Curt took the book. He was skeptical. He'd only read one novel since high school, a pornographic story about a college call girl from Dallas named Barbara. He cracked open The Turner Diaries and read a few lines.
He couldn't know then that it would become his favorite book.
Curt ended up taking six copies of the magazine Blood and Honor in addition to The Turner Diaries.
After reading both he became progressively excited and concerned about the issues Tim had brought up.
Curt made it a point to get the reading material to people Tim thought were appropriate. Soon he had amassed a cadre of like-minded Marines that began to share meals.
Curt's relationship with Tim Melcher blossomed. He spent a good deal of his free time with the man, helping to organize the border brigade, which he himself joined. Several Marines Curt had recruited joined as well. When Curt eventually got to see Tim's arsenal in his basement, it aroused him erotically.
He'd never seen such a collection of guns and ammo outside of live-ammo Marine maneuvers. Tim even had a stash of Kalashnikov AK-47s. They weren't as technically good as the fully automatic Mls, but they had a romantic appeal.
Curt's first operational border brigade excursion had been disturbing.
It had started auspiciously with lots of laughter. Every one was drinking beer from ice chests in the back of the SUVS as they drove south in a convoy of three vehicles, hop-skipping down Interstate 5.
Each vehicle was playing Skrewdriver cassettes, which Tim had gotten from England, at high volume. It was a festive atmosphere.
North of the border they'd turned east into the desert. At a site preselected by Tim, they stopped and bivouacked. They put up tents and started a fire. As night fell, they cleaned up their dishes, doused the fire, and set out toward the border. Dressed as they were in desert camouflage, they blended in except for their drunken hilarity.
Curt was having the time of his life. Finally he was truly a part of a group that was, according to Tim, racially pure and of like mind. He also felt they were doing something important, although he doubted they could sneak up on anyone. If nothing else they'd scare any aliens back the way they'd come.
Tim divided the group up into twos. He positioned the pairs at set intervals spread out about a quarter mile back from the border. He chose Curt as his partner, a fact that made Curt proud. It was also good because Tim had made sure he and Curt had the best location. They were on top of a mesa-like rise that was the highest point of the whole area.
They hunkered down on a patch of sand with the sandstone conveniently jutting up behind them. Leaning back against the rock, they broke out fresh beers from their portable thermos pack. The metallic snap of the tabs as they broke in unison was a delicious sound in the dark, arid wilderness.
The night was gorgeous and mild as the rock radiated its stored warmth.
Above, the Milky Way appeared as if strewn with a million diamonds. A soft wind blew in from the Pacific, just strong enough to be felt on open skin.
'Beautiful, isn't it? ' Tim commented. He unhooked his communicator from his belt and placed it on a flat rock. He used the radio to keep in touch with the other teams.
'It's unbelievable, ' Curt said. 'When I grew up in Brooklyn, I never knew something like this existed.'
'It's a great country, ' Tim said. 'Too bad it's going to the dogs because of the freaking government.'
Curt nodded but didn't say anything. As mesmerized as he was by the surroundings and numbed by beer, he didn't want to get into another discussion about the Zionist Occupied Government.
A few minutes passed in silence. Curt took another sip of his beer.
'Have you ever been to this location on previous sorties? ' Curt asked.
At Tim's insistence they used military terms whenever possible.
'Several times, ' Tim said.
'Did you see any action? '
'Oh, yeah, ' Tim said. 'The enemy was very cooperative.' He laughed. 'It was like a turkey shoot.'
'Where did you see them? ' Tim pointed. 'Coming along that gully that looks like a notch on the horizon.' Curt strained his eyes in the darkness. He needed a bit of imagination to believe he was looking at a ravine end on. There was no way he could see anyone approaching until they were practically on top of them. Curt wondered what it would be like if a group of men did suddenly spill out of the darkness.
By reflex, his hand dropped down to his holstered Glock automatic. He unsnapped the cover. He didn't want to be fumbling with it if a need for the gun arose.
'I know what you're thinking, ' Tim said. 'Let me show you something.
' Tim unzipped his canvas gun bag that he'd put on the ground next to him and pulled out a weapon.
Even in the darkness Curt could tell it was one of Tim's that he'd never seen.
'This here's my favorite, ' Tim said proudly. 'I don't take it out except for real ops, like tonight.' He extended the weapon toward Curt. Curt took it and held it up close to his face. He recognized it immediately although he'd never held one.
It was a Marine-modified Remington. 308 sniper rifle.
'Where the hell did you get this? ' Curt asked with awe.
'You can buy pretty much whatever you want from the survivalist mags like Mercenary. All you have to do is look in the ads in the back.'
'But this is Marine issue, ' Curt said. 'How could someone get one in the first place? '
'How should I know? ' Tim said. 'I suppose someone probably stole it at some point or maybe somebody traded it for something else. You'll learn that there's a lot of bartering going on in the military.'
'They modify these things at Quantico, ' Curt said.
He ran his hand affectionately along the stock.
'Yeah, I know, ' Tim said. 'It's got a floating barrel and fiberglass bedding. And the trigger pull has been adjusted to one pound.'
'God, it's fantastic, ' Curt said. He could only dream of owning one.
He'd come to love guns of any sort but especially hightech ones.
'The best thing is the scope, ' Tim said. 'Notice its size. It's a niaht vision scope. Give it a try.' ---t--L
Curt lovingly lifted the weapon to his shoulder and sighted through the telescopic sight.
The black night was miraculously transformed into a hazy green transparency. Even at a distance of several hundred yards Curt could make out details of the arid environment.
All of a sudden Curt's eyes caught movement and he turned the rifle slightly to his left. In the center of his field of vision were two men picking their way through the darkness, heading toward Curt on the diagonal.
'Holy crap! ' Curt exclaimed. 'I got two wetbacks in my sights. I can't believe it.'
'No shit! ' Tim said excitedly. 'Don't take your eyes off them. You might not be able to find them again.
Tell me, what are they wearing? They're not uniforms, are they? '
'Hell, no! ' Curt said. 'Looks like plaid shirts, jeans, cowboy hats, and they're carrying what look like old vinyl suitcases.'
'Congratulations, soldier! ' Tim said.
'You got yourself a couple of turkeys. Pull off at least two rounds quick-like to make sure you get both.
Of course if you can line them up maybe you can get away with one shot.' Tim giggled.
'You want me to shoot them? ' Curt asked nervously. He'd purposefully avoided thinking about this moment, especially since he was aware the men in his sights presented no immediate danger to himself. It wasn't like a battle situation where he was confident he'd react by reflex.
This was more like bushwhacking two unarmed people he didn't even know.
Curt could sense he was trembling since his field of vision had begun to jump around.
'No, I want you to walk out there and have an argument with them, ' Tim said sarcastically. 'Of course I want you to shoot them. Hell, it's your right. You're the one who spotted them.' Curt felt perspiration appear on his forehead. He swallowed. An anxiety of indecision spread through him. He'd never done anything like this before.
'Come on, man, ' Tim said. 'Don't let me or your country down.' Curt had no intention of letting Tim down. The past month or so had been the first time in his life that he was a member of a tight-knit assemblage whose ideology he truly believed. He'd found a home emotionally and intellectually, and he knew he owed it all to
