“It’s quite all right,” Victor said, embarrassed himself.
“Thank you for looking into it for me.”
“Any time,” Louis said.
Victor left the computer center, perplexed at this new information. It was true that he’d become somewhat forgetful of late, but could he have actually deleted the files and forgotten about it? Could it have been an accident? He wondered what he’d been doing November 18. Victor went back to the administration building and slowly climbed the back stairs. As he walked down the second-floor corridor toward the rear entrance of his office, he decided to check back over his calendar. He took off his coat, hung it up, and then went to talk to Colleen.
“Dr. Frank, you frightened me!” she exclaimed when Victor tapped her on the shoulder. She’d been concentrating on typing with dictation headphones on. “I had no idea you were here.”
Victor apologized, saying that he’d come in the back way.
“How was the visit to the hospital?” Colleen asked. Victor had called her early that morning to explain why he wouldn’t be in until afternoon. “I hope to God VJ is okay.”
“He’s fine,” Victor said with a smile. “The tests were normal. Of course, we are waiting on a group of blood tests.
But I feel confident they’ll be fine as well.”
“Thank God!” Colleen said. “You scared me when you called this morning: a full neuro work-up sounded pretty serious.”
“I was a little worried myself,” Victor admitted.
“I suppose you want your phone messages,” Colleen said as she peeked under some papers on her otherwise neat desk.
“I’ve got a ton of them for you somewhere here.”
“Hold the messages a minute,” Victor said. “Would you haul out the calendar for 1988? I’m particularly interested in November 18.”
“Certainly,” Colleen said. She detached herself from her dictation machine and headed for the files.
Victor went back into his office. While he waited, he thought about the harassing phone call that VJ had unfortunately received, and he debated what to do about it.
Reluctantly, he realized there was little he could do. If he asked any of the people he was having a problem with, they’d obviously deny it.
Colleen came into his office carrying the calendar already opened to November 18, and stuck it under Victor’s nose. It had been a fairly busy day. But there was nothing that had anything even slightly to do with the missing files. The last entry noted that Victor had taken Marsha into Boston to eat at Another Season and go to the Boston Symphony.
• • •
Removing her robe, Marsha slid into the deliciously warm bed. She turned down the controls of the electric blanket from high to three. Victor had edged as far away from the heat as possible. His side of the electric blanket was never used. He’d been in bed for over a half hour and was busy reading from a stack of professional journals.
Marsha rolled on her side, studying Victor’s profile. The sharp line of his nose, the slightly hollow cheeks, the thin lips were as familiar to Marsha as her own. Yet he seemed like a stranger. She still hadn’t fully accepted what he’d done to VJ, vacillating between disbelief, anger, and fear, with fear being paramount.
“Do you think those tests mean VJ’s really all right?” she asked.
“I’m reassured,” Victor said without looking up from his magazine. “And you acted pretty happy in Dr. Ruddock’s office.”
Marsha rolled over on her back. “That was immediate relief that nothing obvious showed up, like a brain tumor.” She looked back at Victor. “But there still is no explanation for his dramatic drop in intelligence.”
“But that was six and a half years ago.”
“I’m still worried that the process will start again.”
“Suit yourself,” Victor said.
“Victor!” Marsha said. “Can’t you put whatever it is you’re reading aside for a moment to talk with me?”
Letting the open journal drop, he said, “I am talking to you.”
“Thank you,” Marsha said. “Of course I’m glad VJ’s physical exam was normal. But his psychological exams weren’t. They were unexpected, and a little contradictory.”
Marsha then went on to explain her findings, finishing with VJ’s relatively high score on the hysteria scale.
“VJ’s not emotional,” Victor said.
“That’s the point,” Marsha said.
“Seems to me the result says more about psychological tests than anything else. They probably aren’t accurate.”
“On the contrary,” Marsha said. “These tests are considered very reliable. But I don’t know what to make of them. Unfortunately they just add to my uneasiness. I can’t help feeling that something terrible is going to happen.”
“Listen,” Victor said. “I took some of VJ’s blood back to the lab. I’m going to have chromosome six isolated. If it hasn’t changed, I’ll be perfectly satisfied. And you should be as well.” He reached out as if to pat her thigh but she moved her leg away. Victor let his hand fall back to the bed.
“If VJ has some mild psychological problems, well that’s something else and we can get him some therapy, okay?” He wanted to reassure her further, but he didn’t know what else to say. He certainly wasn’t about to mention the missing files.
Marsha took a deep breath. “Okay,” she said. “I’ll try to relax. You’ll tell me about the DNA study as soon as you look at it?”
“Absolutely,” Victor said. He smiled at her. She managed to smile back weakly.
Victor raised his journal and tried to read. But he kept thinking about the missing files. Victor wondered again if he could have deleted them. It was a possibility. Since they weren’t cross-referenced, it was unlikely someone else could have deleted all three.
“Did you find out what caused the death of those poor babies?” Marsha asked.
Victor let the journal drop once more. “Not yet. The autopsies aren’t complete. The microscopic hasn’t been done.”
“Could it have been cancer?” Marsha asked nervously, remembering the day David got sick. That was another date that Marsha would never forget: June 17, 1984. David was ten, VJ five. School had been out for several weeks and Janice was planning to take the children to Castle Beach.
Marsha was in her study, getting her things ready to take to the office when David appeared in the doorway, his thin arms hanging limply at his sides.
“Mommy, something is wrong with me,” he said.
Marsha didn’t look up immediately. She was trying to find a folder she’d brought from the office the day before.
“What seems to be the trouble?” she asked, closing one drawer and opening another. David had gone to bed the night before complaining of some abdominal discomfort, but Pepto-Bismol had taken care of that.
“I look funny,” David said.
“I think you are a handsome boy,” Marsha said, turning to scan the built-in shelves behind her desk.
“I’m getting yellow,” David said.
Marsha stopped what she was doing and turned to face her son, who ran to her and buried his face in her bosom. He was an affectionate child.
“What makes you think you’re turning yellow?” she asked, feeling the first stirrings of fear. “Let me see your face,”
she said, gently trying to pull the boy away from her. She was hoping that he was wrong and there would be some silly explanation for his impression.
