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Gaspar-shen s tiny lips were incapable of smiling. But the energy lines under his skin glowed in unusual colors peach and cherry-red when he was talking horseshit, like now. No one knew what kind of government they had in Chasoln. The town was just a word, too far away to have a meaning.
In order to travel there, the genasi murmured, it would be best to have a boat.
Yes, sighed Lukas. It would be best to have a boat.
In Chasoln there was a process in which a piece of hollow chocolate or else sometimes in other recipes a piece of wood was set on fire and then entirely submerged in brine. In both cases it is called a Sphinx.
It sounds delicious.
It is not. No one thinks so. Especially not me. And then after a moment: This wave that came last night was a beautiful thing. A very, very beautiful thing. Now it is gone.
In the years Lukas had known him, this was as close as his friend had come to a reproach. We will find the others, Lukas said. Then we will return to Gwynneth Island, to Caer Corwell. Like many people who take on the role of leader, he was at his most definitive when he was most unsure.
And the Lady Amaranth? said Gaspar-shen.
A voice came from behind them: What about her? The lady, hair still wet and disheveled, was climbing down a slope of gravel from the keep, surrounded by a pack of wolves. She smiled at Gaspar-shen, but didn t even glance at Captain Lukas, perched on the fallen chunk of cornice. These are my sisters, she explained. Daughters of the great Deucala, who took me in when I was starving and my brother also. She indicated a burly, reddish male, who slunk down to lift his leg against the stone gatepost. For years he s been living beyond our walls, bringing news to us. Now that her kingdom was destroyed, she sounded more like a queen or a ruler than she had before. This is Lightfoot and this is Bay, she said, introducing two of the four females. They all looked identical to Lukas, especially when they snarled at him in greeting, and raised the frosted hackles between their shoulder blades.
Captain, Amaranth continued, I wanted to thank you for your bravery first of all. She stared at Gaspar-shen as she said this, while Lukas examined the soil between his boots. Still he was aware of the play of colors through his friend s energy lines, the plum color that suggested his discomfort.
I have spoken to the wolves, said Amaranth.
I told them about something I saw last night in the middle of the earthquake when the walls came down. I saw someone who told me something I will go with you to Karador. That s where I was young, and as the youngest of my family, I have a power there. I will speak to my half sister, and she will release your friend from prison as she promised you. I do not believe she would ever harm me, and my sister s son will also welcome me home. If it is necessary, he will intercede, if for some reason I cannot understand I have offended her. He was kind to me when I was young, when he would put me on his knee and kiss me, and tell me that he loved me. And I would play with his gray hair, and marvel that he was my nephew. But surely that will give me power over him, the power to do good. I believe my country needs me to make peace a final peace between the Ffolk, the Northlanders, and the fey. Nor can I accomplish that from here, where I have become an irritant. Captain, I am at your service, and I will help you if you help me. With my sister and my nephew I have a bond of blood that cannot be broken, and I will reward you all of you.
All this was to Gaspar-shen. How much? he said, which Lukas thought was a kind of a joke, though it was hard to tell. If he was right, then it was a joke that flew straight over Lady Amaranth, who looked up at the genasi, after her bold and noble peroration, with a confused expression on her face.
I want my friend to negotiate for me, Lukas said. After the carnage and uncertainty of the night before, the day had turned out bright, a warm sun and a blue sky streaked with horse-tail clouds. He looked up at Amaranth, wondering briefly if he should have stood when she approached, and that was why she wouldn t talk to him a breach of protocol. But he was tired and filthy, and he hadn t slept. He had laid his sword upright against the stones, and he reached for it as he rose to his feet. The wolves sniffed at him and growled. Amaranth didn t look at him. She glanced away and blushed. Because her skin was so pale, he could see the color move over her cheeks.
I m depending on you, she murmured, which touched him.
Later, when he d made his preparations to depart, he knocked on the door of her room in the old keep, where she was talking to the wolves. At Caer Moray he had seen many lycanthropes whose human guise and form might have been close enough to fool him if the light were bad, or if he hadn t been paying attention, or if he hadn t already known the truth. Performing human tasks, huddled in their homespun clothes these wolves weren t like that. They had made no effort to be something they were not. For one thing, they were naked, covered with hair, and their body language, also, was more bestial than human, the way they scratched themselves, sniffed and licked at each other, wrinkled their noses, and bared their gleaming teeth. Lukas wondered if they knew how to sweat, because their mouths were always open, their tongues extended, their lips damp.
Even when the genasi wasn t with him, at first it was hard for Amaranth to look at him. Lukas assumed this was because of what had happened on the ramparts when Malar the Beastlord hammered on the gate. He resolved not to speak of it, even though it was hard to see her without remembering that he had touched her, kissed her on her eyes and cheeks and lips, not long ago. But he was sure that Bay and Lightfoot and the rest would rip him into little pieces if he mentioned anything like that. He wondered if they could even smell his thoughts on the subject, the suspicious way they looked at him and licked their teeth.
Lady, he said, I will do what you request. But I must ask you to consider: You have two families of wolves, but these are like lambs compared to your family on Gwynneth Island.
At these words the lycanthropes surrounded him in a rough circle. One of them, the largest female, had stared at her until she dropped her eyes.
You escaped here with your life, he said.
Nothing has changed in ten years. I will return to Caer Corwell for my friend s sake. But after that I could take you somewhere else, to Alaron, perhaps.
She looked at him for the first time that day, in the light.
The fey must go where the fey are wanted, she said.
Where they are tolerated. You are not the only one who has a duty to perform.
She glanced out the window and continued, I will leave this place to the daughters of Deucala. But Coal will come with us. She indicated the male lycanthrope who squatted in a corner of the room. Our way is neither land nor sea nor air. Captain, I understand we must search for your friends first of all. I know you are loyal to your friends I honor that. Captain she looked back at him from the window, a streak of light across her face will you be my friend?
You were the one who told me about these things, the Savage said. He held the ruby in his palm. Now you blame me for taking them.
You re a liar.
But it was true. It was the wolf who had gone up on her hind legs to push the stone lid from the sarcophagus. But maybe the druid in her human shape couldn t remember what the wolf had thought or done. Maybe she moved back and forth between two separate consciousnesses. Or else maybe that was what she pretended, for reasons of her own. Maybe even her hatred of him was a pretense. What had he done, that she should hate him so? He d saved her life, after all. Maybe that s what she couldn t forgive.
Or else maybe it was in her nature to hate him for himself, regardless of what he said or did, the same way that it was in his nature to care for her, not for any reason. She stood above him with the sunlight behind her head, her body poised as if to leap at him, to strike him or else scratch him with her nails. She raised the king s thighbone onto her shoulder. It was carved and incised with letters, but also broken and gnawed, as if in her wolf s shape she had cracked it to suck out the ancient marrow. Her dark hair, blue eyes, chapped lips and cheeks. He squeezed the ruby in his palm and felt the thrill of it, felt also the heaviness of the gold circlet around his neck, the throbbing in his forearm where the dragon had bit him. His head ached, and he felt sick, lovesick, he thought he hadn t felt this way for many, many years. He had forgotten the sensation, the feeling of being separate from yourself, the feeling also of being simultaneously powerful and weak, clever and stupid, good and bad. Best of all, there was no reason to hide himself from this woman. He could be himself, because she knew the worst about him. Perhaps soon he would tell her his real name.
What do you see? he asked.
She glowered down at him. They are preparing for the hunt. The dogs go first and then the pigs. The rest will
