other man’s blood over his own face. He felt cold. This couldn’t be happening!
Through ears that seemed stuffed full of cotton, he heard Emily muttering to herself.
“Of course, now I see it. The defrocked minister. Poor dead
Gabriel Tswane. October twenty-second. It all fits. This is like a ritual for him…. Oh, how ~tupid of me!”
Ian couldn’t look away from the monitors long enough to ask her what she meant. His image captured by both hidden cameras, Muller lifted the black teenager in his arms and carried him over to the bed. Then the Afrikaner stepped back and started unbuttoning his shirt.
God… Ian looked away, feeling sick. They’d failed. All their hard work and all their hopeful planning-all for nothing. No ANC mole. No truth about the Blue Train massacre. Nothing. Just a sordid, anonymous homosexual encounter. Just another (lead end.
He turned back to the monitors. Muller had all his clothes off now. He grimaced.
“Shut it down, Sam. We don’t need to see any more.”
“No. Leave the cameras on.”
Ian looked at Emily, astounded by the stern, grim note in her voice.
“C’mon,
Em. Why waste more time here? We can’t use this—he gestured toward the bodies writhing on the twin screens—this pornography.”
She shook her head stubbornly.
“Yes, we can. We must.
His face must have shown his confusion because she went on, “That man and his master, Vorster, knew of the ANC’s plans in advance. They must have! Nothing else could explain what has happened to my nation.”
“Agreed. ” Ian spread his hands.
“But how did they know? And how do we prove it?”
Emily stared off into space for a moment and then snapped her fingers.
“The attack on Gawamba!”
Gawamba? Of course! Ian felt his excitement returning, along with a healthy dose of humility. The truth had been sitting right there in front of him all the time. He’d known that the ANC base inside Zimbabwe had been an important command center-a place where guerrilla operations inside South Africa were planned and supervised. Precisely the kind of place where you’d expect to find documents describing upcoming missions-missions such as the scheduled attack on South Africa’s president and his cabinet.
And the South African paratroops who’d blown the shit out of Gawamba must have found those plans. Plans that had gone straight back to Erik Muller without passing through any of the normal SADF intelligence channels.
He frowned. The paratroops had to have removed the information without leaving a trace or else the ANC would simply have canceled the whole operation. Was that possible? He shook his head irritably. It must have been possible. Nothing else fit the facts.
But again, how could they prove it? Nobody in the world would believe the story without seeing some kind of evidence. And nobody connected with such treachery would ever dare admit it. He said as much to Emily.
She nodded toward the monitors.
“Erik Muller will prove it for us. I’m sure he has copies of those documents still. As insurance should Vorster find a new favorite. ” Contempt sharpened her words.
“So it is simple.
We will use these videotapes to force him to give us those documents.”
Blackmail. An ugly word and an uglier idea. He hadn’t become a journalist to twist people’s hidden weaknesses and vices against them. Catching Erik
Muller conferring with a South African spy inside the ANC leadership was one thing. Using the man’s strange sexual preferences against him was quite another. Ian stared at her.
Emily was implacable.
“I loathe the idea as much as you do, Ian. But it is what we must do. We have no choice.” For an instant, her selfcontrol slipped and her voice wavered.
“Please… my whole nation is being destroyed before my eyes. Thousands are already dead and thousands more will die. And all because of monsters like that!” She pointed a shaking finger toward the closest screen.
Her voice sank, failing to a soft, sad whisper.
“What choice do we truly have, Ian? We have been given a tool that could help put an end to all this madness. How can we refuse to use it?” Tears rolled down her cheeks.
“How can we? No matter how it taints our own souls with its evil.”
Without thinking, he reached out and took her in his arms, stroking her soft, sweet-smelling hair as she sobbed quietly. Over her shoulder, he saw the twinned images of Muller and his catamite writhing on the hotel bed.
She was right. They didn’t have any choice.
He stared grimly into the video monitors. Very well. They’d find out just how this bastard Erik Muller would react to the threat of having his secret sins laid out for all to see -to the threat of full exposure.
CHAPTER
Retaliation
OCTOBER 24-DIRECTORATE OF MILITARY
INTELLIGENCE, PRETORIA
Erik Muller stared at the television screen in horror. What had seemed so natural-so wonderful-in that Sun City hotel room looked so sordid and depraved when seen on videotape. He shivered uncontrollably, feeling both feverishly hot and ice-cold at the same time. His worst nightmare had come to life and shown itself in broad daylight.
The tape had been delivered to his office earlier in the day-enclosed in an unsealed manila envelope and marked only by a typed card specifying that it was “personal and confidential.” His idiotic secretary could remember nothing beyond the fact that it had been dropped off by a courier from one of the city’s many delivery services.
As Muller watched, the grainy, half-lit black-and-white images vanished, replaced by a buzzing, static-filled test pattern that showed the tape was over. He sat motionless for several minutes, feeling sick and completely unable to summon up the energy needed to reach over and shut off the
VCR. His thoughts were far away, reaching back over time to the moment when surrendering to his, physical needs had laid him open to this treacherous attack. Who could have known? And what did they want-his death or disgrace, or something else entirely?
Muller fumbled for the receiver as his phone rang.
“Yes?”
“A call for you, Director. Something about that videotape. “
He tried to suck in air and failed. The monster of darkness and blood he had feared for so long and so long denied had come for its payment at last.
The monster he himself had created. And now death or worse stared him full in the face.
“Director?”
Through a roaring in his ears, Muller heard his own voice answera voice made harsher by unsuppressed panic.
“Put the call through.”
A new voice came on the line. A woman’s voice speaking fluent Afrikaans.
“Director Muller?”
“What do you want?”
“Copies of the documents seized by your special intelligence team during the commando attack on Gawamba. ” The woman paused briefly.
“The documents revealing the ANC’s intention to attack our president’s train. “
The Blue Train? Muller hadn’t thought it possible that anything else could shock him. He suddenly realized that he’d been wrong. Dead wrong. An unexpectedly analytical part of his brain evaluated the woman’s choice of words and decided that she was educated and probably a native-born
Afrikaans speaker.
