“Then you thought wrong? What really went on here,” he flung out an arm toppling over a vase, “is that you’ve been itching to get your hands on this room, the one place in this house that I’ve called my own, because you thought it wasn’t up to your standards as a professional interior designer.”
“Ben, I went to a lot of effort”-I did not add that I had also spent an unconscionable amount of money-“to do this for you.”
“No, Ellie,” he had never before spoken to me so coldly, “you did it for you.” Before I could summon up an answer the telephone rang. Feeling relieved at having a reason to leave the room and its suddenly icy atmosphere, I went out into the hall to answer it. When I returned Ben was back to standing with his arms folded.
“That was Mrs. Malloy,” I said bleakly, “phoning from the detective agency.” He continued standing, staring, silent. “She’s been cleaning there in the evenings for the past few weeks. She asked if I could bring her a lipstick she left behind when she was here last. And as it seems to me you’re not too keen on my company at the moment, perhaps taking it to her now would be a good idea.”
“Should I hire her employer to locate my missing items, or am I likely to find them if I rummage in the attic?” He raised what would have been described in a romance novel as a dark, sardonic eyebrow.
“There’s no need to be hateful.” I blinked away tears and escaped from the room and out of the house with my raincoat half on and my head in a desperate whirl. Would there ever be a good time to tell him the extent of what he deemed my wicked betrayal? Could my once faithful daily helper Mrs. Malloy offer words of wisdom? After all she had been married herself-more times than she could remember, as she was fond of reminding me. Or would she stick to telling me that I’d made a complete hash of things? It didn’t matter. Nothing much mattered. There was no point in telling myself that there were real tragedies going on in the world at that very moment: life savings being lost, nice old people being ill-treated by their relatives, murders being plotted. All I could think about was Ben’s wretched ingratitude.
As I drove out onto Cliff Road the curtain came down in a heavy gauze of rain, behind which my unhappy thoughts were left wandering on stage like lost souls in search of a script.
Two
It was no fit night for man nor beast, let alone a female in distress, to be out and about in Mucklesby. Rain lashed against the windows as I parked the car. The wind howled at the top of its lungs when I stepped out onto the curb. The moon peeked furtively out from behind a muffler of clouds. Tucking my already drenched hair under my raincoat collar, I stood under a streetlight to study the address on the scrap of paper I had pulled from my pocket. Thirteen Falcon Way. According to the instructions given to me by Mrs. Malloy this should be the street. And a nasty, seedy place it was with its boarded-up shop windows, graffiti-covered walls and a rusted chain-link fence surrounding a vacant parking lot. A couple of straggly haired youths sidled past me followed by a woman who smelled the worse for drink.
On spotting the lighted doorway of a cafe, I nipped inside. It was crowded with half-a-dozen tables covered with dark green oil cloths upon which sat bottles of tomato sauce and pink plastic salt and pepper shakers. Only one chair at one table was occupied, by a man having a bad hair day. He should have kept on the hat that was set down at his elbow. On glancing my way he buried his face in the dog-eared menu. It didn’t surprise me. I had already decided that Mugglesby wasn’t the sort of place to welcome strangers-an unfair assessment, as was proved when a door behind the counter opened.
Out came a woman with at least three chins and a beehive hairdo. Her pink overall matched the salt and pepper shakers. When I said I had come in seeking directions she smiled as though I were a long lost friend.
“I’ll take this over to the gent and be right back with you, love,” she said. And on returning a few seconds later, having received not so much as a grunt from the man behind the menu, she went on brightly: “It’s a good thing he’s still here, or I’d have closed up a couple of hours ago. In wintertime I don’t stay open as a rule past 6:30. Might as well roll up the pavements after dark in this part of town. And just as well. Cuts down on the muggings. But I’m not one to hurry my customers.
“That’s kind.”
She gave me a concerned look. My puffy eyelids had to give the game away that I had been crying. “Always the silver lining isn’t there? Nasty raw evening to be wandering around lost. Now, tell me, where is it you’re looking for, love?” She stood nodding as I gave her the address. “You’re as near as to be almost there. This is Falcon Road. Turn left out the door and go to the corner. That’s Falcon Way. The building you want used to be the ironmonger’s. The bottom half’s shut up. But you can get in through the side door to go upstairs to that private detective’s place. That’s where you’re headed I take it?”
“Yes.”
“In some sort of trouble are you, love?”
“Nothing like that,” I said quickly. “I have to take something to a woman who works for him.”
“Well, that’s good.” Clearly she wasn’t sure whether to believe me. “A quiet sort of gent is Mr. Jugg. Comes in here once in a while for his lunch. Always has the cod and chips. Does mostly divorce work, as I understand it. Getting the dirt on husbands that are seeing someone on the side. Wives too I suppose. Marriage isn’t what it used to be. And I blame the telly. There’s not enough worth watching these days to keep people at home in the armchair. My own hubby started going out with the boys, so he said, Wednesday nights when they took off the snooker.” Her chins wobbled disconsolately. “How about I get you a cup of tea before you turn back out into the rain?”
I thanked her, but said I was already late. No doubt she supposed that I had an appointment with Mr. Jugg that would set him on the trail of an errant spouse and a buxom blonde. As I went out the door, I noticed that the man at the table was still holding up the menu and had not touched his baked beans. Focusing on such trivia kept my unhappiness at bay for a few moments. Once back in the street I concentrated on regretting that in my haste to leave the house I hadn’t had the sense to bring an umbrella. The pavement was as black and shiny as a freshly applied coat of tar. Rain-shrouded streetlights added a yellowish cast to the puddles that turned the road into a pond. Reaching the corner I turned into what in a more salubrious area might have been called a mews.
Here in Mucklesby, Falcon Way was merely an alley. Dust-bins stood rusting next to the crumbling steps. Scarred doors and rotted windowsills added to the grimness of the warehouse-style buildings. And the brick-paved road was so narrow it barely allowed room to park a bicycle let alone a car. A scrawny cat crept up along side me, mewing plaintively in hopes that I had a couple of kippers in my pocket. I felt wicked ignoring it. My own Tobias would be comfortably ensconced in his favorite chair in the warm kitchen. But this one could also belong to someone, I told myself. On spotting number thirteen, I went down a few feet of cracked pathway toward the side door the woman in the cafe had mentioned. It opened with a melancholy creak onto a dingy flight of steps. A lightbulb dangled from the stairwell. I climbed to a narrow landing where a glass door faced me. This one swung inward without audible protest.
I was now in an office that looked remarkably like the sort I had seen in old movies featuring hard-drinking, hard-boiled private detectives. There were a couple of battered-looking filing cabinets against one wall, a coat stand in the corner sprouting a trilby hat and a desk bare of all essentials except a bottle of bourbon and an overflowing ashtray. Save for a couple of chairs, the room was otherwise empty. An inner door opened.
Coming toward me was a woman whose face and figure were as familiar to me as my own. She had, after all, been an important part of my life since the first days of my marriage. Since our last meeting, however, her appearance had undergone a dramatic change. Where once she had worn black taffeta frocks better suited to a nightclub than turning out the guest bedroom, she now sported a miniskirt and tight angora sweater. Her hair, which had always been dyed black, was now platinum blond. Only her makeup was the same. But the familiar neon-coated eyelids, false eyelashes, brick-colored rouge and magenta lipstick did little to lessen my shock.
“So what do you think, Mrs. H.?” She twirled about on her four-inch heels.
I was thinking that I couldn’t say what I was thinking. Mrs. Malloy was a robustly built woman, and I suspected that she had to be wearing an iron ribbed corset under that skirt.
“Very nice,” I managed.
“That don’t sound overly enthusiastic.” Planting her hands on her hips, she jutted out her imposing bosom. “But all’s forgiven. I could tell you wasn’t yourself when I phoned. For a moment I didn’t think it was you speaking.”
