objects away and cleaning up.
After watching for several minutes, expecting him to notice her, Janet stepped forward and stood right next to him. At five-six Janet was relatively tall, and since Sean was only five-nine, they could just about look each other in the eye, especially when Janet wore heels.
“What may I ask are you doing?” Janet said suddenly.
Sean jumped. His level of concentration had been so great he’d not sensed her presence.
“Just cleaning up,” he said guiltily.
Janet leaned forward and looked into his startlingly blue eyes. He returned her stare for a moment, then looked away.
“Cleaning up?” Janet asked. Her eyes swept around the now pristine lab bench. “That’s a surprise.” Janet redirected her eyes at his face. “What’s going on here? This is the most immaculate your work area has ever been. Is there something you haven’t told me?”
“No,” Sean said. Then he paused before adding, “Well, yes, there is. I’m taking a two-month research elective.”
“Where?”
“Miami, Florida.”
“You weren’t going to tell me?”
“Of course I was. I planned on telling you tomorrow night.”
“When are you leaving?”
“Sunday.”
Janet’s eyes angrily roamed the room. Absently, her fingers drummed on the countertop. She questioned to herself what she’d done to deserve this kind of treatment. Looking back at Sean, she said: “You were going to wait until the night before to tell me this?”
“It just came up this week. It wasn’t certain until two days ago. I wanted to wait until the right moment.”
“Considering our relationship, the right moment would have been when it came up. Miami? Why now?”
“Remember that patient I told you about? The woman with medulloblastoma.”
“Helen Cabot? The attractive coed?”
“That’s the one,” Sean said. “When I read about her tumor, I discovered . . .” He paused.
“Discovered what?” Janet demanded.
“It wasn’t from my reading,” Sean corrected himself. “One of her attendings said that her father had heard about a treatment that is apparently achieving one hundred percent remission. The protocol is only administered at the Forbes Cancer Center in Miami.”
“So you decided to go. Just like that.”
“Not exactly,” Sean said. “I spoke to Dr. Walsh, who happens to know the director, a man named Randolph Mason. A number of years ago they worked together at the NIH. Dr. Walsh told him about me, and got me invited.”
“This is the wrong time for this,” Janet said. “You know I’ve been disturbed about us.”
Sean shrugged. “I’m sorry. But I have the time now, and this is potentially consequential. My research involves the molecular basis of cancer. If they are experiencing a hundred-percent remission rate for a specific tumor, it has to have implications for all cancers.”
Janet felt weak. Her emotions were raw. Sean’s leaving for two months at this time seemed the worst possible situation as far as her psyche was concerned. Yet his reasons were noble. He wasn’t going to the Club Med or something. How could she get angry or try to deny him. She felt totally confused.
“There is the telephone,” Sean said. “I’m not going to the moon. It’s only a couple of months. And you understand that this could be very important.”
“More important than our relationship?” Janet blurted out. “More important than the rest of our lives.” Almost immediately Janet felt foolish. Such comments sounded so juvenile.
“Now let’s not get into an argument comparing apples and oranges,” Sean said.
Janet sighed deeply, fighting back tears. “Let’s talk about it later,” she managed. “This is hardly the place for an emotional confrontation.”
“I can’t tonight,” Sean said. “It’s Friday and . . .”
“And you have to go to that stupid bar,” Janet snapped. She saw some of the other people in the room turn to stare at them.
“Janet, keep your voice down!” Sean said. “We’ll get together Saturday night as planned. We can talk then.”
“Knowing how upset this leaving would make me, I cannot understand why you can’t give up drinking with your trashy buddies for one night.”
“Careful, Janet,” Sean warned. “My friends are important to me. They’re my roots.”
For a moment their eyes met with palpable hostility. Then Janet turned and strode from the lab.
Self-consciously, Sean glanced at his colleagues. Most avoided his gaze. Dr. Clifford Walsh did not. He was a big man with a full beard. He wore a long white coat with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows.
“Turmoil does not help creativity,” he said. “I hope your leaving on this sour note does not influence your behavior down in Miami.”
“Not a chance,” Sean said.
“Remember, I’ve gone out on a limb for you,” Dr. Walsh said. “I assured Dr. Mason you’d be an asset to his organization. He liked the idea that you’ve had a lot of experience with monoclonal antibodies.”
“That’s what you told him?” Sean questioned with dismay.
“I could tell from our conversation that he’d be interested in that,” Dr. Walsh explained. “Don’t get your dander up.”
“But that was what I did three years ago at MIT,” Sean said. “Protein chemistry and I have parted ways.”
“I know you’re interested in oncogenes now,” Dr. Walsh said, “but you wanted the job and I did what I thought was best to get you invited. When you are there, you can explain you’d rather work in molecular genetics. Knowing you as I do, I’m not worried about you making your feelings known. Just try to be tactful.”
“I’ve read some of the work of the chief investigator,” Sean said. “It’s perfect for me. Her background is in retroviruses and oncogenes.”
“That’s Dr. Deborah Levy,” Dr. Walsh said. “Maybe you can get to work with her. But whether you do or not, just be grateful you’ve been invited at this late date.”
“I just don’t want to get all the way down there and get stuck with busywork.”
“Promise me you won’t cause trouble,” Dr. Walsh said.
“Me?” Sean asked with eyebrows arched. “You know me better than that.”
“I know you too well,” Dr. Walsh said. “That’s the problem. Your brashness can be disturbing, to put it mildly, but at least thank the Lord for your intelligence.”
2
“Just a second, Corissa,” Kathleen Sharenburg said as she stopped and leaned against one of the cosmetic counters of Neiman Marcus. They’d come to the mall just west of Houston to shop for dresses for a school dance. Now that they had made their purchases, Corissa was eager to get home.
Kathleen had had a sudden sensation of dizziness giving her the sickening sensation that the room was spinning. Luckily, as soon as she touched the countertop, the spinning stopped. She then shuddered through a wave of nausea. But it too passed.
“You all right?” Corissa asked. They were both juniors in high school.
“I don’t know,” Kathleen said. The headache she’d had off and on for the last few days was back. It had been awakening her from sleep, but she hadn’t said anything to her parents, afraid that it might be related to the pot
