One week past. Offer and rejection. Margaret shivered, filled the glass again but sipped more cautiously this time. She knew the dangers of whisky. It promoted a certain careless quality to the limbs and inflamed other parts, especially the tongue. She still had a part to play of the sorrowful widow, sea-shanties notwithstanding.
The family would leave tomorrow, and then she would be free. Unlike James McLevy.
She remembered how the spell had been broken. That damned crow. The inspector stepped back, a look of almost comical terror on his face and had bolted from the room. Then he darted back in again to retrieve a forgotten hat, jammed it on his head and fled the scene.
It would have been funny, had it not been so painful.
Her heart was hammering in her chest with the humiliation of that rejection. As if it would jump into her mouth, as if it would jump the confines of her body.
That damned crow.
She had watched it fly off croaking in satisfaction as the outside door of the house slammed shut and the inspector no doubt shot up the high street towards the marketplace where the statue of a ram celebrated the town’s reliance on the wool trade.
The ram, however, had no ears. It had arrived that way and the sculptor, according to legend, committed suicide because of that omission.
Like Alan Telfer. A suicide of omission.
Margaret had been witness to so many things.
After the inspector had scuttled off like a frightened rat, she had walked to the French windows and called her husband’s name. He had best come in. It was cold out there.
Sir Thomas had risen, turned, and looked at her like a dumb animal, a thread of mucus finding its way from his nose down on to his shirt front.
A mute and suffering animal. Like herself. Something they could both share.
Thomas Bouch died the next morning from a heavy cold, which had plagued him for all of that month.
He had no will to resist death.
For the faults in design, he was entirely responsible.
For the faults in construction, he was principally responsible.
For the faults in maintenance, principally if not entirely responsible.
That was the final verdict of the Court of Inquiry.
And it killed him.
Rain, rattling on the window brought her once more back to the here and now. She rose from the armchair, walked to the window and pulled back the curtains. It was dark outside, the street lamps throwing light upon the hunched figures of the passers-by and the wheels of the carriages spraying devious spouts of water from the torrential downpour, which was lashing on to the cobblestones.
Margaret nursed the whisky glass against her body and looked out into the night.
At least at the cemetery, she had the last act. She had laughed in the inspector’s face and left him to the wind and rain.
He desired her. She knew that. He was a coward to his own heart.
She would find another, a sailor perhaps.
Damn that crow.