Bitterblue

of the stairs. 'Help Thiel unwrap his bandage so that I may see his stitches.'

Not a little confused, Rood did as he was told. A moment later, the three of them gazed down upon a long, diagonal slice across Thiel's inner wrist and the base of his hand, neatly stitched.

'How did you do this?' Rood asked, clearly shaken.

'A broken mirror,' Thiel said flatly.

'A wound like this left unattended would be quite serious,' Rood said.

'This particular wound is rather over-attended,' said Thiel. 'Now, if you'll both allow me, there is much to do.'

'Thiel,' Bitterblue said quickly, wanting to keep him here beside her, but not knowing how. Would a question about the name of the river make things better or worse? 'The name of the river,' she ventured.

'Yes, Lady Queen?' he said.

She studied him for a moment, searching for an opening in the fortress of his face, the steel traps of his eyes, and finding nothing but a strange, personal misery. Rood put a hand on Thiel's shoulder and made tut-tut noises. Shaking him off, Thiel went to his stand. She noticed now that he was limping.

'Thiel?' said Bitterblue. She'd ask something else.

'Yes, Lady Queen?' whispered Thiel with his back to her.

'Would you happen to know the ingredients of bread?'

After a moment, Thiel turned to face her. 'A yeast of some kind, Lady Queen,' he said, 'as a leavening agent. Flour, which is, I believe, the ingredient with the largest share. Water or milk,' he said, gaining confidence. 'Perhaps salt? Shall I find you a recipe, Lady Queen?'

'Yes, please, Thiel.'

Thiel went off to find Bitterblue a recipe for bread, which was a ridiculous task for the queen's foremost adviser. Watching him as he limped through the door, she noticed that his hair was thinning on top. She'd never noticed that about him before, and it was somehow unbearable. She could remember Thiel dark-haired. She could remember him bossy and confident; she could also remember him broken and crying, confused, bleeding, on her mother's floor. She could remember Thiel a lot of ways, but she had never thought of him before as a man growing old.

SHE WENT TO the library next, stopping in her rooms to glare at her list of puzzle pieces. Snatching it out of the strange picture book and reading it again, she supposed that the list was a sort of cipher too, in the sense that each part of it meant something it wasn't saying yet. Fighting tears and fed up with worry, fed up with people who made no sense and lied, she wrote 'BALLS' in big letters across the bottom, a general expression of dissatisfaction with the state of all things. It could be a cipher, and 'balls' could be the key. Wouldn't that be blessedly simple?

Po, she thought as she stomped away to the library, the list clenched in her hand. Are you around? I have questions for you.

In the library, no one was at Death's desk except for the cat, curled tight in a ball, every vertebra sharp and visible. Bitterblue gave it a wide berth. Wandering room to room, she finally found Death standing between two rows of shelves, using a blank shelf before him as a desk for his furious scribbling. Pages and pages. He came to the end of one page, lifted the paper, shook it around to dry the ink, and pushed it aside, his writing hand already zipping across the next page before the last was disposed of. She almost couldn't believe how fast he was writing. He came to the end of that page and began another without pause. At the end of that page he began the next, then dropped his pen suddenly and stood with eyes closed, massaging his hand.

Bitterblue cleared her throat. Death jumped, flashing wide, uneven eyes at her. 'Ah, Lady Queen,' he said, not unlike the way someone checking a hole in an apple might say, 'Ah, worms.'

'Death,' Bitterblue said, waving her list at him, 'I have a list of questions. I want to know if you, as my librarian, know the answers or how to find them.'

Death looked thoroughly put out by this, as if she weren't asking him to do his precise job. He continued rubbing his hand, which she hoped was in an agony of cramps. Finally, wordlessly, he reached out and snatched the paper from her.

'Hey!' Bitterblue said, startled. 'Give that back!'

He glanced at it front and back, then returned it to her, not even looking at her, not seeming to look at anything, brow creased in thought. Bitterblue, remembering with alarm that once Death read something, he would recall it forever and never need to refer to it again, reread both sides of the paper herself, trying to assess the damage.

'A number of these questions, Lady Queen,' Death said, still peering into empty air, 'are a bit general, wouldn't you say? For example, the question 'Why is everybody crackpots?' and the question about why you're plagued by missing pieces everywhere—'

'That's not what I've come to you about,' said Bitterblue testily. 'I want to know if you know anything about what Leck did, and who, if anyone, is lying to me.'

'Regarding the middle question, about man's reasons for stealing a gargoyle, Lady Queen,' Death continued, 'criminality is a natural form of human expression. We are all part light and part shadow—'

'Death,' Bitterblue interrupted. 'Stop wasting my time.'

'Is 'BALLS' a question, Lady Queen?'

Bitterblue was now dangerously on the verge of doing something she would never forgive herself for: laughing. She bit her lip and changed her tone. 'Why did you give me that map?'

'Map, Lady Queen?'

'The little, soft leather one,' said Bitterblue. 'Why, when your work is so important and can bear no interruption, did you make a special trip to my office to deliver that map?'

'Because Prince Po asked me to, Lady Queen,' said Death.

'I see,' Bitterblue said. 'And?'

'And, Lady Queen?'

Bitterblue waited patiently, holding his eyes.

Finally, he relented. 'I have no idea who might be lying to you, Lady Queen. I have no reason to think that anyone would, beyond that it is a thing people do. And if you're asking me what King Leck did in secret, Lady Queen, you would know better than I. You spent more time with him than I did.'

'I don't know his secrets.'

'Nor do I, Lady Queen, and I've already told you that I know of no records he kept. Nor do I know of records kept by anyone else.'

She didn't like to give Death the satisfaction of knowing he'd caused her disappointment. She tried to turn away before he could see it in her face.

'I can answer your first question, Lady Queen,' he said to her back.

Bitterblue stopped in her tracks. The first question was Who are my 'first men'?

'The question refers, quite conspicuously, to the words written on the back of your list, doesn't it, Lady Queen?'

Teddy's words. 'Yes,' said Bitterblue, turning to face him again.

''I suppose the little queen is safe without you today, for her first men can do what you would,'' Death recited. ''Once you learn cutting and stitching, do you ever forget it, whatever comes between? Even if Leck comes between? I worry for her. It's my dream that the queen be a truthseeker, but not if it makes her someone's prey.' Were these words addressed to one of your healers, Lady Queen?'

'They were,' whispered Bitterblue.

'May I assume then, Lady Queen, that you are unaware that forty-some years ago, before Leck came to power, your advisers Thiel, Darby, Runnemood, and Rood were brilliant young healers?'

'Healers! Trained healers?'

'Then Leck murdered the old king and queen,' Death went on, 'crowned himself, and made the healers part of his advising team—perhaps 'coming between' the men and their medical profession, if you will, Lady Queen. These words seem to suggest that a healer some forty years ago is still a healer today, rendering you safe in the company of your 'first men,' your advisers, Lady Queen, even when your official healers are unavailable.'