repressed so repressed, in fact, that they cross the line between sex and violence, between playacting and real danger. They reach a stage where they get off by hurting people who do not want to be hurt.
And Take A Guess attracts that kind of crowd?
More than most.
Myron sat back and rubbed his face with both hands. He started hearing brain clicks. This might
explain a few things, he said.
Like what?
Why Bonnie finally threw Clu out for good. It's one thing to have a string of girlfriends. But if
Clu was frequenting a place like this, if he started leaning toward again, what would be the word? toward whatever. And if Bonnie found out, well, it would explain the legal separation. He nodded to himself as he heard more internal clicks. And it would explain her odd behavior today.
How so?
She made a point of asking me not to dig too deeply. She just wanted me to clear Esperanza and
then drop the investigation.
Big Cyndi nodded. She was afraid this would get out.
Right. If something like this went public, what would it do to her kids?
Another thought floating through Myron's brain got snagged on some jagged rock. He looked at
Big Cyndi. I assume that Take A Guess appeals mostly to bisexuals. I mean, if you're not sure
what you're getting, who better than someone who wouldn't care?
More like ambisexuals, Big Cyndi said. Or people who want some mystery. Who want
something new.
But bisexuals too.
Yes, of course.
How about Esperanza?
Big Cyndi bristled. What about her?
Did she frequent this place?
I wouldn't know, Mr. Bolitar. And I don't see the relevance.
I'm not asking because it gives me jollies. You want me to help her, right? That means digging
where we don't want to dig.
I understand that, Mr. Bolitar. But you know her better than I do.
Not this side of her, Myron said.
Esperanza is a private person. I really don't know. She usually has a steady, but I don't know if
she's gone there or not.
Myron nodded. Didn't matter much. If Clu had been hanging out in such a place, it would give Hester Crim- stein more reasonable doubt. A rough trade place complete with a reputation for violence it was a natural recipe for disaster. Clu could have brought home the wrong package. Or been the wrong package. And there was the cash to consider. Blackmail money? Did a customer recognize him? Threaten him? Videotape him?
Yep, lots of murky reasonable doubt.
And a good place to search for the elusive girlfriend. Or boyfriend. Or in-between friend. He
shook his head. It was not a question of the ethics or moral dilemma for Myron; deviancy simply
confused him. Repugnancy aside, he didn't get it. Lack of imagination, he supposed.
I'll have to pay the Take A Guess a visit, he said.
Not alone, Big Cyndi said. I'll go with you.
Subtle surveillance was out. Fine.
And not now. Take A Guess doesn't open until eleven.
Okay. We'll go tonight then.
I have just the outfit, she said. What are you going to go as?
A repressed heterosexual man, he said. All I'll have to do is slip on my Rockports. He
looked at the phone record again. You have another number highlighted in blue.
She nodded. You mentioned an old friend named Billy Lee Palms.
This his number?
No. Mr. Palms doesn't exist anywhere. No phone listing. And he hasn't paid taxes in four
years.
So whose number is this?
Mr. Palms's parents. Mr. Haid called them twice in the past month.
Myron checked the address. Westchester. He vaguely remembered meeting Billy Lee's parents
during a Family Day at Duke. He looked at his watch. It would take an hour to get there. He grabbed his coat and headed for the elevator.
Chapter 13
Myron's car, the business's Ford Taurus, had been confiscated by the police, so he rented a maroon Mercury Cougar. He hoped the women would be able to resist. When he started the car, the radio was tuned to Lite FM 106.7. Patti LaBelle and Michael McDonald were crooning a sad lite staple entitled On My Own. This once blissfully happy couple were breaking up. Tragic. So tragic that, as Michael McDonald put it, Now we're up to talking divorce and we weren't even married.
Myron shook his head. For this Michael McDonald left the Doobie Brothers?
In college Billy Lee Palms had been the quintessential party boy. He had sneaky good looks, jet black hair, and a magnetic, albeit oily, combination of charisma and machismo, the kind of thing that played well with young coeds away from home for the first time. At Duke the frat brothers had dubbed him Otter, the pseudosuave character in the movie Animal House, It fitted. Billy Lee was also a great baseball player, a catcher who managed to reach the major leagues for a half season, riding the bench for the Baltimore Orioles the year they won the World Series.
But that was years ago.
Myron knocked on the door. Seconds later the door swung open fast and wide. No warning, nothing. Strange. In this day and age people looked through peepholes or cracks in chain-held doors or at the very least asked who it was.
A woman he vaguely recognized as Mrs. Palms said, Yes? She was small with a squirrel mouth and eyes that bulged like something behind them was pushing to get out. Her hair was tied back, but several strands escaped and drooped in front of her face. She pushed them back with splayed fingers.
Are you Mrs. Palms? he asked.
Yes.
My name is Myron Bolitar. I went to Duke with Billy Lee.
Her voice dropped an octave or two. Do you know where he is?
No, ma'am. Is he missing?
She frowned and stepped back. Come in, please.
Myron moved into the foyer. Mrs. Palms was already heading down a corridor. She pointed to her right without turning around or breaking stride. Just go into Sarah's wedding room. I'll be there in a second.
Yes, ma'am.
Sarah's wedding room?
He followed where she had pointed. When he turned the corner, he heard himself give a little gasp. Sarah's wedding room. The decor was run-of-the-mill living room, something out of a furniture store circular. An off-white couch and matching love seat formed a broken L, probably the monthly special, $695 for both, the couch might fold out into a Serta sleeper, something like that. The coffee table was a semi oak square, a short stack of attractive, unread magazines on one end, silk flowers in the middle, a couple of coffee books on the other end. The wall-to- wall carpeting was light beige, and there were two torchere lamps a la the Pottery Barn.
But the walls were anything but ordinary.
Myron had seen plenty of houses with photographs on the walls. They were hardly uncommon. He had even been in a house or two where the photographs dominated rather than complemented the surroundings. That too would hardly give him reason to pause. But this was beyond surreal. Sarah's Wedding Room heck, it should be capitalized was a re-creation of that event. Literally. Color wedding photographs had been blown up to life size and
