Amber did not answer.
“You might even have some chance against me since I’m no healer. He’d have none at all.” He sounded like Darah.
“Do you really want my life now?” Amber asked softly. “Are you trying to move him out of your way so you can kill me?”
He smiled. “I doubt that that would be necessary. Believe it or not, what I’m trying very hard to do is keep both of you alive.”
“Then what do you want from me?”
“For now, a link. I want you to open and let me see what slowly lethal thing you may already have done to my body. Then I want a link that will let me know if you try to do it again. Only that in place of the beating you deserve.”
“I’m linked with Teray.”
“That’s your problem?and his. To keep you from murdering me, I need a link with you. You warned me, after all. Refuse, and I’ll have to kill you here and now.”
She stared at him for several seconds, then looked at Teray helplessly.
“If you decide to fight, I’ll stand with you,” he said.
“No.”
“We have a chance. Your strength coupled with mine…”
“No, Teray.” She coughed and then was still for
a moment, as though making some inner adjustment. “Not now. Not unless I have to, and especially not with you. I’m too tired, drained. I might fail you.” She hesitated. “Shall I break our link?”
“Break it? No, of course not.”
“But you’ll be joined with him through me.”
“Only incidentally. He won’t be able to read me any more than he already does. He and I are too far apart.”
“But… he’ll be more aware of you. You won’t be able to…”
“Take him by surprise? I probably couldn’t anyway. Besides, if you want our link broken, you don’t have to ask. You can just break it.”
“I don’t want to. I should, for your sake, but I don’t want to. I want you with me.”
He only looked at her, loving her, wanting her, knowing that somehow he had to take her from Coransee. As he had to have his own freedom, he had to have her.
She turned away from the intensity of his gaze and he felt a flickering of fear in her. Fear of him?
A moment later she opened to Coransee. Teray had no awareness of the exact communication that passed between them. That they held private. Only through the link could he feel her fear suddenly expand, grow momentarily to terror, then lessen just as he was about to interfere. It lessened to anger, humiliation,
hatred.
Then, as her emotions settled, Teray became aware of Coransee as a part of the link. The Housemaster was an intruder, unwelcome, bringing discomfort to the link for the first time. Teray tried to rid himself of the sensation of being mentally invaded. He knew that Coransee could not reach his thoughts unless he opened. Yet the feeling would not go away.
Teray ran his hand through his hair, wondering how he could ever learn to live with such a sensation. The constant feeling of being watched, spied on, by a hostile presence.
Amber, jaws clenched, caught his hand and held it. Teray realized how much more aware of the sensation she must be. She was linked directly. He was only receiving through her. Through his link, he offered her sustaining strength. After a moment of hesitation she accepted it.
With a start, he realized that she was near collapse. Healing such a serious wound when she was already so tired had weakened her greatly. And despite whatever she had eaten, she was ravenously hungry. He put his arm around her.
“Can we rest here for a while?” he asked Coransee. “You can probably feel how far gone she is.”
“Is she?” Coransee glanced at Amber. “Tell him what you were going to do to me.”
“What difference does it make? I can’t do it now
without alerting you ahead of time.”
“I said tell him!”
She glanced at Teray, then looked down at the sand. “I was going to try to kill him tonight while he slept. The way we kill Clayarks. It might have worked if I could have caught him completely off guard.”
Coransee nodded grimly. “Anytime you want to try your luck, healer, you can face me. But it will be face to face,with both of us wide awake.”
She said nothing.
“Now, are you ready to go on or are you too tired?”
“I’m tired, Lord, but I can go on.”
Teray started to protest, but the look Amber gave him kept him silent.
“Get to your horses, then,” said Coransee. He went away, shouting to the others to mount up.
“At this point,” said Amber softly, “I think he would have killed me regardless of the damage I’d do him before I died. Killed me and left me here. He’s angry enough to take the risk. He still has the nerve to be outraged when he finds someone else trying to take unfair advantage.”
“Would you really have done it?”
