center aisle with three stalls on either side, only half of which were currently occupied. Bird, the twenty-two-year- old bay gelding I’d learned to ride on, whickered when I walked into the barn, and stuck his handsome bay head into the aisle. Mom emerged from the tack room on the far end, wiping her hands on a cloth. I gave her a quick hug and got a whiff of saddle soap. She endured the hug patiently-she’s not much of one for physical affection-and waited while I patted Bird’s neck.
“Let’s have dinner first,” Mom said, “so it’ll be cooler for our ride.” She led the way out of the barn to the house, moving with economy of motion and the slightly bowlegged gait earned from almost fifty years in a saddle. Her angular body still looked great in formfitting riding breeches. From behind, with her graying red hair covered by a riding helmet, you’d think she was thirty instead of in her mid-fifties.
Her house was simply furnished with an eclectic mix of pieces that I was pretty sure had come with the place. It suddenly struck me as interesting that both of us were living with someone else’s furniture, with tables and chairs and beds that had been carefully chosen by other people. I wondered whether a happy young couple, newly married, had picked out the round oak table in Mom’s kitchen that she had set for dinner with cream-colored place mats and terra-cotta-colored stoneware. Had they eaten their first meal as a couple at this table? I shook off the fanciful imaginings and got myself a bottle of mineral water from the modern Whirlpool fridge Mom bought two years ago, when the one that came with the house gave up the ghost.
We both watch our weight carefully-Mom to be fair to her horses, and me to be fair to my dance partners-so dinner was grilled chicken breasts over a romaine-and-roasted-pepper salad. A spritz of balsamic vinegar served as dressing. We splurged on a single glass of white wine each, and Mom filled me in on the latest happenings on the professional dressage circuit. I told her about visiting Randolph Blakely at the rehab center. “It’s a posh place,” I said. “If I ever develop an addiction to something other than dancing, send me there, okay?”
“Do you think this Randolph had something to do with murdering his mother?” Mom asked, rising to clear our few dishes.
“I hope not,” I said, “but it’s a little odd that, according to his neighbor, he was apparently visited by one of Corinne’s ex-husbands a few days before Corinne died. Of course, he-Hamish-didn’t inherit much, and neither did Randolph.”
“His son got all the money, right?”
I nodded. “Yes. Corinne’s grandson, Turner. He’s a piece of work. His dad thinks he did it.”
Mom turned a shocked face toward me. “His own father accused him?”
“Well, not to his face, I don’t think. He told Maurice and me that he figured Turner had poisoned Corinne for her money.”
“That’s awful. How could a father say that about his own son?”
I thought about the newspaper article I’d read earlier in the day about a teenager killing his mother and father with a hammer, and didn’t say anything. Sometimes one’s children did horrifyingly awful things, and it was probably to Randolph’s credit that he recognized that his son wasn’t a saint. “I’m more interested in the mysterious blonde who visits him,” I said.
“Why?”
Mom’s blunt question made me think. “I guess,” I said slowly, “it’s because she’s proof that there’s more going on in Randolph’s life than his mother or anyone knew about. They all think he’s moldering away, practically a hermit, and yet this woman comes to see him. Whether she’s a friend or a girlfriend or a Realtor, she’s a connection with the outside world-outside Hopeful Morning, that is-that no one knew he had. I guess she makes me wonder what else he might be hiding. That’s not fair.” I stopped myself. “We don’t know he was ‘hiding’ her. I guess I’m thinking that this is a case of ‘still waters run deep,’ or something of the sort.”
“Very probably,” Mom agreed. I could tell by her tone that she’d lost interest in Corinne’s death and the search for her murderer. If there wasn’t a horse in the story, it didn’t hold Mom’s attention for too long. I was used to that, so I followed her out to the stable with no hard feelings and saddled Bird, my fingers moving with the ease of long practice to slot the leather strap through the buckle, and lengthen the stirrups two notches.
We posted single file down a path that wandered through a patch of woods, and then emerged into an open pasture where we could ride side by side. Cantering on Bird, I felt myself truly relax for the first time in days, the wind sifting through my hair, the setting sun warming my face, the big, warm horse’s body rocking me gently. We pulled up as we neared a stream and Mom came alongside me. “I don’t suppose your sister’s said anything about the trip to Georgia?”
She gave me a look out of the sides of her eyes, and I could tell that the trip was important to her, that she really wanted Danielle to come. I wanted to say she should talk to Danielle, but I knew that was unlikely to happen. Mom knew she’d burned bridges when she left us, and she wouldn’t think it fair to “beg”-as she’d think of it-for attention or time from Danielle or me. “Dani’s… worried,” I said.
“What’s there to worry about?”
“I think she’s afraid that going to Jekyll Island again will drown out or erase all her good memories of our last trip there.”
“Good memories?” Mom snorted, sounding a lot like one of her horses. “That trip ranks as one of my worst memories. Ronald was pressing me, trying to make me give up riding or, at least, competing. I think we fought from the moment we arrived at that little beach bungalow until the moment we left. He crowned the weekend by giving me his ultimatum: horses or him.”
Mom’s thin face looked almost gaunt as she relived the painful memories. “I didn’t know,” I said inadequately.
She gave a half laugh. “Why would you? Even at our worst, we tried not to fight in front of you kids. I guess I’m pleased that Danielle has good memories of the trip. I wonder what Nick remembers?” We fell quiet for a moment, trying to envision what my brother’s memories of that final family vacation would be.
“That snake,” I said. “I’m pretty sure he remembers the way you and I screeched when he brought that garter snake in and it got loose in the living room. Danielle thought it was cool and helped him look for it while you and I hid in the bedroom. As if a snake couldn’t have slithered under the door! I wonder where Dad was?”
“Probably down on the beach with a book. I think he read every Tom Clancy novel ever written on that vacation.”
We smiled at each other and started back toward the barn, the horses eager to return to their hay. Dusk had deepened, and the earliest fireflies glowed at knee level, flitting above the deep grass and at the edge of the woods. Back at the barn, I helped Mom put the horses up, gave her a hug, and left, envying, in part, her quiet country life and her relationship with the horses. I was pretty sure the Old Town Alexandria historical-preservation Nazis and/or the home owners’ association would object if I turned my carport into a stable and installed an Appaloosa. Maybe I should get a gerbil. Somehow, I didn’t think that would be the same.
Chapter 20
Monday, the day of the DanceSport exhibition and luncheon for the Olympics organizers and voters, dawned with overcast skies and high humidity. My morning Cheerios were limp even before I put milk on them. I spooned them up, then went upstairs, still in my nightgown-no students this morning- to do some paperwork before it was time to get ready. Zipping through my e-mails, I studied the report of our quarterly earnings and expenses that Tav had left. Tiring of the details, I skipped to the bottom line and sighed; if things didn’t pick up soon, I didn’t know how much longer I could continue to operate the studio. The thought of going back to working for someone else depressed me, and I brainstormed a few ideas for attracting students. Maybe if the first lesson were free?
I hadn’t come up with anything brilliant by midmorning, when it was time to get ready for the exhibition. Vitaly and I were dancing the international standard dances, so I pulled my blond hair back from my face and twirled it into an elaborate chignon, anchoring it with numerous hairpins and hair spray. Makeup came next. I started with my false eyelashes. When I’d first applied them as a young teen, it used to take me forty-five minutes and a lot of glue and tears to get them on right. Now I accomplished the task in less than five minutes. Full makeup followed, as heavy and defined as if I were doing a stage play. If the judges and audience couldn’t see a dancer’s expressions, they were missing a significant part of the performance. I finished by curling my lashes and layering on black mascara, then slicking a dark crimson lipstick onto my mouth. I leaned toward the bathroom mirror and inspected
