Hawker pointed out into the jungle. “We didn’t do so bad last night. We’re alive. And we lit those things up pretty good. Some of them are going to die off, others will lick their wounds and stay away, and that means less of them around to bother us tonight.”
That thought seemed to bolster McCarter. “That makes sense,” he said. “But they will be coming back.”
“Yeah,” Hawker said. “I’m guessing they will. We just have to make sure we’re ready for them this time. More ready than we were yesterday.”
“And how do we do that?” McCarter asked.
“First off, we need to do some research,” Hawker said.
McCarter’s face brightened. “Research,” he said. “I like research. What are you thinking?”
“Yeah,” Danielle said suspiciously as she wrapped McCarter’s arm in new gauze. “What
Hawker pointed toward the forest again. “We have to go out there and poke around in the trees for a bit. Take a look at a few things.”
McCarter’s face showed a negative opinion of that plan. “Did I tell you how much I hate research? Can’t stand the stuff.”
Danielle laughed as she finished taping off his new bandage.
“No, seriously,” he said. “I always have the assistants do it for me.”
“Nice try,” she told him. “But he suckered you on that one.”
A minute later Hawker and McCarter were grabbing two radios. The first one sounded intermittent and weak.
Hawker grabbed a second one and clicked the mike; it seemed to be working. “This one’s good.”
“Try to make it last,” Danielle said. “The charger’s down.”
Hawker clipped the radio to his belt. “Great,” he said. “We’ll be living like the Amish soon.”
Danielle watched as Hawker grabbed his rifle and led a reluctant, but far more positive Professor McCarter across the clearing. Despite his humor she sensed a great weight on Hawker’s shoulders, the weight of expectations put upon him by the others. They looked to him for hope, trusting him to get them home. As long as he believed they could survive, then they believed it too, but if he faltered or hedged his words, they would sense it and their own hearts would fall.
As he walked toward the trees, she found herself thinking about him on a deeper level and wondering how he’d become who he was. And she found herself sitting next to the one person in the world who probably knew the answer.
She turned to Verhoven, who sat on the edge of his foxhole, awkwardly loading clips with his one good hand. “Tell me about Hawker,” she said.
Verhoven looked up briefly and then went back to the task at hand. He didn’t seem interested.
She produced a tin of tobacco, one Kaufman’s people had taken from him. “I’ll make it worth your while.”
Verhoven cut his eyes at her, a sly grin on his face suggesting he appreciated her style of bargaining. “What do you want to know?”
She handed him the container. “You worked together before, right?”
“A long time back.”
“So what happened? How’d you become enemies?”
Verhoven’s leathery face wrinkled as he pulled a wad of dark tobacco from the container and shoved it into the side of his mouth. “I tried to kill him,” he said plainly.
Danielle was shocked. She’d guessed at some type of pride-filled argument, a strategic disagreement, a fight over money or action or even a girl.
“Or so he thinks,” Verhoven elaborated.
“Why would he think that?” she asked.
Verhoven exhaled grumpily before continuing. “At one time Hawker and I were friends,” he said. “Good friends, despite our differences. We were working in Angola, Hawker with the CIA, me with South African Special Forces. Our job was to stir up resistance to the regime that had been oppressing the place for thirty years. It was a hell of a job, it always is out there. Eventually Hawker made some choices that put him in opposition to everyone he knew, including me.”
“I know a little bit of it,” she said. “I know he violated some orders.”
Verhoven spat the first shot of tobacco juice onto the ground. The act seemed to bring him great joy. “There are orders,” he said, “and then there are orders. Some are even given with the expectation that they’ll be disregarded, especially in that world. But others are the law.”
“Hawker disobeyed the wrong kind.”
Verhoven put the can of tobacco into his breast pocket, picked up a new clip to load.
“Yes,” he said. “But it’s not that simple really. To understand what happened, to really understand, you have to first understand Africa.”
He shoved another cartridge into place. “Aside from my country, most of the continent exists in a state of intractable, cyclical anarchy. Show me a nation, I’ll show you a war. Show me another, I’ll show you a genocide or two. Angola was no different. The CIA had been there for decades, most of it spent supporting a lunatic named Jonas Savimbi. By the time Hawker got there they’d realized that the man was no better than a mad killer. So they began to diversify. Hawker and I worked with the smaller groups, the ones not linked to Savimbi. In any other place they would have been allies, united against a common enemy, but reason and logic mean precious little in Africa, and Savimbi saw that as a threat. And so a deal was struck, the kind that leaves certain parties out in the cold.”
“Your parties,” she guessed.
Verhoven nodded. “The money was to stop, the guns were to stop and the tribes Hawker and I had been working with were to be left on their own, to fend for themselves with an entire division of the Angolan army bearing down on them, smelling blood and looking for someone to make an example out of.”
So that was the order Hawker had disobeyed. Of course it wasn’t in the file; it would never be officially written in the first place. “And Hawker kept arming them,” she guessed.
“As best he could,” Verhoven said. “He’d made fast friends with them. Given his word. So he went outside the ropes, buying guns and weapons on the Agency’s account, and stealing them after the Agency cut him off.”
Verhoven paused in the narrative to load a few more shells. “Your government didn’t like that much and they asked us to stop him and bring him in. Well, we did, eventually. And while Hawker sat rotting in one of my camps, the Angolans massacred those people.”
Danielle looked away, feeling ill.
Verhoven continued. “While the CIA tried to figure out what to do with him, a man named Roche walked into Hawker’s cell and shot him in the chest. Hawker thinks I ordered it.”
“Why would he think that?” she asked.
“Officially, Roche was under my command,” Verhoven said. “In reality, he took orders from someone in Pretoria. It seems my people and I had been involved with Hawker for too long to be trusted with the real job of catching him. So Roche and his special team came out to do the job, but for the better part of a year Hawker made them look like fools, hiding, moving, even getting away from a sting Roche had set up with the weapons and the money. As it looked, Roche was about to be replaced when he finally succeeded.”
Verhoven sucked at his teeth and his voice turned. “The first time I saw Hawker after Roche caught him, I barely recognized him. They’d beat him to a bloody mess.”
“You couldn’t stop it?” she asked.
Verhoven glared at her coldly. “I told you, Roche didn’t answer to me.”
Danielle leaned back, taking a deep breath and scuffing the dirt at the bottom of the foxhole with her boot.
On Verhoven’s side another shell went into the clip, another shot of tobacco juice into the dirt.
“How did it go down?” she asked.
“I don’t know exactly,” he said. “I heard a shot and when I came in I found Hawker on the ground bleeding
