drawn on his jaw. He parked his car next to Aunty Ifeoma's station wagon and took out a can of petrol and a garden hose that had been cut to a quarter of its length. 'Let me do the sucking, Father,' Obiora said.
'Make sure you don't swallow,' Father Amadi said.
Obiora inserted one end of the hose in the can and then enclosed the other end in his mouth. I watched his cheeks inflate like a balloon and then deflate. He swiftly took the hose out of his mouth and inserted it into the station wagon's petrol tank. He was sputtering and coughing.
'Did you swallow too much?' Father Amadi asked, tapping Obiora's back.
'No,' Obiora said, between coughs. He looked proud.
'Well done. Imana, you know sucking fuel is a skill you need these days,' Father Amadi said. His wry smile did little to mar the perfect clay smoothness of his features. Aunty Ifeoma came out dressed in a plain black boubou. She wore no shiny lipstick, and her lips looked chapped. She hugged Father Amadi. 'Thank you, Father.'
'I can drive you to Abba later this afternoon, after my office hours.'
'No, Father. Thank you. I will go with Obiora.'
Aunty Ifeoma drove off with Obiora in the front seat, and Father Amadi left soon after. Chima went upstairs to the neighbors flat. Amaka went into her room and turned on her music, high enough that I heard it clearly from the verandah. I could tell her culturally conscious musicians apart now. I could distinguish the pure tones of Onyeka Onwenu, the brash power of Fela, the soothing wisdom of Osadebe.
Jaja was in the garden with Aunt Ifeoma's shears, and I sat with the book I was almost finished reading, watching him. He held the shears with both hands, above his head, clipping away. 'Do you think we're abnormal?' I asked, in a whisper.
'Gini?'
'Amaka said we're abnormal.'
Jaja looked at me, then away, toward the line of garages in the front yard. 'What does abnormal mean?' he asked, a question that did not need or want an answer, and then went back to trimming the plants.
Aunty Ifeoma came back in the afternoon when the buzz of a bee around the garden was almost lulling me to sleep. Obiora helped Papa-Nnukwu out of the car, Papa-Nnukwu leaning against him as they walked into the flat. Amaka ran out and pressed her side lightly to Papa-Nnukwu's. His eyes drooped, his lids looked as though they had weights placed on them, but he smiled and said something that made Amaka laugh.
'Papa-Nnukwu, nno,' I said.
'Kambili,' he said, weakly.
Aunty Ifeoma wanted Papa-Nnukwu to lie down on Amaka's bed, but he said he preferred the floor. The bed was too springy. Obiora and Jaja dressed the spare mattress and placed it on the floor, and Aunty Ifeoma helped Papa-Nnukwu lower himself onto it. His eyes closed almost at once, although the lid of his going-blind eye remained slightly open, as if he were stealing a peek at all of us from the land of tired, ill sleep. He seemed taller lying down, occupying the length of the mattress, and I remembered what he had said about simply reaching out to pluck icheku from the tree, in his youth. The only icheku tree I had seen was huge, with branches grazing the roof of a duplex. Still, I believed Papa-Nnukwu, that he had simply raised his hands to pluck the black icheku pods from the branches.
'I'll make ofe nsala for dinner. Papa-Nnukwu likes that,' Amaka said. 'I hope he will eat. Chinyelu said even water has been hard for him to take in the last two days.'
Aunty Ifeoma was watching Papa-Nnukwu. She bent and flicked gently at the rough white calluses on his feet. Narrow lines ran across his soles, like cracks in a wall.
'Will you take him to the medical center today or tomorrow morning, Mom?' Amaka asked.
'Have you forgotten, imarozi, that the doctors went on strike just before Christmas? I called Doctor Nduoma before I left, though, and he said he will come by this evening.' Doctor Nduoma lived on Marguerite Cartwright Avenue, too, down the street, in one of the duplexes with beware of dogs signs and wide lawns. He was director of the medical center, Amaka told Jaja and me, as we watched him get out of his red Peugeot 504 a few hours later. But since the doctors' strike had started, he had run a small clinic in town. The clinic was cramped, Amaka said. She had gotten her chloroquine injections there the last time she had malaria, and the nurse had boiled water on a smoky kerosene stove. Amaka was pleased that Doctor Nduoma had come to the house; the fumes alone in the stuffy clinic could choke Papa-Nnukwu, she said.
Doctor Nduoma had a permanent smile plastered on his face, as though he would break bad news to a patient with a smile. He hugged Amaka, and then shook hands with Jaja and me. Amaka followed him into her bedroom to look at Papa-Nnukwu.
'Papa-Nnukwu is so skinny now,' Jaja said. We were sitting side by side on the verandah. The sun had fallen and there was a light breeze. Many of the children from the flats were playing football in the compound. From a flat upstairs, an adult yelled, 'Nee any a, if you children make patches on the garage walls with that ball, I will cut off your ears!' The children laughed as the football hit the garage walls; the dust-covered ball left the walls polka- dotted brown.
'Do you think Papa will find out?' I asked.
'What?'
I laced my fingers together. How could Jaja not know what I meant? 'That Papa-Nnukwu is here with us. In the same house.'
'I don't know.' Jaja's tone made me turn and stare at him. His brows were not knotted in worry, as I was sure mine were. 'Did you tell Aunty Ifeoma about your finger?' I asked. I should not have asked. I should have let it be. But there, it was out. It was only when I was alone with Jaja that the bubbles in my throat let my words come out.
'She asked me, and I told her.' He was tapping his foot on the verandah floor in an energetic rhythm. I stared at my hands, at the short nails that Papa used to cut to a chafing shortness, when I would sit between his legs and his cheek would brush mine gently, until I was old enough to do it myself-and I always cut them to a chafing shortness, too. Had Jaja forgotten that we never told, that there was so much that we never told? When people asked, he always said his finger was 'something' that had happened at home. That way, it was not a lie and it let them imagine some accident, perhaps involving a heavy door. I wanted to ask Jaja why he had told Aunty Ifeoma, but I knew there was no need to, that this was one question he did not know the answer to.
'I am going to wipe down Aunty Ifeoma's car,' Jaja said, getting up. 'I wish the water ran so I could wash it. It is so dusty.'
I watched him walk into the flat. He had never washed a car at home. His shoulders seemed broader, and I wondered if it was possible for a teenager's shoulders to broaden in a week. The mild breeze was heavy with the smell of dust and the bruised leaves Jaja had cut. From the kitchen, the spices in Amaka's ofe nsala tickled my nose. I realized then that Jaja had been tapping his feet to the beat of an Igbo song that Aunty Ifeoma and my cousins sang at evening rosary.
I was still sitting on the verandah, reading, when Doctor Nduoma left. He talked and laughed as Aunty Ifeoma walked him to his car, telling her how tempted he was to ignore the patients waiting in his clinic so he could take her up on her offer of dinner. 'That soup smells like something Amaka washed her hands well to cook,' he said. Aunty Ifeoma came to the verandah and watched him drive off. 'Thank you, nna m,' she called out to Jaja, who was cleaning her car parked in front of the flat. I had never heard her call Jaja 'nna m,' 'my father'-it was what she sometimes called her sons.
Jaja came up to the verandah. 'It's nothing, Aunty.' He lifted his shoulders as he stood there, like someone proudly wearing clothes that were not his size. 'What did the doctor say?'
'He wants us to get some tests done. I will take your Papa-Nnukwu to the medical center tomorrow, at least the labs there are still open.'
Aunty Ifeoma took Papa-Nnukwu to the University Medical Center in the morning and came back shortly afterward, her mouth set in a full pout. The lab staff was on strike, too, so Papa-Nnukwu could not have the tests done. Aunty Ifeoma stared at the middle distance and said she would have to find a private lab in town and, in a lower voice, said the private labs jacked up their fees so much that a simple typhoid fever test cost more than the medicine for the fever. She would have to ask Dr. Nduoma if she really had to have all the tests done. She would not have paid a kobo at the medical center; at least there was still that benefit to being a lecturer. She left Papa- Nnukwu to rest and went out to buy the medicine that Doctor Nduoma had prescribed, worry lines etched in her
