She’d always heard it was a bad idea to lie to a witch. “Well, he’s kissed me a few times.”
“And?”
“And nothing.”
“Nothing else has happened between the two of you?”
“No.”
“But you want more, don’t you?”
Annwyl’s face got hot. A blast of the dragon’s flame couldn’t make it any hotter than it was at this very moment. “I . . . uh . . .”
“Annwyl.”
“Yes. All right. I do want more.”
“So why has nothing more happened?”
Annwyl shrugged.
“Are you afraid? I know he’d be your first.”
“No. I’m not afraid.”
“Is it because you might become with child? Because as long as you keep drinking the wine—”
“No. No. That’s not it.” Morfyd waited for her to continue, but she didn’t think she could speak the full truth. Not out loud. “You’ll never understand.”
“Annwyl, I’m a witch. I understand much more than you could ever conceive. Just tell me before you shred my nerves.”
Annwyl looked into those clear blue eyes as she found herself wringing her hands. “I . . .” she swallowed, “I feel guilty.”
Morfyd tilted her head. Her brows pulled together in confusion. “Feel guilty about what?”
Annwyl closed her eyes and rushed forward before she lost all nerve. “I can’t help but feel I’m betraying the dragon.”
Silence followed her admission. She slowly opened her eyes to find Morfyd still staring at her. But her expression of anger and confusion were gone. Instead, she smiled. A smile of such kindness that Annwyl felt her heart warm for the scarred witch.
“I want you to do me a favor, Annwyl.”
“Anything.” And she meant it.
“If you want the knight, take him.”
Annwyl blinked. That wasn’t the response she’d expected.
“I’m sorry. Was I not clear? I said if you want him. Take him.”
“But . . .”
“Do not worry about the dragon. Just promise me. If this is what you want, you’ll take him.” She reached out her hand and ran it along Annwyl’s cheek. “Trust me, my friend.”
Annwyl watched Morfyd leave. Her confusion continued to grow by the day. The minute. The second.
She pushed her chair away from the table, slowly standing on wobbly legs. She needed to see the dragon. The one calming thing in her life. He was what he was and she loved him for that.
Fearghus, his head resting in the palm of his claw, sighed. Again.
“How many times must we do this?”
“Until I get it right.”
“Aren’t you tired? You had your training today, didn’t you?”
“Yes. But all we do is sword train. This hones my reflexes. Now do it again.”
Fearghus again sighed and swung his tail. Then he swung it back. He heard her squeal, but unlike before he didn’t hear her lovely bottom hit the ground. “Annwyl?” He turned around but she’d disappeared. His confusion lasted only a moment. He felt the weight on his tail. Slowly, doing his best not to laugh, he brought his tail around. The tip of it caught under her shirt and there she hung. “Are we done now?”
Her face took on a charming beet-red color. “Yes. We’re done now.”
“You sure? I mean, we can keep going if you like.”
She growled at him. “Enjoying this, are you dragon?”
“As a matter of fact, yes I am.”
“Down.” He carefully lowered her to the ground and watched her struggle to get untangled from his tail. She finally had to yank off her shirt and Fearghus took in a shaky breath. She wore no bindings.
She really needed to stop getting naked around him.
“I should be faster than that.”
“Annwyl, you’re tired. You had a long day. As did I.”
Annwyl raised an eyebrow as she pulled the shirt back on. “And what did you do all day?”
“Many things. Dragons are very busy higher beings.”
Annwyl smirked at him, her arms crossing in front of her voluptuous chest. “Higher beings, eh? It must be nice.”
“You need not feel jealous. You are much better than most humans.”
Annwyl laughed outright. And Fearghus realized how much he loved to see her smile. “Why thank you, oh mighty dragon.” She curtsied low.
“Now. Now, Annwyl. No need to curtsy. A simple nod of your head and absolute worship will be more than enough.”
Annwyl liked Fearghus more and more every day. At some point she began to think of him as
She laughed now when she thought of how afraid she had been of him. Afraid of him and all his kind. That feeling seemed like ages ago. Now she found herself almost dreading the day she would have to leave. he and the dragon never spoke of it. They spoke of everything except her leaving.
And Annwyl did love talking to her dragon. She loved to hear the history of his kind. The stories of his family. She loved to hear him. Just the deep, rumbling sound of his dragon voice calmed her. Eased the rage that always pulsated just beneath the surface.
“Absolute worship? That’s a very tall order.”
“You are a very tall girl.”
Annwyl chuckled as she knelt before the dragon and held her hand out to him.
“I thought you knelt before no man.”
“You are a dragon. And don’t get your hopes up. I only want to see your talon.”
“I’m under such scrutiny,” he grumbled in annoyance, but laid one of his talons into her palm nonetheless. Coal black and smooth, its tip sharp and quite deadly. She closed her hand over it, marveling at the fact that her long fingers could barely reach around.
“What’s it like?”
“What? Being a dragon?”
“No.” She smiled as she released the talon. “Flying?”
He laughed. “Fine.”
“Fine? Just fine? That’s the best you can do?”
“Well, I’ve been flying most of my life so it’s not as interesting to me as it seems to be to you.”
“You take your gifts for granted, dragon.”
“As do you.”
“And what gifts do I have exactly? The ability to have my own brother trying to kill me?”
“The ability to inspire hardened warriors to follow you into battle. I know few who have such a gift as that.”
Annwyl shrugged. “They were desperate. No one else knows much about my brother.”
“If they were desperate, they would have sent you back to him with a ribbon around your head.”
Annwyl smiled at the dragon. He possessed the uncanny ability to make her feel as if she could challenge the entire world and win. And after a long day of being thrown on her back and told her rage would only get her killed, it was nice to come back to the lair and have the dragon make her feel like she was worth something.
She sat down on his front claw, leaning back against his forearm. She let out a deep, contented breath and
