has a reputation for craziness. There are sixteen of them living in the Dunn house, and at least a third are nuts. Amy isn’t crazy, though. Not yet. She’s neglected and lonely, and like any little kid left on her own too much, she finds ways to amuse herself.
I’ve never seen anyone hit Amy or curse her or anything like that. The Dunns do care what people think of them. But no one pays any attention to her, either. She spends most of her time playing alone in the dirt. She also eats the dirt and whatever she finds in it, including bugs. But not long ago, just out of curiosity, I took her to our house, sponged her off, taught her the alphabet, and showed her how to write her name. She loved it. She’s got a hungry, able little mind, and she loves attention.
Tonight I asked Cory if Amy could start school early.
Cory doesn’t take kids until they’re five or close to five, but she said she’d let Amy in if I would take charge of her. I expected that, though I don’t like it. I help with the five and six year olds, anyway. I’ve been taking care of little kids since I was one, and I’m tired of it. I think, though, that if someone doesn’t help Amy now, someday she’ll do something a lot worse than burning down her family’s garage.
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Parable of the Sower
WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 19,
2025
Some cousins of old Mrs. Sims have inherited her house. They’re lucky there’s still a house to inherit. If it weren’t for our wall, the house would have been gutted, taken over by squatters, or torched as soon as it was empty. As it was, all people did was take back things they had given to Mrs. Sims after she was robbed, and take whatever food she had in the house. No sense letting it rot. We didn’t take her furniture or her rugs or her appliances. We could have, but we didn’t. We aren’t thieves.
Wardell Parrish and Rosalee Payne think otherwise.
They’re both small, rust-brown, sour-looking people like Mrs. Sims. They’re the children of a first cousin that Mrs. Sims had managed to keep contact and good relations with. He’s a widower twice over, no kids, and she’s been widowed once, seven kids.
They’re not only brother and sister, but twins. Maybe that helps them get along with each other. They damn sure won’t get along with anyone else.
They’re moving in today. They’ve been here a couple of times before to look the place over, and I guess they must have liked it better than their parents’ house. They shared that with 18 other people. I was busy in the den with my class of younger school kids, so I didn’t meet them until today, though I’ve heard Dad talking to them— heard them sit in our living room and insinuate that we had cleaned out Mrs. Sims’s house before they arrived.
Dad kept his temper. “You know she was robbed during the month before she died,” he said. “You can check with the police about that— if you haven’t already. Since then the community has protected the house. We haven’t used it or stripped it. If you choose to live among us, you should understand that. We help each other, and we don’t steal.”
“I wouldn’t expect you to say you did,” Wardell Parrish muttered.
His sister jumped in before he could say more.
“We’re not accusing anyone of anything,” she lied.
“We just wondered… . We knew Cousin Marjorie had some nice things— jewelry that she inherited from her mother… Very valuable… .
“Check with the police,” my father said.
“Well, yes, I know, but… .”
“This is a small community,” my father said. “We all know each other here. We depend on each other.”
There was a silence. Perhaps the twins were getting the message.
“We’re not very social,” Wardell Parrish said. “We mind our own business.”
Again his sister jumped in before he could go on.
“I’m sure everything will be all right,” she said. “I’m sure we’ll get along fine.”
I didn’t like them when I heard them. I liked them even less when I met them. They look at us as though we smell and they don’t. Of course, it doesn’t matter whether I like them or not. There are other people in the neighborhood whom I don’t like. But I don’t trust the Payne-Parrishes. The kids seem all right, but the adults… . I wouldn’t want to have to depend on them. Not even for little things.
Payne and Parrish. What perfect names they have.
SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 22, 2025
We ran into a pack of feral dogs today. We went to the hills today for target practice— me, my father, Joanne Garfield, her cousin and boyfriend Harold-Harry—
Balter, my boyfriend Curtis Talcott, his brother Michael, Aura Moss and her brother Peter.
Our other adult guardian was Joanne’s father Jay.
He’s a good guy and a good shot. Dad likes to work with him, although sometimes there are problems.
The Garfields and the Balters are white, and the rest of us are black. That can be dangerous these days.
On the street, people are expected to fear and hate everyone but their own kind, but with all of us armed and watchful, people stared, but they let us alone.
Our neighborhood is too small for us to play those kinds of games.
Everything went as usual at first. The Talcotts got into an argument first with each other, then with the Mosses. The Mosses are always blaming other people for whatever they do wrong, so they tend to have disputes outstanding with most of us. Peter Moss is the worst because he’s always trying to be like his father, and his father is a total shit. His father has three wives. All at once. Karen, Natalie, and Zahra. They’ve all got kids by him, though so far, Zahra, the youngest and prettiest, only has one.
Karen is the one with the marriage license, but she let him get away with bringing in first one, then another new woman into the house and calling them his wives. I guess the way things are, she didn’t think she could make it on her own with three kids when he brought in Natalie and five by the time he found Zahra.
