bastard, show yourself!'
There was no answer. There was no sound of any kind except for her hard breathing. She didn't bother checking the boundaries of the building. Let him be disappointed that she was shortening the play, shortening his fun. She looked down to see the string lying where her hand had lain. It disappeared into the distance. She leaned down and picked it up. Skinny, strong string, leading her to the maze. It was fastened to something a goodly distance away. She slowly began to follow it. As she walked the dim light behind her disappeared, and the darkness ahead of her became shadowy light. Slowly, so slowly, breathing hard, she walked.
Suddenly a light snapped on just overhead, fiercely white, blinding her momentarily. Then she saw a woman staring at her, a woman whose mouth was hanging open, a wild-looking woman, pale as death, her hair tangled around her face. She screamed at her own image in the mirror staring back at her, frozen for an instant in time and terror.
Slowly she backed away from the mirror, one short step, then one more. She saw that there were walls, props, really, some fastened together with hinges, others with brackets, not amateurish like the ones she'd made. No, Marlin's props were professional all the way.
Then the bright light snapped off as suddenly as it had come on, and she was left again in the narrow dim light.
It was then she heard breathing. Soft, steady breathing, just to her right. She whirled to face it. 'Who's there?'
Just the breathing, no voice, no answer. An amplifier of some kind. She whimpered, just for him, then again, making it louder, hugging herself, then started following the string again. Suddenly the string ran out. She was standing in front of a narrow opening that had no door. She couldn't see beyond the opening.
'Hello, Marty. Come in, I've been waiting for you.'
His voice. Marlin Jones.
'Oh God, Marlin, is it really you? How did I get here? You've come to save me?'
'I don't think so, Marty. No, I'm the one who brought you here. I brought you here for me.'
She felt rage pour through her. She pictured Belinda standing here, not knowing what was happening or why, so frightened she could scarcely breathe, and here that maniac was talking to her in a voice as smooth and gentle as a parish priest's.
'What do you want, you pathetic bastard?'
He was silent. She'd taken him by surprise. He was expecting tears, pleading. She yelled, 'Well, you fucking slug? What do you want? You too scared to talk to me?'
She heard him actually draw in his breath. Finally he said, his voice not quite as smooth as it had been, but calm enough now, 'You were fast coming here. I expected you to search around, to check for a way out of the building, but you didn't. You looked down, saw the string, and followed it.'
'What the hell is the damned string for? Some sick joke? Or are you the only sick joke in this silly place, Marlin?'
His breath speeded up; she could hear it. His breath was wheezing with anger. Push him. She wanted to push him. Let Savich curse her, let all of them curse her, it didn't matter. She had to push him to the edge, she had to defeat him, then obliterate him. 'Well, you fucking little pervert? What is it for? Something to excite your sick little brain?'
'Now, Marty, don't mouth off at me. I hate it when a woman has a foul mouth. I thought you were so sweet and helpless when you first came to me, but then you talked filth. You opened your pretty mouth and filth spewed out. And your poor husband. No wonder he drinks-anything to escape that horrible language. And you put him down, you tell the world how horrible he is just because he was unlucky enough to marry you.'
'I might spew out bad words, but at least I'm not a fucking psycho like you. What do you want, Marlin? What is this string bit?'
His voice was now a soft singsong, a gentle monotone, as if he were seeing himself as an omniscient god and she as a child gone astray, to be led back. Led back to hell. 'I'll tell you everything when you find the center of the maze, Marty. I build props just like you do only I'm better because I've done it more. I want you to come in now, Marty. You'll win when you find the center of the maze. Even though you say bad things, you'll still win if you find the center. I'll be timing you, Marty. Time's always important. You can't forget about the time. Come along, now, you've got to come in or else I'll have to punish you right now. Find the center, Marty, or you won't like what I'll do to you.'
'How much time do I have to get to the center of the maze so you won't punish me?'
The gentle monotone was now tinged with impatience. 'You ask too many questions, Marty.'
'I'll find the center if you'll tell me why the string bit.'
'How else am I supposed to get you to come here? I didn't want to paint signs. That would have been too obvious. FOLLOW THE ARROWS. That's tacky. The string is neat. It's tantalizing. Now my patience is running out, Marty. Come into the maze.'
There was sudden anger now, cold and hard. 'Marty? What are you doing?'
'My sneaker was untied. I was just tying it. I don't want to trip over myself.'
'It didn't look to me like you were tying your sneaker. Come on now or I'll have to do something you won't like at all.'
'I'm coming.' She walked through the narrow entrance into a narrow corridor of six-foot-high sheets of plywood, painted green to simulate yew bushes. She came to an intersection. Four choices. She took the far-left turn. It led her to a dead end.
He laughed. 'Wrong choice, Marty. Just maybe if you didn't curse so much, God would have let you find the right way to go. Maybe if you weren't so mean to your poor husband, God wouldn't have brought you to me. Try again. I'm getting impatient.'
But he wasn't at all impatient; she realized it in that instant. He was relishing every moment. The longer it took her to get to the center, the more he enjoyed himself.
'You're slow, Marty. You'd best hurry. Don't forget about the time. I told you that time was important.'
She could hear the excitement in his voice, unleashed now, feel the stirring of his excitement in the air around her. It nauseated her. She couldn't wait to see him.
She backtracked and took another turn. This one also led to a dead end. On the third try, she picked the right path. There was only a small pool of light around her, never varying, never growing brighter or dimmer. She hit another dead end off a wrong turn. She heard his breathing quicken; his excitement was peaking. She was close to the center of the maze now.
She stopped and called out, 'Why a maze, Marlin? Why do you want me to find the center of a maze?'
His voice trembled, he was so excited. No one had asked him this before. He was bursting to tell her. 'It's like finding your way to your own soul, Marty. There are lots of wrong turns and dead ends, but if you're good enough, if you try hard enough, you'll eventually come to the center of your soul and then you'll know the truth of who and what you are.'
'That's very poetic, Marlin, for a stupid psychopath. Who let you out of the asylum?'
'I'll have to punish you for that, Marty. I'm not your husband. You've no right to insult me.'
She yelled, 'Why the fuck not, you puny, pathetic little bastard?'
'Stop it! Yes, keep quiet, that's better. Now, I'm waiting, Marty, I'm waiting for you. You're running out of time. You'd better stop mouthing off at me and run.'
She did, no wrong turns now, just right to the center, no hesitation at all.
He was there, standing right in the center of the maze, wearing goggles. In the next moment, he'd pressed a button and a pool of light flooded down where they stood. He was dressed in camouflage fatigues with black army boots laced up to the top. He pulled off the infrared goggles. He looked as white as a death mask in the eerie light. Now he did look scrawny. He gave her a big smile. 'You made it here real fast when you tried, Marty. I scared you enough so that you knew if you didn't hurry, I'd have to hurt you really bad.'
'Scare me? You stupid moron, you wouldn't scare a dead chicken. Did I beat your time limit, you worthless little shit?'
His smile dropped away. He looked more confused than angry. 'Why aren't you afraid? Why aren't you begging me to let you go now? You know it makes me crazy when you say bad words, when-'
'You're already so crazy I don't have to say anything, you stupid prick.'
