his. I wasn’t any stimulus. Maybe the votive lights of his religion held him down, or my continued presence-the normal public. Most homosexuals feel a litte ashamed, and learn to hide. Our world has made them feel ashamed, taught them to hide.
‘He needs a girl now,’ I said.
‘They were friends, Mr Fortune. They have bad time.’
‘Tragedy bringing them together?’ I said.
‘I see it many times,’ Frank Madero said.
‘How close are you to Marshall, Frank?’
‘Not that way, I said. Good friends.’
‘If he told you anything we don’t know about Anne’s death, you’d do him a favour by telling me. He’d do better going in on his own, Frank. He’ll break sooner or later.’
‘He tell me nothing.’
‘Did you see him around here Saturday? Maybe with Anne?’
‘Only Friday I see them.’
‘Friday? You’re sure, Frank?’ I sensed that I was rigid, like a vulture on a dead tree, alert. Was it going to be this simple? Such a small mistake? My brand-new assumption finding paydirt under the first rock? Why not? Most crimes are solved on trivial mistakes because no one knew, before it happened, that there would be a crime. Neither Marshall nor Anne Terry aware that she was going to die, that for Marshall’s sake they shouldn’t be seen together on Friday.
Madero’s eyelashes fluttered. ‘I think Friday.’
‘Be sure! What time on Friday?’
He was thinking. ‘The afternoon, I was not working. They were here, sure. But-maybe Thursday?’
‘There’s a hell of a difference, Frank.’
He shrugged, helpless. ‘I think maybe Thursday.’
He had said, first, Friday, and immediate thoughts are often right. After that I had scared him, made it too important. On the other hand people really don’t remember small incidents well enough to say Thursday or Friday without going back and relating it to other incidents to fix the day.
‘Was Mrs Marshall with Anne this weekend?’
‘I never see her with Anne no time.’
‘Okay, Frank, listen. If Ted arranged the abortion, you tell him it’s better if he goes in on his own.’
‘Ted don’t do that, but I tell him what you say.’
Maybe I’m not a bad detective. If Ted Marshall was the man, then Ricardo Vega was clear, but I went up to the street eagerly. A good job was more important than my revenge. I went straight up to Anne Terry’s apartment on Tenth Street. The happy fat woman super had changed her housedress for a robe, but the cigarette still hung from her mouth. The TV boomed behind her.
‘No rest for the law, huh?’ she said.
‘I love my work,’ I said. ‘You said you knew some of Anne Terry’s men friends. How about Ted Marshall?’
‘Him, yeh. A boy. Nice, but weak, you know? She had to mother him. The kind that crawls inside a woman to be safe.’
‘Did you happen to see him last Friday?’
‘Nope, not a hair.’
‘You’re sure?’
‘I said so, mister.’
‘So you wouldn’t know if he’d been here or not?’
‘Sure I’d know. He wasn’t here. Least, not like usual.’
‘You’d know he wasn’t here?’
She nodded. ‘Not like every Friday. I ain’t missed him in almost a year, except last Friday.’
‘How? I mean, how did you always see him?’
‘Because he always comes the same time: ten o’clock. I’m always out picking up the garbage cans after they been dumped. I watch TV until ten every morning, then I get the cans, and I been sayin’ hello to that Marshall every Friday.’
‘But not this Friday?’
‘Nope, and I’m out there a half hour at least.’
A real lie? Marshall had told everyone that he had gone to Anne’s apartment on Friday, as usual, and she hadn’t been home. It was his whole proof that he knew nothing-he had expected Anne to be at home as usual, so, clearly, she had told him nothing. If he hadn’t gone, then he had known that she wasn’t home, and what more had he known or done?
I took a taxi uptown this time. Sarah Wiggen’s downstairs door was open. I went up. There were voices behind her door. I recognized Ted Marshall’s voice. My finger was on the doorbell when the tone of his voice stopped me. I listened. Muffled voices, Marshall and Sarah Wiggen, rising and fading.
‘… she wouldn’t listen, Sarah. She had to do it. I was scared, but
…’ Ted Marshall’s voice. Tragic, breaking as it rose higher; yet reluctant, jerky. ‘… she was so…’
‘… determined… always that way,’ Sarah’s voice. ‘… challenge anyone, anything, when she made up her mind.’
‘… didn’t want to…’ Marshall’s voice with that odd jerkiness again, as if he was rocking where he sat. ‘Vega had me beat up, I couldn’t fight… weak, that’s me… I’d have married her… married all the time… those kids, God… I didn’t know…’
‘She destroyed things,’ Sarah’s voice loud, a throb in it. Somehow, I knew she was holding his hand. ‘She didn’t mean to, she just had to plunge ahead her own way.’
I heard movement, a shuffling of bodies, and silence. Sarah’s low voice seemed to mumble softly. Ted Marshall’s voice had a kind of thin hope.
‘We… we knew each other first, didn’t we?’ Marshall said.
Her voice was bitter, but thick, too. ‘She was more beautiful. You wanted her more. My body isn’t the same, is it? Or is it? Tell me my body’s as good.’
Silence, and, ‘Christ, Sarah, you…’
‘A live sister better than a dead one,’ she said. That combination, muffled through the door, of bitter edge and a drugged thickness. ‘Is my body good, Ted? Am I good-now?’
Movement on a creaking couch, and Marshall’s voice lower. ‘I shouldn’t even have come. I just… had to talk. What could I do? She forced me… damned pills… what do I do now?… finished, that’s me…’
Silence. Sarah again, ‘I reported it to hurt you, both of you. I guess that means I still wanted you.’
‘God, Sarah, if we could, maybe I could…’
A soft thud and a rustle of clothing. I rang the doorbell. Time seemed to hang in the silent hall, and inside the room behind the door. Time suspended. I rang again. I could see them in my mind-close together, staring at the door.
‘Open up,’ I called. ‘It’s Dan Fortune.
Another silence, a whisper, and then she came and opened the door. Her hair was dishevelled, her blouse open, her eyes smoky with the feel of a man’s hands on her. I pushed past her. Ted Marshall sat on the couch, his shirt open at the collar, the shirt pulled out of his pants. He struggled into his jacket.
I stood facing him. ‘You never went to Anne’s apartment on Friday. You were seen with her on Friday. You handled the abortion. I was listening at the door.’
He was up and running at me. Like a blind bull charging. His weight caught me, his arm under my chin. I went over like a poleaxed steer. My head hit hard. For a moment I lay stunned. All black and green and red. When I struggled up, I could hear him running down the stairs. Sarah Wiggen stood pale, her hand in her mouth, her teeth biting her own hand. As I ran past her, her eyes were a battlefield of fear, desire, confusion.
In the street Marshall was half a block ahead and running. He was younger and faster. He reached the subway at Seventy-second Street a full block ahead. I plunged down the stairs, fumbled for a token, as the train came in. I made the door with a lunge. I chased through the cars. Once I had a glimpse of him far ahead, moving on through the cars. People sat in lethargy and stared at me as I ran past. Their eyes were curious, but not even their
