“All sides,” Abatangelo said. “I’m a guy who’d come out here, clip a kid and two adults, and use the article you’re writing to point the finger at Frank. Except, of course, I also wrote a message above the phone, implicating a bunch of Mexicans.”
“What I’m saying is, I have an obligation- ”
“Wax, come on. We sat together, side by side, hashing out that story word for word. I didn’t shove it down your throat. You asked me every damn question you wanted and I answered every single one. Now you’re gonna tell me you sat there, played patsy to a bunch of fast-talking cops and not once tried to drive home the fact that Shel’s been dragged off somewhere?”
“Again,” Cohn said, loud this time. “Just a minute, alone, here in the car. Me and you, Dan.”
Abatangelo ignored him. “Wax, do what you’ve got to do, but look at me, you look at me, I swear to God, I… did… not… use you. They did.”
“Now!” Cohn shouted.
Waxman jumped in his seat and, in the same movement, opened the car door to get out. “Of course,” he murmured over his shoulder. “I need to leg all this in to my editor, or we won’t even make deadline for an exclusive.” Glancing one last time at Abatangelo, he left the car and trundled across the parking lot. Taking up position at a phone booth outside the store, he lit a cigarette and dialed, exhaling smoke into the receiver and leaning into the wall, his corduroys bagging at the knees.
Cohn said, “Well, wasn’t that inspirational.”
“Tony- ”
“Let’s assume, for the sake of argument, that you can fill me in on a lot that’s still missing from the picture. That may prove helpful at some point, but frankly I don’t want to hear it now. The most important thing is, you need to stand clear. The scenario I laid out, the thing about laying all this on the sociopath, this Frank clown, I don’t mean to take the most twisted view possible. Not that there’s a good or better way this thing could’ve gone down. Christ. What I mean is, it’s all hypothetical at this point. And I need to see every way it could have happened, especially since the cops appear keen to pin it on you.”
Abatangelo groaned and started to object but Cohn cut him off again. “No. You listen. I realize the most important thing to you is finding out what happened to your friend. That isn’t my chief concern. My chief concern is you. When this lead detective- I spoke with him, by the way, and Waxman’s right, he’s sharp- when he calls, it’ll be to me, not you. I took care of that much. If they want you for questioning, the two of us go together, period. Given how fast this thing’s spinning out of control, you’re not saying word one without immunity. As for the Bureau of Prisons, if they want to yank you in for a violation- ”
“On what grounds?”
“Any fucking thing they want,” Cohn snapped, his eyes catching the light again. “What are you, dense?” He looked away, collecting himself. “Do you have somewhere to stay?”
“Home.”
“I’m not sure that’s wise. You said it yourself, there may be people after you.”
“I’ve got a home, Tony, that’s where I go.” The thought of possible harm to himself seemed inconsequential. Almost inviting. “I’m not hiding from anybody.”
“It’s not just some redneck bam squad I’m worried about,” Cohn said. “I’m trying to work it so, if your probation gets revoked, you can surrender on your own terms. Instead of being taken down at your apartment like a fucking abscond.”
Abatangelo shrugged. “I smell feds at the door, I’ll shag out the back. Won’t be the first time.”
Cohn grimaced and scanned the parking lot. “No,” he said quietly. “That won’t do. You have to listen to me. You do what I say, and only what I say. It’s got to be like that or I pass this on.” He gestured out the window toward Waxman. “You need a lawyer, not a press agent. You sure as hell don’t need the likes of him.”
Waxman, speaking into the phone now, threw his cigarette onto the asphalt, creating a tiny ricochet of ash. He crushed the butt with the toe of his desert boot then chafed his arm to warm himself.
“Wax is all right,” Abatangelo said. And strangely, he meant it. The remark about a scamming knack for bullshit, it stung. “He just needs to be caught up to speed. Stakes are a little higher than he’s used to.”
“I’m advising you,” Cohn said, “not to talk to him.” His voice was surprisingly calm, almost kind, despite the ultimatum.
“Can’t do that,” Abatangelo responded. “As fucked as the situation is right now, I back away, let everybody else tell my story while I just sit there, I’m screwed. I’ve still got Wax’s attention right now. I’m the best source he’s got. That’s leverage, Tony.”
Cohn let loose with a long, slow, dispirited sigh. “I would have thought,” he said, “after what happened tonight in particular, that I would not have to remind you of your deficiencies in the judgment-of-character department. Good God, we’re talking murder one here.”
“That’s bullshit.”
“It’s always bullshit with you,” Cohn barked. The calming kindness was gone. Abatangelo, choosing to ignore that, knocked on the glass to assure Waxman he’d not been forgotten.
“He’ll betray you the first chance he gets,” Cohn said. “From the sounds of it, he already has.”
“Interesting tone you’re taking.”
“I’m not here to make apologies for myself,” Cohn said, “if that’s what you mean.”
Abatangelo turned to look straight at him. “Lucky you.”
After Waxman finished his phone-in, he returned to Cohn’s Lexus and the two men drove away. Abatangelo, left behind, returned to the old Dodge Dart. It felt small around him as he got in. Digging his key from his pocket, he inserted it in the ignition and turned. The engine started at once, and warmed up quickly. He found himself strangely comforted by so minor a thing as that.
He put the car in gear and pulled out onto the Delta Highway, heading west through scant traffic toward home. Gripping the wheel, he listened to the thrum of the motor, the high-pitched whistle of the wind keening in from the side vent. The highway lines on the empty road darted forward in the cross-eyed skew of his headlights. It’s possible, he reminded himself over and over, that she’s all right, alive at least. He could not tell whether that prospect made him feel more committed to finding her, or simply more afraid she was going to suffer. On reflection, given what he’d accomplished so far- or more correctly, what he’d failed to accomplish- one seemed to go with the other.
He spent the rest of the drive in a sullen brood, and by the time he reached North Beach and entered his flat he felt vaguely hopeful at the prospect of unwelcome company. A fight, he thought, that’s what I need. Catharsis. Blood. The place was just as he’d left it, though, empty and untouched. In the kitchen he downed several glasses of ice cold tap water, then set his empty glass in the sink and wandered. When he came upon his tape player- Maria Callas still cued up in the cassette port- he turned it on. With the music as background, he dragged a wooden chair across the cracked linoleum floor to the window and stared out across the bay, watching as dawn crept upward in the eastern sky, bathing the far-off hills in a mad wash of color.
Chapter 17
Shel sat upright on a bare mattress laid out on a concrete floor. The room was small and stark, with a low ceiling and whitewashed walls. A rough crucifix the size of a candy box hung on one wall, directly across from the wood plank door that Shel had tried repeatedly to open. Through its rough-hewn slatwork she could smell damp earth and a faint stench of rot. There was a root cellar out there, with a bare dirt floor. She remembered it from when they’d dragged her down here, locked her in.
She sat there on the mattress, back propped against the wall, panting from the effort of tramping back and forth. She’d slammed herself against the door, clawed at the planks, tried to pry them apart. She’d grown weaker by the hour, blaming it on fear, exhaustion and the stew of pills in her system. The pain in her head didn’t help. It throbbed nonstop behind one eye, erupting from time to time in spearing flashes that made her think her eardrums would crack. Her face and hands dripped with sweat that congealed with the mucus and blood she was constantly wiping away. The wounds Frank had inflicted and Danny had nursed were open and raw again. You’re a nasty mess, she thought, trying to wipe her face on her shirt, her hands on the mattress. Don’t let them kill you like this.
