from doing what you choose. And if you want help, people will help you.?
?I?ll gather knowledge,? Tiikuchahk insisted. ?Maybe while I?m doing that, I?ll see some work that I want to do.?
?This is Lo aj Toaht,? Dichaan said, leading them into one of the vast living areas. Here grew great treelike structures bigger than any tree Akin had ever seen on Earth. Lilith had said they were as big as high-rise office buildings, but that had meant nothing to Akin. They were living quarters, storage space, internal support structures, and providers of food, clothing, and other desired substances such as paper, waterproof covering, and construction materials. They were not trees but parts of the ship. Their flesh was the same as the rest of the ship?s flesh.
When Dichaan touched his head tentacles to what appeared to be the bark of one of them, it opened as walls opened at home, and inside was a familiar room, empty of resister-style furniture but containing several platforms grown for sitting or for holding containers of food. The walls and platforms were all a pale yellow-brown.
As the three of them entered, the wall on the opposite side of the room opened, and three Oankali Akin had never seen before came in.
Akin drew air over his tongue and his sense of smell told him that the male and female newcomers were Lo?close relatives, in fact. The ooloi must be their mate. There was no scent of family familiarity to it at all as there would have been if it had been ooan Dichaan. These were not parents, then. But they were relatives. Dichaan?s brother and sister and their ooloi mate, perhaps.
The adults came together silently, head and body tentacles tangling together, locking together in intense feeling. After a time, probably after feelings and communications had slowed, cooled to something a child could tolerate, they drew Tiikuchahk in, handling and examining it with great curiosity. It examined them as well and made their acquaintance. Akin envied it its head tentacles. When the adults released it and took him into their midst, he could taste only one of them at a time, and there was no time to savor them all as he wished. Children and resisters were easier to cope with.
Yet these people welcomed him. They could see themselves in him and see his alien Humanity. The latter fascinated them, and they chose to take the time to perceive themselves through his senses.
The ooloi was particularly fascinated by him. Taishokaht its name was?Jahtaishokahtlo lei Surohahwahj aj Toaht. He had never touched a Jah ooloi before. It was shorter and stockier than ooloi from the Kaal or Lo. In fact, it was built rather like Akin himself, although it was taller than Akin. Everyone was taller than Akin. There was a feeling of intensity and confidence to the ooloi and a feeling almost of humor?as though he amused it very much, but it liked him.
?You don?t know what an intricate mix you are,? it told him silently. ?If you?re the prototype for Human-born males, there are going to be a great many of us who settle for daughters only from our Human mates. And that would be a loss.?
?There are several others now,? Dichaan told it aloud. ?Study him. Maybe you?ll mix the first for Lo Toaht.?
?I don?t know whether I?d want to.?
Akin, still in contact with it, broke the contact and drew back to look at it. It wanted to. It wanted to badly. ?Study me all you want,? he said. ?But share what you learn with me as much as you can.?
?Trade, Eka,? it said with amusement. ?I?ll be interested to see how much you can perceive.?
Akin was not sure he liked the ooloi. It had a soft, paper-dry voice and an attitude that irritated Akin. The ooloi did not care that Akin was clearly going to be male and was close to metamorphosis. To it, he was eka: sexless child. Child trying to make adult bargains. Amusing. But that was what Dichaan had promised Tiikuchahk. They would be helped and taught with a certain lack of seriousness. In a sense, they would be humored. Children who lived in the safety of the ship did not have to grow up as quickly as those on Earth. Except for young ooloi who underwent two metamorphoses with their subadult years between, everyone was allowed a long, easy childhood. Even the ooloi were not seriously challenged until they proved they were to be ooloi?until they reached the subadult stage. No one abducted them in infancy or carried them around by their arms and legs. No one threatened them. They did not have to keep themselves alive among well-meaning but ignorant resisters.
Akin looked at Dichaan. ?How can it be good for me to be treated as though I were younger than I am?? he asked. ?What lesson is condescension supposed to teach me about this group of my people??
He would not have spoken so bluntly if Lilith had been with him. She insisted on more respect for adults. Dichaan, though, simply answered his questions as he had expected. ?Teach them who you are. Now they only know what you are. Both of you.? He focused for a moment on Tiikuchahk. ?You?re here to teach as well as to learn.? Which was just about what Taishokaht had said, but Taishokaht had said it as though to a much younger child.
At that moment, for no reason he could understand, Tiikuchahk touched him, and they fell into their grating, dissonant near-synchronization.
?This is what we are, too,? he said to Taishokaht?only to hear the same words coming from Tiikuchahk. ?This is what we need help with!?
The three Oankali tasted them, then drew back. The female, Suroh, drew her body tentacles tight against her and seemed to speak for all of them.
?We heard about that trouble. It?s worse than I thought.?
?It was wrong to separate them,? Dichaan said softly.
Silence. What was there to say? The thing had been done by consensus years before. Adults of Earth and Chkahichdahk had made the decision.
?I know a Tiej family with an ooloi child,? Suroh said. There could be no boy children, no girl children among the Oankali, but a subadult ooloi was often referred to as an ooloi child. Akin had heard the words all his life. Now adults would find an ooloi child for him and for Tiikuchahk. The thought made him shudder.
?My closest siblings have an ooloi child,? Taishokaht said. ?It?s young, though. Just through its first metamorphosis.?
?Too young,? Dichaan said. ?We need one who understands itself. Shall I stay and help choose??
?We?ll choose,? the male said, smoothing his body tentacles flat against his skin. ?There?s more than one problem to be solved here. You?ve brought us something very interesting.?
?I?ve brought you my children,? Dichaan said quietly.
