Cemetery Dance

infinitely worse. The pressed hands, the whispered condolences, the looks of sympathy… she felt herself becoming queasy at the mere thought. She'd done all she could to avoid precisely such things at the museum.

And yet she had to do it. Bill was getting— would have been getting — an honorable mention for one of the awards. And he loved these elbow — rubbing drink — fests. It seemed a dishonor to his memory to skip it. Taking a deep breath, she stuffed the invitation back into her bag and strode on. She was still shaken up by their visit to the Ville the night before last: the terrible cries of the goat, the thing that had chased them. Had it been Fearing? Nora, unsure, hadn't mentioned it to D'Agosta. But the memory haunted her, made her jumpy. Maybe this is what she needed: to get out, mingle, put it behind her.

The Gotham Press Club was a narrow building vexed by a facade of extravagantly rococo marble. Nora ascended the stairs and passed through the cast — bronze doors, surrendering her coat at the check stand and receiving a ticket in return. Ahead, from the direction of the Horace Greeley Banquet Hall, she could hear music, laughter, and the tinkling of glasses. The feeling of dread increased. Adjusting the strap of her shoulder bag, she climbed the plush red carpet and passed into the oak — paneled hall.

The event had started an hour before, and the vast space was packed. The noise was deafening, everyone talking over one another to ensure no bon mot went unappreciated. At least half a dozen bars were arrayed along the walls: journalistic events like this were notorious bacchanals. Along the right wall, a temporary stage had been erected, supporting a podium festooned with microphones. She threaded her way through the crowds, moving away from the door toward the back of the hall. If she could park herself in an out — of — the — way corner, maybe she could watch the proceedings in peace without having to endure a lot of…

As if on cue, a nearby man made a point with a broad gesture, sending his elbow into her ribs. He turned, glaring at her briefly before his face broke into recognition. It was Fenton Davies, Bill's boss at theTimes. Standing in a half circle around him were a group of Bill's co — workers.

'Nora!' he exclaimed. 'How good of you to come. We're all so terribly, terribly sorry for your loss. Bill was one of the best — a fine reporter and a stellar human being.'

A chorus of agreement came from the circle of reporters.

Nora looked from face to sympathetic face. It was all she could do not to bolt. She forced herself to smile. 'Thank you. That means a lot.'

'I've been trying to get in touch with you. Have you gotten my calls?'

'I have, sorry. There've been so many details to clear up—'

'Of course, of course! I understand. No rush. It's just—' Here Davies lowered his voice, put his lips to her ear. ' — we've been approached by the police. They seem to think it might have had something to do with his work. If that's the case, then we at theTimes must know.'

'I'll make it a point to call you when… when I'm a little better able to cope.' Davies straightened up, resumed his normal voice. 'Also, we've been talking about organizing a memorial in Bill's name. The William Smithback award for excellence, or something along those lines. We'd like to talk to you about that, too, when you have a chance.'

'Certainly.'

'We're getting the word out, soliciting contributions. Maybe it could even become a part of this annual event.'

'That's really great. Bill would have appreciated it.'

Davies touched a hand to his bald pate and nodded, pleased.

'I'm just going to grab a drink,' Nora said. 'I'll catch up with you all later.'

'Would you like me to—' several voices began.

'That's all right, thanks. I'll be back.' And with one more smile Nora slipped away into the crowd.

She managed to gain the back of the room without encountering anyone else. She stood near the bar, trying to get her breathing under control. She never should have come. She was about to order a drink when she felt somebody touch her arm. With a sinking feeling she looked around only to see Caitlyn Kidd.

'Wasn't sure you'd be here,' the reporter said.

'You've recovered from the excitement?'

'Sure.' Caitlyn didn't exactly look recovered, though — her face was pale and a little drawn.

'I'm presenting the first award on behalf of the West Sider,' said Caitlyn, 'so I've got to go up now. Let's try to hook up before you leave. I have an idea for our next move.'

Nora nodded, and with a smile and a little wave the reporter disappeared into the milling crowd.

Turning back to the bartender, Nora ordered a drink, then retreated to a nearby spot against the bookcases lining the rear wall. There, standing between a bust of Washington Irving and an inscribed photograph of Ring Lardner, she watched the raucous gathering, quietly sipping her cocktail.

She glanced over at the stage. It was interesting that the West Sider was sponsoring one of the awards. No doubt the scrappy tabloid was trying to buy itself some respectability. Interesting, too, that Caitlyn was presenting…

She heard her name being called over the babel of voices. She scanned the crowd, frowning, searching for the source. There it was: a man of about forty, waving at her. For a moment, she drew a blank. Then, suddenly, she remembered the patrician features and yuppie haberdashery of Bryce Harriman. He had been her husband's nemesis during Bill's years at both thePost and theTimes. There were at least a dozen people between them, and it would take a minute or two for him to wade over.

She was willing to put up with a lot, but this was too much. Placing her half — empty drink on a nearby table, she ducked behind a portly man hovering nearby and then moved away into the crowd, out of Harriman's sight.

Just then, the lights dimmed and a man took the stage. The music ceased and the crowd noise died down.

'Ladies and gentlemen!' the man cried, hands grasping the podium. 'Welcome to the Gotham Press Club's annual awards ceremony. My name's McGeorge Oddon and I'm in charge of this year's nominating committee. I'm delighted to see all of you here. We have a wonderful evening in store for you tonight.'

Nora braced herself for a rambling introduction, full of self — referential anecdotes and lame jokes.

'I'd love to stand here, crack bad jokes, and talk about myself,' Oddon said. 'But we have a lot of awards to hand out this evening. So let's get right to it!' He plucked a card from his jacket pocket, scanned it quickly. 'Our first award is a new one for this year: the Jack Wilson Donohue Prize for Investigative Journalism, sponsored by theWest Sider. And here to present the five — thousand — dollar award on behalf of theWest Sider is that paragon of community journalists herself: Caitlyn Kidd!'

As Nora watched, Caitlyn took the stage to a chorus of applause, raucous cheers, and a few wolf whistles. She shook hands with Oddon, then plucked one of the microphones from its stand. 'Thanks, McGeorge,' she said. She looked slightly nervous in front of the large crowd, but her voice was strong and clear. 'West Sideris as young as this club is old,' she began. 'Some people say too young. But the fact is, our newspaper couldn't be happier to be a part of this evening. And with this new award, we're putting our money where our mouth is!'

A deluge of cheers.

'There are plenty of awards for journalistic excellence,' she continued. 'Most of them concentrate on the quality of the printed word. Or maybe its timeliness. Or — dare I say — political correctness.'

Jeers, moans, catcalls.

'But what about an award for sheer guts? For sheer doggedness of doing whatever it takes to get the story, get it right, get it now. For having — oh, all right — a set of brass balls!'

This time, the yells and applause shook the room itself.

'Because that's what West Sider is all about. Sure, we're a new paper. But that makes us all the hungrier.'

Even as the last round of cheers died away, there was a fresh commotion at one end of the hall.

'And so it's only right that the West Sider is sponsoring this new award!'

A strange shudder — half gasp, half moan — rippled through the room. Nora frowned, looking over the sea of heads. Over by the entranceway, the crowds were surging backward, clearing an area. There were gasps, scattered cries of dismay.

What the hell was happening?