the hell is going on here?”

Chapter 12

Life is not significant details, illuminated by a flash, fixed forever. Photographs are.

—SUSAN SONTAG

Olivia twirled the Mercury dime on the tabletop, watching it reflect splinters of morning light onto the Formica. It winked like a buoy on the water until bumping into the edge of her coffee cup and then clattering to a stop. She picked up the dime and sent it spinning once again.

“Are we borin’ you?” Dixie asked, indicating the half-empty diner with her hand. “See Mr. Jeffries? The cute little man at the Evita booth? He’s been lookin’ for an excuse to sing ‘Mr. Mistoffelees’ ever since I can remember. Should I tell him you’d like nothin’ better than to hear your favorite song from Cats?”

“Not if you value your life,” Olivia threatened and then sighed. “And I’m not bored, just impatient.” She tapped on her cell phone, which sat on the center of the table alongside her coffee cup. “I’m waiting for two calls. One from Greenville and the other from Chapel Hill. I was hoping to have been on the road by now, but my damned phone refuses to ring.”

Dixie climbed into the booth opposite Olivia and stretched out her short legs on the surface of the red vinyl cushion. “Oh, that feels good. I’ve been skatin’ my ass off since five thirty.” She glanced at her purple Swatch. “This is late for you to be eatin’ breakfast. And no laptop? What’s goin’ on with my favorite Egyptian strumpet?”

“Not a thing since she managed to seduce Ramses. I can’t concentrate on Kamila. Nick Plumley’s murder has taken over my thoughts. That and an incident that occurred at The Boot Top last night, but I absolutely cannot tell you about that, so don’t even ask.”

Dixie opened her mouth to speak when Olivia’s phone vibrated, causing it to skid sideways. Olivia swept it up and examined the screen. “It’s a text message with an attachment. I have no idea how to open this. I’m not thirteen, for crying out loud.”

“Don’t be such an old fart,” Dixie chided and reached for the phone. “Come on, you know my arms are too stubby to grab that far, so give it here.”

Olivia obeyed, and Dixie punched a few buttons and then read the message aloud. “ ‘Anders is doin’ fine. Caitlyn and I spend most of the day at the hospital and I’ve been able to hold my boy and even give him his first bath. Nurse Love is visitin’ us today. She is an angel! Here’s a pic of another angel. This is Anders sendin’ love to his Aunt Olivia. oxox Kim.’ ” Dixie fluttered her fingertips over the phone and then her face broke into a bright smile. “Lord have mercy! If this isn’t the most precious child I have ever seen!”

She placed the phone flat on the table and pushed it toward Olivia. A cherubic face rested in the middle of the screen, and Olivia pulled the Anders image closer. “He’s filled out,” she remarked proudly. “Look at those dimples. And his eyes . . . they’re not dark like Hudson’s. They’re gray. Almost pewter. Beautiful.” She felt a warmth spread through her chest, rushing up her neck to her cheeks. It was an odd feeling, this delight over receiving a photo of her half brother’s child, but delight is what it was, pure and simple. In a small way, this child belonged to her. They were tied to each other by the bonds of blood and the finer, less tangible thread of experience. Olivia had been on the other side of the wall while the doctors had repaired Anders’ heart, she had stood over his incubator