‘Oh God… oh God…’
‘We can’t say for certain at this stage that it is Julie, however we strongly suspect it may be.’
But Brenda Miller wasn’t listening.
Because, like her world, she had collapsed.
19
‘Well,that went as well as expected.’
Rose Martin was sitting on the Millers’ front doorstep, a Silk Cut clamped between her lips. She was drawing the smoke down deep, as if reinflating her lungs after giving the kiss of life.
Phil closed the front door behind him, sat down next to her.
Brenda Miller had been helped to the sofa and brought round. Cheryl Bland had made tea and Phil, as tactfully as possible, had told her what had happened. She had sat there blank-faced, her mouth slightly open, as if punch- drunk from a twelve-round heavyweight fight.
Rose drew in more smoke, put her head back, let it out in a huge, grey fountain, an artificial cloud against the blue sky. She turned to Phil.
‘It was a good investigation.’
‘I don’t doubt it.’
‘We did everything we could.’ There was a hardness in her eyes, almost an anger.
‘I’m sure you did.’
‘We had no leads. None at all. It was, literally, like she had vanished. We tried everything. We…’ She stubbed the cigarette out on the gravel, so hard the filter snapped off.
‘We’ll reinterview,’ said Phil. ‘Old boyfriends, work colleagues, family. Everyone. Go back to the beginning.’
She was nodding, not hearing his words, just waiting for him to finish so she could start speaking. ‘Back to the beginning. Start again. So that’s it, is it? You come in and take it away from me.’
‘That’s not the way it works. You know that.’ Phil’s voice calm and even, trying to talk down her anger.
‘MIS comes in and we just roll over. And you glory boys get your collar and make us ordinary CID plods look like brainless shits.’
Phil managed not to rise to her words. He knew she was upset and angry and looking for someone to lash out at. ‘You’re part of the team. We need you here. I need you here.’
‘Yeah.’
‘Why don’t you take a couple of hours off? Get your head together. Because you’re no use to me like this. And you’re no use to Julie Miller either.’
Rose didn’t get the chance to answer as two men came hurrying round the corner, up the drive. One of them trailing behind the other, weighed down by camera equipment.
‘Shit,’ said Phil, standing up.
Rose joined him. ‘You know them?’
‘Dave Terry and Adrian Macintyre. Freelancers. Both obnoxious twats.’
Rose smiled. ‘Is that your professional opinion?’
‘On every level. They’re local but they sell to the nationals. Trying to beat the competition to it. Wondered who’d be the first to work out where we were. Come on.’
Phil stepped in front of the two journalists, stopping their progress. The one with the camera, Adrian Macintyre, tried to dodge round him. Rose grabbed him.
‘Whoa there,’ she said.
‘Look, we’re just doing our jobs,’ said Dave Terry. ‘We’ve got as much right to be here as you two.’
‘No, you don’t,’ said Phil. ‘We haven’t confirmed that the body is Julie Miller so the last thing the family needs is you two pestering them. There’s no story here.’
‘Yeah?’ said Terry, a snide grin appearing on his face, ‘then what are you two doin’ here?’
‘Stopping people like you harassing innocent citizens,’ said Rose. ‘Now back off.’
‘Sorry, darlin’.’ Macintyre slipped Rose’s grasp and was round her.
‘Hey…’ She turned, gave chase up the drive, grabbed him easily. She turned him to face her.
‘Get your hands off me or I’ll do you for assault…’ He slid the camera bag from his arm, struggled to free himself. His face twisted with anger.
‘Want to get arrested? Yeah?’ Rose’s voice was rising.
‘Get your fuckin’ hands off me!’ Camera down, his fists were raised to reply.
‘Rose…’ Phil turned, made to go to her, but didn’t get that far.
From out of her pocket she produced a small canister and sprayed it in Macintyre’s face. His hands went immediately to his eyes and he fell to his knees, screaming.
Phil stared. She looked at him, anger still dancing in her eyes. ‘You saw what happened,’ she shouted. ‘He assaulted me. I was within my limits and defending myself. Right?’
Terry was standing open-mouthed. A smile crept over his features, his eyes still glassy. Phil could see the journalist’s mind working. Terry knew as well as Phil that DS Rose Martin had been not only out of order but also out of control. And that meant money.
Phil had to take action. He couldn’t give Rose a bollocking in front of the two journalists but he couldn’t let them get away to tell what had happened. He turned to Terry. ‘There’s no story here, right?’
Terry looked at him as if he was breaking a spell.
‘Right?’
He gave an ugly laugh. ‘Really? You don’t think so?’
Phil’s eyes hardened, his body language became tense, threatening. ‘At the moment your little mate is looking at assaulting a police officer and trespassing. What about you? Want to join him?’
‘There was only one person doing any assaulting here.’ Terry’s eyes were lit by a nasty light. He had found an even better story. ‘That’s how it’s going to read.’
Phil sighed. ‘I’m warning you…’
Terry laughed. ‘What you gonna do, Officer? Hit me as well?’
Phil sighed. ‘Here we go…’ He grabbed hold of Terry, turning him round and thrusting his arm up his back, reading him his rights as he did so.
Terry cried out in pain. ‘What… what you doin’?’
‘Arresting you.’ He turned to Rose. ‘Get the other one.’
She didn’t need to be told. Macintyre had slipped to his knees, hands rubbing his eyes and whimpering, kicking out his legs in pain. She roughly pulled his hands behind him, cuffed him.
They had the two journalists in armlocks and were preparing to take them to Phil’s Audi when the front door opened. Brenda Miller stood there, Cheryl Bland behind her.
‘What… what’s happening?’ she said, her voice distant and small as if trying to wake from a stubborn dream.
‘Journalists,’ said Rose Martin. ‘Trying to make your life hell. We stopped them.’ She couldn’t keep the triumph from her voice.
‘My life is already hell…’ the words screamed, her voice cresting before breaking down into sobs. Cheryl Bland put her arm around her, led her away from the door.
But not before she had fixed Phil with a look that spoke of pain and disappointment. At everything and everyone. At him.
He didn’t blame her. Pushing Terry inside the back of the Audi he felt the same way himself.
He got behind the steering wheel, started the car. Rose got into the passenger seat, eyes blazing with righteous anger. She was smiling. There was no sense of victory inside Phil. Only a hollowness.
Not trusting himself to speak, Phil drove to the station in silence. He put a CD into the player, wanting something to fill the empty space.
Doves:
It felt appropriate.
