it meant starting again from scratch. At her age, with her baggage, that was never going to be easy.
Brennan turned in the chair again. A draught blew under the door and caught his ankles; he raised his feet, put them on the edge of the bed. Melanie hadn’t moved since he’d arrived. A doctor had come in and confirmed that they could stay; he also said there was nothing else they could do for the woman. It was all in God’s hands. They needed to let her rest, let the body try and repair itself. He put her chances at somewhere close to fifty-fifty.
Brennan gave up on trying to get comfortable, got out of the chair. McGuire stirred: ‘Boss?’
‘Go back to sleep.’
The WPC was awake, watching over the patient. Brennan approached her, whispered, ‘If there’s any movement, send Stevie for me.’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Don’t leave her alone — that’s important.’
A nod, then a thin smile.
Brennan headed for the white door, turned the handle and walked into the blinding light of the corridor. His eyes smarted as they took some time to adjust and he raised his knuckles to rub at them. He knew he’d gone too long without a cigarette and could feel the empty space in his chest cavity calling out for nicotine. He took the lift to the ground floor, walked towards the car park. Outside the night air was crisp and fresh; there was a hint of rain blowing in the cool breeze and it threatened more to come, a downpour, perhaps. Brennan took out his mobile phone, checked his messages: there was one, from Sophie. His daughter rarely texted. He took the sight of her name in his inbox as a jolt, quickly opened up.
The message read: ‘I saw you on the telly, about the missing girl. I’m sorry for disappearing, Mum said you were worried about me but I’m fine and going to be on my best behaviour now. Sophie xx’.
Brennan knew Joyce had put her up to it, but it didn’t matter. In a strange way, it meant more. He had support, people, a family. He thought about the picture of Lorraine’s baby in his pocket and wondered what that was going to do to them. He didn’t want to hurt Sophie, or Joyce. He didn’t want to hurt Lorraine either, but he knew that whatever he did was going to hurt someone.
Brennan put his phone back in his pocket and removed his cigarettes. He only had Silk Cut left again and the taste didn’t match his craving. He smoked one almost to the filter, then lit another from the tip of the last. He took long drags on the cigarette, taking the smoke deep into his lungs, but it did nothing for him. He had a spinning sensation in his head; his thoughts wouldn’t stop racing around after each other. When things were going well, he didn’t worry about this state of mind, but when things were a mess, everything started to get messy. The thought process seemed to speed up, chase more and more unrealistic solutions to the problems he occupied himself with.
In his mind right now the situation with Devlin McArdle was uppermost; he wanted to know where he was. He wanted to get McArdle into custody right away, because he knew that, at this minute, McArdle’s only thought was to dispose of the child. Brennan didn’t like to think how he was going to get rid of it; he knew there were people who would pay big money for a child, but the type of people McArdle was dealing with wouldn’t want to buy the cuddly toys from Mothercare.
Carly Donald had died. Then there was Sproul, Tierney and Durrant — no loss there, but he didn’t want to see Melanie McArdle added to the list. He knew she’d been attacked for getting in the way. McArdle was obviously keeping the child at home — had Melanie grown attached to it? Had she discovered what he planned to do with it? Whatever it was, she had paid for trying to intervene.
Brennan dropped his cigarette, stamped it out. He looked to the night sky; he could see the lights of the city reflected on the low covering of cloud. He shook his head and tucked his hands in his pockets, dug deep. Galloway was going to go off like a bloody rocket when she heard about this turn of events. The media would be chasing for weeks to get the full story; it would be pandemonium at the office. Somehow the thought didn’t faze him. After the time off, the bustle actually appealed. What he didn’t want to look ahead to was the wrong outcome — he tried to stay focused, imagine the best possible sequence of events. He concentrated on things playing out how he wanted them to. To do anything less was to invite the worst into your ambit, he thought. He wouldn’t do that. He would keep his eye on the outcome he wanted to achieve, which was catching McArdle before he split. Brennan wanted to hand that child back to its grandparents and to have the satisfaction of knowing it was safe. Her mother had died, he could do nothing about that, but poor Beth, she still had a chance.
Brennan turned away from the car park, headed back to the hospital. He pressed the button for the lift and looked up to see that it was already coming down. As the doors pinged, he was nearly mowed down by DC Stevie McGuire.
‘There you are… It’s Melanie. She’s coming round!’
Brennan pushed him back into the lift. ‘Then what are we waiting for?’
They listened to the machinery above pulling them upwards, and watched the floors light. The process seemed to take much longer than Brennan remembered.
‘Has she spoken?’ he said.
‘Just a few words.’
‘ What? What did she say?’
McGuire took his eyes off the dial, looked at Brennan then returned his gaze. ‘She asked for water… She was parched.’
‘Who’s with her now?’
‘The WPC.’
‘You’ll have to call the doctor in.’
‘Have done; he’s on his way down.’
‘Good.’
The lift stalled, then came to a halt. Brennan moved a step closer to the door, leaned in, waited for the gap to appear. ‘Come on. Come on.’
As the doors sprung he squeezed through, leapt out to the corridor.
Brennan ran towards the door. The bright lights didn’t bother him now. As he ducked inside the room, he caught sight of a man in a white coat leaning over the patient; he turned round, flashed large brown eyes at them. ‘Can you give me a moment, please?’
Brennan nodded.
The doctor rose. ‘ Alone, please, with the patient.’
‘I’d like to see her, if that’s all right.’
The doctor raised his arms, put one hand on Brennan’s elbow and the other on McGuire’s shoulder. ‘Out! Right now. There’ll be time enough to see the patient once I have examined her. Now please, gentlemen, a bit of decorum if you don’t mind.’
Brennan and McGuire walked backwards towards the door they had just come through; the doctor shut them out.
‘Jesus,’ said McGuire.
‘He’s just doing his job.’
‘But still, did he have to be so blunt?’
Brennan walked to the wall, leaned his back against it, tapped his heel off the skirting. ‘How did she look?’
McGuire huffed, ‘Not great. What do you expect?’
‘He’s giving her fifty-fifty to pull through.’
McGuire moved to the wall beside Brennan, leaned his shoulder there. ‘I think he’s being generous. I don’t think I’ve seen a worse battering.’
Brennan nodded. ‘She looks like she’s been hit with a steamroller.’
They stood staring at the door for a moment, then the handle dropped and the doctor appeared. He was putting a pen in his top pocket, removing his white coat. As he greeted them he threw the coat over his shoulder.
‘Sorry about that, gentlemen. There’s a way I like to do these things — you get a bit tetchy as you get older.’
Brennan nodded, blinked. ‘How is she?’
The doctor pinned back the sides of his mouth, sighed. ‘I can’t say there’s any improvement. She’s coming
