Among Malar s worshipers, the High Hunt was their only sacrament, a day and a night or sometimes longer, and a clean kill at the end. In celebration of Malar s rising, Marikke decided, this was to be the Savage s fate, and the druid s also she felt pity for her sake. As for the daemonfey, good riddance, because of the lies he d told. I think tomorrow morning you ll be strong enough to give them sport, she said.
I came for you, he whispered. I risked my life for you, to save you from the beasts. You and the boy. That s why I am here. She too, he said, meaning the druid.
Marikke felt tears in her eyes. This was not how this was supposed to be. She was not supposed to feel anything. What did he want from her? Would he like it better if she killed them now, cut their throats with the Beastlord s knife, as he had demanded? Tell me what you are, she said.
You know what I am.
She could hear his tortured, shallow breath. Each inflation of his lungs brought pressure to his wound. Let her go free, he said, meaning Eleuthra, the druid. I was the one who brought down Malar s angel, stopped his mouth with dust. I will lead you a good hunt, I promise. He smiled. His teeth were different now, in a way she couldn t quite identify.
Don t cry, he said after a moment.
Everything you do, you must have courage.
Her tears and her weakness were not for him but for herself. Malar would not forgive her. For a moment she caught a glimpse of the golden elf that she remembered on Lukas s crew, from the first days on Alaron when she had come on board, his smiles and jokes just slightly out of sequence with the rest of them, as if he always had to translate what they said into a different language and then back again before he spoke. Don t cry, he said again.
She looked away from him, up into the crude stone dome. She felt the tears well up. Tell me what you are, she repeated.
You have guessed, he said. I am a pilgrim from House Dlardrageth in Cormanthor. You guessed that much. I took refuge in Alaron.
In the indirect light she couldn t see the scales on the surface of his skin, so fine and delicate they were.
My mother died in childbirth, because of what I was. He broke off. She didn t look at him. Then:
Free me. She could hear the clank of the chain as he shook it in frustration. Free her, at least. You would have died, strung up in the roof of Malar s tomb. Didn t you see the other skeletons, the sacrifices, hanging up there above the altar stones? A hundred years of uselessness. But it was the angel whom Malar wanted. That was a sacrifice worthy of him. That was blood worth spilling, and it was I who spilled it. Now we are quits. The girl has done nothing wrong.
The gods don t care about right and wrong, said Marikke, remembering what Chauntea, the most generous of all of them, had told her in the cave. Only men and women care.
That s your excuse, now? His voice came tortured, slow. And isn t that what you are? A woman?
But she was thinking about the daemonfey and his relations with the wives and daughters of the rich men of Alaron. Before, she had been disgusted to hear of these liaisons, had thought of them as predatory, compulsive, and immoral, evidence of the deep scorn that the fey, in their hearts core, always felt for human beings. But now she realized there was something worse, that the Savage had betrayed these women, put their lives in danger for what reason? A mix of carelessness and aggression. How many of them now had fiends or half fiends growing under their hearts, ready to slice out through their wombs, as the Savage had murdered his own mother? Tears in her eyes, she left him and crawled out though the mouth of the barrow into the open day.
In pain, the Savage tried to shift his body. His hands were manacled in front of him, the chain looped around the druid s body. Moving, he disturbed her and she moaned a little. Looking down, he saw her eyes were open.
What did your father do to you? she whispered.
He found he didn t want to tell her. Chained to her, his weight partially on top of her, he was suddenly embarrassed. My father was in prison for a long time, he said. Then he was set free. This was in Ascalhorn, near the high forest. He was a warrior, scion of a noble house. A royal house. He fought against the armies of Seiveril Miritar. But he was defeated and driven from his family s ancient citadel. His cousins were gathering for another assault. But he had lost his heart, and he didn t want to fight anymore.
In fact he d scarcely known his father. He didn t know why his father had done the things he d done. He knew he had fought with Sarya Dlardrageth in the great war. Then he was gone to the Sword Coast, to Baldur s Gate, where he lived secretly. Whether he d been banished or had run away, the Savage never knew.
And what did he do to you?
How could he have lived among humans, the Savage thought, unless he had done to himself what he had done to his only child, maimed himself, thrown away his own power? But the Savage didn t know anything about that, or about the person who had been his mother. He had been raised by servants, trained in the warrior s way. He found he didn t want to talk about it.
But he felt the druid s hands move over his back and down his spine. Marikke had made no effort to be gentle, and had hurt him and healed him at the same time. But these hands were different, tentative and soft. He imagined Eleuthra was trying to comfort him. But the pressure of her fingers caused a pain that was not physical.
I hate the fey, she said, close to his ear.
I ve always hated them. So I hate you, even though you didn t fight like one of them. You fought like one of us.
Almost like a man, she explained, and she touched him lower down. Gwynneth Island was a paradise until your people came.
This corresponded to no reading of history that the Savage had ever heard. Before the fey had come to Myrloch, the people of the island had slaved in penury, scratching out a living so the House of Kendrick could live in splendor, as they still did in Alaron. Northlanders and Ffolk had squabbled over trifles, constantly at war, hacking each other to pieces in their stony glens.
But whatever. He felt her fingers on his leg. And he imagined the two women, Marikke and the druid, between them were bringing back his strength, making him whole. Grateful, he turned toward her, and found her staring up at him with blue-black eyes.
There s something here, she said.
Something old. She wrinkled her nose. The stink from your body masks it. Makes it hard to find. She stuck out her long tongue. You don t think these chains can hold me? she asked. Nothing can. Because it disgusts me to touch you. To be so close to you. Don t look at me. Don t move.
He closed his eyes. He could hear her breath, smell it, feel it on his face. That was how he became aware of her transformation, the sweet smell of her turning rank and acrid as she turned. He felt the wolf hide that had covered them retract across his body. Once, in Callidyrr, he had shared the bed of a rich merchant s wife, and as she slept she had pulled the blanket from him inch by inch, leaving him exposed and prickling with cold, as now. She had known what he was. Anyone who d seen him naked could not help but know.
But now the beast was struggling against him, scratching with her claws, frustrated by the bonds meant to hold a human woman. The wolf struggled free.
The lycanthropes were insufficient at anything that required care or sustained attention. Chaining people up, guarding prisoners, imagining contingencies, were not their strengths. Marikke could easily have predicted the druid would transform herself. That she did not take precautions, the Savage thought, reflected her ambivalence. And perhaps Kip didn t care if he went free. In a good hunt, the quarry needed time to run and hide. The longer the time, the more uncertain the outcome, the richer the sacrament, the happier the kill.
Go, he said.
She stood above him now, her great paws on his chest, and she bent down to lick his face. Her breath was thick and foul. Tentative as a woman, weak from loss of blood, she seemed stronger as a beast. She yawned, and shook her heavy shoulders, hurting him.
Go, he repeated.
But she leaned down and took the chain between her teeth. She worried it, and dragged his hands forward until he saw the manacles were loose around his wrists. The rusted ironwork had come loose when she freed herself. She pulled him forward, and where Marikke had sat he saw a knife on the ground, a knife of hammered
