Peter Marlowe threw his cigarette on the floor and ground it to dust.
'Don't tell me you'd rather be dead with your goddam virtues than alive and know you've had to compromise a little.'
'A little?' Grey laughed harshly. 'You sold out everything. Honor —integrity — pride — all for a handout from the worst bastard in this stinkhole!'
'When you think about it, the King's sense of honor was pretty high. But you're right in one thing. He did change me. He showed me that a man's a man, irrespective of background. Against everything I've been taught. So I was wrong to sneer at you for something you had no hand in, and I'm sorry for that. But I don't apologize for despising you for the man you are.'
'At least I didn't sell my soul!' Grey's uniform was streaked with sweat and he stared malevolently at Peter Marlowe. But inside he was choked with self-hatred. What about Smedly-Taylor? he asked himself. That's right, I sold out too. I did. But at least I know what I did was wrong. I know it.
And I know why I did it. I was ashamed of my birth, and I wanted to belong to the gentry. To your bloody class, Marlowe. In the service. But now I couldn't care less. 'You buggers've got the world by the shorts,' he said aloud, 'but not for long, by God, not any more. We're going to get even, people like me. We didn't fight the war to be spat on. We're going to get even.'
'Jolly good luck!'
Grey tried to control his breathing. He unclenched his fists with an effort and wiped the sweat out of his eyes. 'But you, you're not worth fighting.
You're dead!'
'The point is we're both very much alive.'
Grey turned away and walked to the doorway. On the top step he turned back. 'Actually, I should thank you and the King for one thing,' he said viciously. 'My hatred of you two kept me alive.' Then he strode away and never looked back.
Peter Marlowe gazed out at the camp, then back at the hut and the scattered possessions of the King. He picked up the plate that had served the eggs and noticed that it was already covered with dust. Absently he stood the table upright and put the plate on it, lost in thought. Thoughts of Grey and the King and Samson and Sean and Max and Tex and where was Mac's wife and was N'ai just a dream and the General and the outsiders and home and Changi.
I wonder, I wonder, he thought helplessly. Is it wrong to adapt? Wrong to survive? What would I have done had I been Grey? What would Grey have done if he'd been me? What is good and what is evil?
And Peter Marlowe knew, tormented, that the only man who could, perhaps, tell him had died in freezing seas on the Murmansk run.
His eyes looked at the things of the past — the table where his arm had rested, the bed where he had recovered, the bench he and the King had shared, the chairs they had laughed in — already ancient and molding.
In the corner was a wad of Japanese dollars. He picked them up and stared at them. Then he let them drop, one by one. As the notes settled, flies clustered on them, swarmed and clustered back once more.
Peter Marlowe stood in the doorway. 'Good-by,' he said with finality to all that had belonged to his friend. 'Good-by and thanks.'
He walked out of the hut and along the jail wall until he reached the line of trucks that waited patiently at the gate of Changi.
Forsyth was standing beside the last truck, glad beyond gladness that his work was finished. He was exhausted and the mark of Changi was in his eyes. He ordered the convoy to begin.
The first truck moved and the second and the third, and all the trucks left Changi, and only once did Peter Marlowe look back.
When he was far away.
When Changi looked like a pearl in an emerald oyster shell, blue-white under a bowl of tropical skies — when Changi stood on a slight rise and around was a belt of green, and farther off the green gave way to blue-green seas, and the seas to infinity of horizon. And then, in his turn, he looked back no more.
That night Changi was deserted. By men. But the insects remained.
And the rats.
They were still there. Beneath the hut. And many had died, for they had been forgotten by their captors. But the strongest were still alive.
Adam was tearing at the wire to get at the food outside his cage, fighting the wire as he had been fighting it for as long as he had been within the cage. And his patience was rewarded. The side of the cage ripped apart and he fell on the food and devoured it. And then he rested and with renewed strength he tore at another cage, and in the course of time devoured the flesh within.
Eve joined him and he had his fill of her and she of him and then they foraged in consort. Later the whole side of a trench collapsed, and many cages were opened and the living fed on the dead, and the living-weak became food for the living-strong until the survivors were equally strong.
And then they fought among themselves and foraged.
And Adam ruled, for he was the King. Until the day his will to be King deserted him. Then he died, food for a stronger. And the strongest was always the King, not by strength alone, but King by cunning and luck and strength together. Among the rats.
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