not seem to strike the right note. He looked up at Mr Borrodaile and waited for a response. Mr Smith blinked, he could not help it-no matter how intently he held a gaze he always gave the impression of timidity.
Mr Borrodaile grunted and began to talk about a beast he had shot at Cowpastures. It had been, the wet- lipped Mr Borrodaile insisted, a devil. Mr Smith did not quite grasp what position this devil would support in the argument. This embarrassed him, so although he nodded and held the big man's eye, he blinked more furiously than ever.
'Upon my word,' said Percy Smith and then began, assiduously, to dust his knees. Mr Borrodaile thought: A dog with fleas.
At the other end of the promenade, Oscar sat in his seat. He had his Tacitus with him. He had his Bible and his Book of Common Prayer. He had a bottle of Florida water, a tea-cup and a saucer and a copy of
There were passengers who, like people recently fallen in love, must matchmake for everyone around them. The parson did not know what sunsets he was missing. They brought them to him, also their zephyrs, their balmy breezes, their enthusiasm for a hammock beneath the night sky. The Northern Star was still visible but soon it would disappear from their lives, perhaps for ever. The young man with the fine-boned, china-white face smiled and nodded and his green eyes rested carefully, not intrusively, but respectfully, upon their burnt and passionate faces. He smiled and nodded, but was inexplicably resigned to sweating inside his suit. This stubbornness made some people quite
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cross, but Oscar had other side-effects of his phobia to contend with, and the most pressing was this: what size were the windows in Miss Leplastrier's stateroom?
He had promised to hear her confession, but then a steward had informed him that the windows in the first- class staterooms were so big 'you can see all the way to Japan.' This was exactly the type of view he must not have. He felt giddy even imagining it.
And yet he had promised. Two days had passed, and the unresolved obligation rested heavily upon him.
There were many Anglicans, the majority, who had held confession to be a very Puseyite idea, by which they meant it was popish and therefore wrong. But the sacrament was in the Book of Common Prayer and although he had never offered it to a stranger, he had often undertaken the service for poor Wardley-Fish who would periodically become so beset by his own sins that he would fall into a debilitating depression from which trough he could contemplate nothing but the damnation of his soul. Oscar had therefore come to see the sacrament of confession as an act of love, like nursing a sick friend, and although it often involved what was bad-smelling (the soul's secretions could be no less disturbing than the body's wastes) there was a profound satisfaction to be obtained from the service thus offered.
He did not, in the case of Miss Leplastrier, expect to have his charity so tested. He could not imagine her sins amounting to more than a little pride or covetousness. He would be pleased to offer her God's peace, but he could not do it if the windows were as large and giddy as he now feared.
His cowardice so tortured his mind that he was relieved when Mr Borrodaile came and offered him diversion by speaking of the tariffs between the colonies. He could more easily ignore the peripheral vision of Miss Leplastrier promenading above him on the first-class deck-he imagined her looking down on him, waiting for him to bring her that peace that passeth all understanding. Mr Borrodaile said it was an outrage that the people who lived in Wodonga should have to pay duty to get an item up from Melbourne. Oscar did not understand either the politics or the geography. This was not apparent to Mr Borrodaile who was not the sort to ask a lot of questions. He had no questions at all; although much to tell.
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children never saw a school, and the blasphemies and curses were shocking even to a man of the world like himself.
If Oscar had a thought to convert the blacks, he would be better off not to waste his time. The most remarkable fact about these 'chaps' was their total absence of religious belief. Every other nation, Mr Borrodaile asserted, rubbing the odd little plateau at the bridge of his aquiline noselike the arm of a leather chair, this part of his nose appeared shiny from wear-every other nation, no matter how savage, had some deities or idols of wood or stone, but the Australian blacks believed in nothing but a devil-devil which they thought would eat them. He had all this, not as hearsay, but from a black he had named 'Bullock' on account of his demeanour. Oscar could not help casting covert glances at Mr Borrodaile's large black shoes. He had never seen a pair so big. Mr Borrodaile also had large and violent hands protruding from his striped starched cuffs. He chewed his nails, right to the quick. Oscar watched the hands fold and rearrange themselves. Mr Borrodaile said there was opium and gambling in Sydney. He held Oscar's eyes when he said this, insisting on something Oscar could not fathom. His eyes were hooded; the whites had a damaged, bloodshot appearance. There were bars, Mr Borrodaile said dolefully, with 'gay girlies.' He said, also, that it was a practical place and that Oscar would soon have his face burnt red unless he took care to keep a hat on. He said it would do no harm to have some grace said at dinner and it was high time 'Your Reverence' stopped sitting by himself; and then he announced he was soon to take a stroll on deck, that two circuits made the mile, that it was no good asking 'Your Reverence' who gave new meaning to the term Glue-pot for it looked as if he were not only a Glue-pot himself but that he had also ('Ho ho') sat on one. Mr Borrodaile collected Mr Smith (who had been dozing in a club chair), relieved him of his
Oscar imagined himself watched by the pretty lady in first class. He arranged himself in a certain way which he hoped conveyed authority. He crossed a leg, straightened his back, and turned the pages of his book at regular intervals. He would ask Mr Smith to investigate the size of the firstclass windows on his behalf. Oscar stared at his Tacitus and waited. He stared at the page for perhaps twenty minutes until he heard Mr Smith's soft colonial vowels.
'Hello, Parson, still at your studies?',
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He threw himself down beside Oscar who retrieved his Florida water just in time,
'By Jove, Borrodaile sets a pace,' Percy Smith wiped his sweat-red brow with a handkerchief.
'He is still up there. 1 would say he has a five-foot stride. He left me by the bow.'
'And when you pace,' Oscar asked, putting his book away, 'do you pace past the first-class cabins?'
'Oh, 1 dare say we do, but it's such a cracking pace,' Percy Smith laughed, 'it is all pretty much of a blur and I would not know what
1 was passing with those great long legs of his. I am not criticizing. It is admirable. But I'm afraid I'm a disappointment to him in this heat. Now you,' he said, tapping Oscar's shin, 'have got the right configuration. He has his eye on you. He will get you on the deck with him, I guarantee you.'
'Oh, no.'
'He has mentioned it,' teased Mr Smith.
'Good grief.'
'He has compared my legs unfavourably with yours.'
'In length perhaps, not strength.'
'In strength, too.'
'He is mistook.'
'In strength, in every respect,' smiled Percy Smith. 'No, I am afraid you have been chosen. I have been retired. If I were a horse I fear I would be shot.'
'But I cannot go on deck, Mr Smith. It is quite impossible.'
'When you refused him cards, he understood you. He told me he had a great respect for you. But he is a man of strong feelings, and he's just as likely to take your refusal as a slur of some sort. But perhaps I am wrong. I have
