and dark, comfortably well-kept and old. Blake had to fight off the feeling of security it seemed to offer. He sat on a sofa with his daughters on either side of him.
'Doc?' Eli said. Blake looked at him.
'I wonder if I can stop you from getting hurt.'
'Forget it,' Ingraham said. 'He's going to have to try something. Just like you'd have to in his place.' 'Yeah. Listen, you still have that knife?'
'Sure.'
Eli nodded, gestured with one hand. 'Come on.' 'You mark the wall and Meda'll find some way to get you, man.' 'I'm not going to mark the damn wall. Come on.'
'Don't break my knife either.' Ingraham reached toward his boot, then his hand seemed to blur. Something flashed toward Eli, Eli blurred, and the floorboards beneath Blake's feet vibrated. Blake looked down, saw that there was a large, heavy knife buried in the floor between his feet. It had hit the wood just short of the oriental rug. He gave Eli a
single outraged glance, then seized the knife, meaning to pull it free. It remained rooted where it was. He pulled again,
using all his strength. Still the knife did not move. It occurred to him that he was making a fool of himself. He sat up straight and glared at Eli.
Eli looked tired and unamused. 'Just a trick, Doc.' He got up, walked over, and tugged the knife free with little apparent effort. With one long arm, he handed it handle-first to Ingraham, while keeping his attention on Blake. 'I know we look scrawny and sick,' he said. 'We look like one of us alone would equal nothing at all. But if you're going
to survive, you have to understand that guns or no guns, you're no match for us. We're faster, better coordinated,
stronger, and some other things you wouldn't believe yet.'
'You think a circus trick is going to make us believe you're superhuman?' Rane demanded. Blake had felt her jump and cringe when the knife hit. She had been frightened, so now she had to attack. His first impulse was to shut her up, but he held back, remembering the value Eli had placed on her. Eli might tell her to shut up himself, but he would not hurt her just for talking. And she might get something out of him.
'We're not superhuman,' Eli said quietly. 'We're not anything you won't be eventually. We're just . . . different.' 'And sometimes you hurt,' Keira whispered.
Eli looked at her-looked until she stopped studying the pattern on the rug and looked back. 'It isn't like your pain,' he said. 'It isn't as clean as your pain.'
'Clean?'
'Mine is kind of like what an addict might feel when he tries to kick his habit.' 'Drugs?'
'No drugs, I promise you. We don't even use aspirin here.' 'I use things, I have to.'
'We won't stop you.'
'What are you?' she pleaded suddenly. 'Please tell us.'
Eli put his hands behind his back, though not before Blake noticed that they were trembling.
'Hey,' Ingraham said softly. 'You okay?'
Eli glanced at him angrily. 'No, I'm not okay. Are you okay?'
Keira looked from one of them to the other, then spoke to Eli. 'What is it you're keeping yourself from doing to me?' 'Kerry,' Rane cautioned. That was a switch-Rane cautioning. Blake wanted to stop Keira himself, would have stopped her, had he not wanted an answer as badly as she did.
'Give me your hands,' Eli said to her. 'No!' Blake said, suddenly wary.
But Keira was already extending her hands, palms up, toward Eli. Blake grabbed her hands and pulled them down. 'You made a promise!' he said to Eli. 'You said you'd keep her safe!'
'Yes.' Eli's coloring looked worse than ever in the cool dimness of the room. His voice was almost too soft to be heard.
'I said that.' He was perspiring heavily. 'What were you going to do?'
'Answer her question. Nothing else.'
Blake did not believe him, but saw no point in saying so. Eli smiled as though Blake had spoken the thought aloud anyway. He unclasped his hands, and Blake noticed that even they were dripping wet. Diaphoresis, Blake thought. Excessive sweating-symptomatic of what? Emaciation, trembling, bad coloring, now sweating-plus surprising strength, speed, and coordination. God knew what else. Symptomatic of what?
'Want to hear something funny, Doc?' Eli said in an oddly distant voice. He held his wrist where Blake could see it and pointed to a small double scar that looked black against his gray-brown skin. 'A couple of weeks ago while I was helping with the building, I got careless about where I put my hand. A rattlesnake bit me.' Eli laughed hollowly. 'You know, the damn thing died.'
He turned stiffly and went to the door, no longer laughing. 'Eli?' Ingraham said.
'I got to get out of here for a while, man, I'm getting punchy. I'll be back.' Eli stumbled out the door and away from the house. When Blake could no longer hear him, he spoke to Ingraham. 'That did look like a snakebite scar,' he said. 'What the hell do you think it was?' demanded Ingraham. 'I was there. The rattler bit him, tried to crawl off, then
doubled up a few times and died. We kept the tail. Fifteen-bead rattle.'
Blake decided he was being lied to. He sighed and leaned back in silent rejection of whatever fantasy might come next. 'This whole thing is going to be hard on you, Doc,' Ingraham said. 'You're going to want to ignore just about everything we say because none of it makes any sense in the world you come from. You'll deny and Rane will try to deny and it won't make a damn bit of difference because one way or another, all three of you are here to stay.'
PAST 5
The dogs were winning.
They had attacked almost in unison, furiously, angered by his alien scent. Together, they managed to bring him down before he could hurt either of them. Then the smaller one, who appeared to be part Doberman, bit into the arm he had thrown up to protect his throat.
Pain was the trigger that threw him into his changed body's version of overdrive. Moving faster than the dogs could follow, he rolled, came to his feet, locked both hands together and battered the smaller dog down in midair. The dog gave a short shrieking cry, fell, and lay twitching on the ground.
The larger dog leaped for his throat. He threw himself to one side, avoiding its teeth, but hunger and weariness had taken their toll. He stumbled, fell. The dog lunged again. He knew he could not avoid it this time, knew he was about to die.
Then there was a thunderous sound-a shot, he realized. The dog landed awkwardly, unhurt, but startled by the sound. There was human shouting. Someone pulled the dog back before it could renew its attack.
He looked up and saw a man standing over him, holding an old shotgun. In that brief moment, he noted that the man was frightened both of him and for him, that the man did not want to do harm, but certainly would in self-defense, that
this man, according to his body language, would not harm anything helpless.
That was enough.
He let his weariness, hunger, and pain take him. Leaving his abused body to the care of the stranger with the out-of- date conscience and the old- fashioned shotgun, he passed out.
When he came to, he was in a big, cool, blue-walled room, lying in a clean, comfortable bed. He smiled, lay still for a while, taking mental inventory of his already nearly healed injuries. His arm had been bitten and torn in three places.
His hands and arms had been scratched and bruised. His legs were bruised. Some of this was from climbing the rocks
to this house. Some was from climbing out of the red volcanic mountains where he had hidden when the ship was destroyed. His muscles ached and he was thirsty again. But more important, he was intensely hungry. Food was available now. He could smell it. Someone was cooking pork, roasting it, he thought, so that the savory meat smell drifted through the house and seemed almost edible itself. His body required more food than a normal person's and in spite of his desert kills, he had been hungry for days. The food smells now made him almost sick with hunger.
He found a pitcher of water and a glass on the night table next to his bed. He drank all the water directly from the pitcher, then sat up and looked himself over.
He had been bathed, and clothed in someone's gray pajamas. Whoever had removed his coverall and bathed him was probably ill. They would not realize it for about three weeks, but when the symptoms began to make themselves felt,
chances were, his rescuer would go to a doctor and pass the infection on beyond this isolated place. And chances were,
neither the rescuer nor the doctor would survive-though, of course, both would live long enough to infect others. Many others. Both would be infectious long before they began to exhibit symptoms. The doctor would not recognize the illness, would probably give it first to family and friends.
The ship had died, the three people he had come to love. most had died with it to prevent the epidemic he had probably just begun. He should have died with them. But of the four, only his enhanced survival drive had saved him-much against his will. He had been a prisoner within his own skull, cut off from conscious control of his body. He had watched himself running for cover, saving himself, and thus nullifying the sacrifice of the others. To his sorrow, to his ultimate shame, he, and he alone, had brought the first extraterrestrial life to Earth.
What could he do now? Could he do anything? Was not the whole matter literally out of his hands? Had it ever been otherwise?
A woman came into the room. She was tall and rangy and about fifty-too old to attract his interest in any dangerous
way.
'So,' she said, 'you're among the living again. I thought you might be. Are you hungry?' 'Yes,' he croaked. He coughed and tried again. 'Please, yes.'
'Coming right up,' the woman said. 'By the way, what's your name?'
'Jake,' he lied. 'Jacob Moore.' Jake
