anything so fiercely beautiful in all my life. I wanted to make love to you right there on that bar.”
I bit my lip to keep it from trembling. Laughter rumbled in Tyler’s chest. “You were such a snarky pain in the ass. Still are. And I could tell from the start you’d be nothing but trouble. But I didn’t care, as long as you were mine. Forever.”
His words were like razor blades scoring my skin. I couldn’t endure the torture of his loving affirmations much longer. If he knew what I planned to do…I steeled myself against the emotion that threatened to eat me alive and leaned into him.
“There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.” Tyler’s lips touched the top of my head and then my brow. “No torture I wouldn’t endure.” His finger beneath my chin, he raised my face to meet his. “I love you.” A light kiss to my cheek preceded the gentle searching of his mouth when it met mine. I let my eyes drift shut as I reveled in the sweet taste of him. His tongue moved with gentle precision, caressing, teasing, entreating. Our lips met again and again in a slow dance, featherlight and full of promise. I wanted to freeze this moment in time, hold on to the sensation of his kisses lingering on my mouth, keep the memory of the taste of him fresh in my mind. I tried to remember every detail of his kisses, etching them into my brain.
My breath caught as Ty’s hands maneuvered under my shirt, his fingers kneading and working my flesh as he shimmied my shirt up over my head. He bent down, pressing his lips to my temple, down the side of my face, my jaw, and lower still. His tongue flicked out, unusually hot against my flesh before he nuzzled my neck and continued his descent across one shoulder, and then to the other, branding my skin with every pass of his mouth. With the backs of his fingers, he traced my collarbone and worked his way between my breasts. My head fell back as I pressed myself hard against him, forgetting our previous argument and the pain of my decisions-for a while. A moan worked up from my throat as he unhooked my bra and cupped my breast in his hand, teasing my nipple with his thumb before pinching lightly.
He took the other nipple in his mouth, grazing with his teeth. A thrilling pulse of excitement shot through me, and my jaw dropped, moaning again. “That’s right,” Tyler murmured, his hand leaving my breast to unfasten my pants. “I want to hear you. I want to make you scream.”
His hand slid inside my underwear and found me wet and ready, and he sucked his breath in through his teeth. I shuddered as he brought me close to orgasm, his fingers rubbing in slow circles and flicking with agonizing slow precision over my core. “Darian,” he growled, “I don’t think I’ll make it to the bedroom.”
I guided him toward the low countertop next to the breakfast bar and lifted myself up until I perched on the edge. “Make love to me, Tyler, like you wanted to that first night.”
I kicked my pants off, and my underwear with them. He stripped his clothes off his body as if they were on fire, and he pressed against me. Cupping the back of my neck in his hand, Tyler kissed me deep, his tongue thrusting into my mouth with a need that I understood all too well. He was hard and ready, the marble-smooth flesh grazing my thigh as he rubbed against me in a rhythm that promised pleasure to follow. I reached down between us, reveling in the feel of his skin, stroking him, and his breath hitched. “Darian,” he murmured on an exhale of breath, “I want you…right…now.”
If he said anything after that, I couldn’t hear him over my screams.
As Tyler slept beside me, I watched the even rise and fall of his chest. I should have felt guilty for the hours we’d spent pleasuring each other, but I didn’t. Those last moments would have to sustain me. When he woke, I tried to imagine that he’d be fine. Healthy. Back to normal.
And I’d be gone.
Looking down, I twisted the silver ring on my thumb, Tyler’s gift carved with his symbol of the bear, representing his fierce and loyal protection. I smoothed his hair back with my hand and laid my lips to his forehead. I loved him-more than I thought I could ever love anyone or anything.
My stomach twisted into knots, and my limbs ached with anxiety-infused adrenaline. If Raif didn’t have my back, I’d never be able to follow through on my plan. I refused to break our bond. It would be like refusing his love, and that meant more to me than any protection he could offer. But I had to protect him this time, and dragging him along on a quest that had nothing to do with him wasn’t fair. I had to finish this and finish it now, or I’d risk losing him forever.
Tyler’s brow furrowed in sleep and then relaxed. Was it my imagination that he looked a little better? I crossed the bedroom and found a pad of paper in Tyler’s desk. He was probably sick to death of waking to find a note beside him, but I vowed this was the last time he’d have to read one.
“I’m sorry,” I said under my breath as I laid the note on the pillow. “But it’s the only way I can keep you safe. I love you, Tyler.” I took a deep breath and quelled the sob rising in my throat. “I wish for you to stay in the city until I come home. I wish for you to let me go without coming to find me.” Silent tears streamed down my cheeks. Tyler stirred, a tremor moving along his beautiful body before his eyes opened. For a single moment we stared at each other, the pain of my words etched into every line of his face. Twilight, as gray and sad as my ragged emotions, swallowed my physical body whole, and I fled like a coward under the cover of near dark.
I’d never hated the cold detachment of my own apartment as much as I did when I pulled the broken hourglass from my safe. I held it in my trembling hands, fighting the urge to smash the thing against the bricks of my wall. I needed a fucking shower and a stiff drink-and to sleep for about a year and a half. But I wasn’t going to get any of those things-not for a while.
After I found Brakae, I’d come crawling back to Tyler if he wanted. My stomach turned at the betrayal. That I’d left in the night like the thief I now was would probably piss him off to no end. But I’d spend forever making it up to him, if he’d let me.
I paced the apartment for five minutes and forty-seven seconds-God I hated the sound of time!-before I dialed Fallon’s number.
“Do you have it?” he asked in an excited tone.
“I do.”
“Bring it to me.”
“No.” Fallon was as dumb as a sack of rocks if he thought I’d just hand the hourglass over without getting what I wanted in return. “I want the Oracle first. You give me Delilah-speaking and in her right mind-and you’ll get this piece-of-shit hourglass. No negotiation.”
Silence answered, and I pictured Fallon sitting on one of those god-awful beds at Seven, slowly strangling the nearest human waitress in frustration. I hoped he was-frustrated, that is, not strangling anyone. Though I wouldn’t put it past the creepy fucker to be into that shit. “Of course.” His smooth reply reeked of barely controlled rage. “I wouldn’t dream of not fulfilling my end of our bargain.”
“I’m sure you wouldn’t dream of it.” My voice carried a sarcastic edge I hoped he noticed. Bastard. “Can we do this in an hour?”
“It might raise suspicion,” he said. “I’m scheduled to take the midnight shift. Just don’t come stomping right up to the gate. I don’t need your face plastered all over security camera footage. Come cloaked by darkness, and I’ll let you in when I make my rounds. Don’t try to scale the walls; they’re protected by wards. The front gate is the only way in-or out. I’ll meet you at the entrance at one. Agreed?”
As if I had a choice. “One a.m. at the front entrance. I won’t be seen.”
“And you’ll bring the glass…”
“Yes.” Can you say broken record? “I’ll bring the glass.”
“I’ll see you then.”
I ended the call without saying good-bye. Once Fallon played his part, I’d try to find a way to notify someone that he had Reaver’s hourglass. A double cross, and dishonorable, but whoever said there was honor amongst thieves?
Chapter 19
